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I am a girl
A pretty, simple girl
I have secrets
But I don't have a hidden personality
What you see is what you get
I'm not rough, I'm kind...to everyone
I won't lie to you by saying I drink/smoke
I don't
I'm not on my own either
I live with my parents and older brother
I'm not special
Don't jump to the conclusion that I am
I'm ordinary...just like you
My life is not confusing- school then home again
Some say I am though
I'm not spiritual
I'm torn in-between religions so I don't believe half the crap that comes out of a preacher's mouth
I'm not atheist
I do believe in God
I cry
I'm not gonna lie...I am weak
I get jealous too
Though it's all placed into perspective when you think about the creation of Hollywood in someone's basement
I'm a clear thinker
Strangely, most people tend to misunderstand my writing
I'm loved
It’s easy to love me...easier to fall in love with me
Don't make that mistake though...you'll have to deal with Chan
I'm envied
I won't lie and say I don't know why- I'm 'pretty', I'm 'smart' and of course, I'm 'perrrrfect'
...Another reason why I say I’m misunderstood...
Don't be fooled, pictures are the biggest liars
Comments on me range in variety and quantity:-
'pretty, vicious, cool, sweet, misunderstood, intelligent, dreamer, bitch, troubled, beautiful,
messed up, kind, crazy, sexy, wise, f***ed up, wise, sicko, demonic, sweetheart...etc'
You may interpret what you wish of me
...Just know me first...

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I'm your friend
I'm your enemy
I'm trusted
I'm a liar
I'm a lover
I'm a hater
I smile
I cry
I laugh
I scream
I create
I destroy
I heel
I hurt
I am so much… to so many, yet I’m nothing to you

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There's three "Nikisha"s. the 1st- the saint. This side of me would never to anything to hurt anyone, or as a matter of fact, would never do anything badon the whole. She is her parents' pride and constant A student. She's the good girl
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The second- the dark side. This part of me is the exact opposite of part1. She resides in Darkness and would rarely smile. the mind is manipulated by demonic, diabolic, morbid thoughts and she keeps to herself. She's the girl you'd see at the back of the class or looking out the window, not really thinking...just distant. Her fear is that she cannot control herself; her fear is that she's confused. She's strong and vicious, she's the one who no one sees but everyone ignores.
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The third- the real. This part, i think most resembles who i am. She's the girl who's always there for her friends, she's the girl who never let anyone break her, she's the girl who's always ready to share a smile. She's the friend you call when you have no one to turn to, she's the one who puts her life on the line to help a stranger, she's someone people take for granted, she's the one some girls hate, she's the reason some people get through each day.
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Thing is, I’m all of these girls. Each one, intricately personalized into me.

I am three

I am one

I am Nikisha

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Led Zeppelin- Stairway to Heaven
This is the greatest rock song ever
It has three different stages
All intricately fused together to form this song
My favorite part though is diffinitely the guitar stringing

Zeppelin Led Lyrics

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♥ Behind The Smile; Truth ♥

My eyes open
2:45 a.m.
My hand brush the other side of the bed
Nothing
I sit up. Put on the light. And see nothing. No one.
I take off the light. I feel the tears trickle down.
What am I doing?
I cover my eyes. The ring feels cold on my left hand but that's not why I take it off.
I fold into myself...Why?...

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It's 5:24 a.m. when a man walks into the mansion
The maids did a fantastic job at housekeeping but that wasn't why he tip-toed inside.
He feels something but doesn't understand it.
He walks upstairs to the master bedroom
He opens the door and sees her crying.
Trembling
He walks over to her. Leans into her and kisses gently.
Perfume mixes with tears. She resists but not for long.
His hands move up her things and his kisses become aggressive
She pulls him onto her and scratches at his shirt
His bites make her scream as he rips off her clothes
He pushes on top her
Their bodies become one
The night howls
The blade glint
the rust of blood taints the air
...The Curtain of Solemnity draws...

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Can you feel me?
Can you see me?
You stare into my eyes but can you really see ME?
You look so interested
But is it real?
Or are those just blank eyes?
I know you can't see me
You just pretend to
I don’t think you’re even trying to
Just staring; returning my gaze
You look at me
You probably see the same eyes I see
The same ones staring back at me

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MY RESPONSIBILITIES TO YOU AS A FRIEND:
1. When you are sad, I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made you sad.
2. When you are blue, I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you.
3. When you smile, I will know you finally got laid.
4. When you are scared, I will rag on you about it every chance I get.
5. When you are worried, I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be and to quit whining.
6. When you are confused, I will use little words.
7. When you are sick, stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't want whatever you have.
8. When you fall, I will point and laugh at your clumsy ass. And then think about helping your dumbass up.

This is my oath. I pledge it till the end. Why, you may ask; because you are my "friend".

Remember: A good friend will help you move - - a really good friend will help you move a body. Let me know if I ever need to bring a shovel.

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If you want to find more about me, you're most welcomed to visit my Journal and tell me what u think ;) I'm a writer. I write my life in it.

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~I'm not perfect~
~I never wanted to be~
~If i was perfect~
~I wouldn't be "me"~

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Well, so long for now…if you’ve reached this far and enjoyed it, then you’re the best person to ever live on earth and just for that, I love you!
However, if you skipped everything and just came here to rate me so you can build your ratings or have not enjoyed, then you stupid! >.>

†Hehe, Sayonara †

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