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Alright I guess we'll start with a basic physical descriptio. I am 5'10" and I thick about 260ish lbs. Haven't weighed myself in awhile but definately need to start working out. Dirty blonde hair, hazel eyes.

Am not a Vampire or Goth however I do have a strong pull towards the dark. I am empathic and that's where the problems start. Now my sensitivty isn't super strong but occasionally I can identify the type of energy around me. Despite the inability to tell what most of the energy I come in contact with it is still felt and unfortunately more often than not it's pretty painful. You see over the majority of my high sckool years I had received a fair amount of emotional abuse from the guy my mother married after my father. Needless to say now my enery is severly damaged. If you were to see a picture of the physical body and it represented my energy body then it would be covered in burn scars. So now I am severly sensitive to negative energy(stress) and it has caused alot of problems. I have developed Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Schitzoid Personality Disorder(I don't like being around the general populous), and slight Social Phobia. So basically I'm a train wreck waiting to happen.

Now despite all in the above paragraph I feel a great amount of pontential inside me. For a long time I was looking for this mythical woman I had created in my mind. She was my soul mate and my other half. I would be able to feel her presence if she was close enough and be drawn to her. Upon our meeting the block over my massive energy potential would shatter in a night of outstanding lovemaking and I could be the man that I was truly supposed to be. I've pretty much given up on that fantasy. Right now I'm just looking for someone to lead me into the darkness so I can hide from the violence of the light and let my soul heal.

That's my story.
Lord Drasnith