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Im a 36 year old Caucasian Capricorn. I am interested in all things that aren't considered the "norm" from the outside my appearance doesn't mostly allow me to be who I am on the inside. Being a blonde with blue eyes people naturally tend to think I'm some empty Stepford wife programmed to go through life never truly living or awakened to realities, and ideas and lifeforbiddens that are not considered the norm. I am a sensitive meaning I can feel and take on the emotions of others which can physically affect me in negative or positive ways. I am very interested in the study of dream control and astral projection, I believe myself to be very accomplished at both, I am in every aspect a true Capricorn and I seem to have some kind of power over men with my eyes that I became aware of long ago but even though I know how to use it I do not understand it or why it works. I am a lover of dark things art, music I am a very senses oriented person and like to give in to any pleasure I am interested in and I live how I want and cannot be controlled. I am a free spirit, a loving person, an open person and if vampires exist in any capacity I would consider myself to be one and if given the opportunity to have all the full benefits and powers of what I believe a vampire to be capable Id most certainly be a willing participant, until then I am obsessed with the study, the sub culture, the romanticism, and everything they represent. As I briefly mentioned about myself the Arts and travel are my greatest passions as I guess I can consider myself a worldly traveler even though I want to see the whole world and beyond it if it was possible, space is another interest of mine I guess I should say Astronomy as well as intelligence, I love reading, and I love meeting people with different interests, and mostly people who are knowledgeable about things I am not, I love to learn and intelligence turns me on, along with numerous other things. I am eager to meet other like minded people to hopefully find other people who I would or could make a connection with.