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I'm 26yrs old and my dad was in ministry and was drinking blood before I was born, I have just found out I was a vampire by noticing im always hungry and not for food. My first drink was when I was 17 I almost drained out my best friend's blood from his hand. Then I use to steel blood from blood donation because I have noway to get blood. So I went to the hospital for that for a couple of weeks. When I came out I tried to control the hunger but I couldn't turn 18 and I blacked out and I don't know I just came out about 10 minutes later and I was sitting in my cousins house and I wasn't hungry nomore. I stopped for years but I just started getting more hungry. I've been feeling like im going to snap again and really hope that I can find friends to chill with me and teach me more about how I achieve my inner vamp. I don't know what I'm doing but sometimes I but meat and cook it till all the blood come out and drink the blood but it's never alot or enough. That's it!