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Have you have ever been molested as a kid i was for 3 years 7-10 and it was you're own family that did it.
Have you ever lived in darkness all your life i have.
Have you ever cryed so many tears that they dry up and you can't cry any more i have.
Have you ever been locked up in a mental institute because not one in this world could understand you i have.
Have you ever killed your self so many time's and came back i have and all you can do is cover up your scars and let go of the past i can't.
Have you ever dreamed of people you never seen before i have.
I hated my life i hated who i was i hated my family and all my life i have lived in darkness a life of tears.
They come to you in love as a thife in the night lies lies lies.
But one thing i found was a power within me a power to change what was around me to change into many souls.
I out smarted all of them i was faster i am better smarter then all that was in my school so i quit i hated my school
I could feel their energy so strong it made me sick and the teachers then didn't know me at all so they hated me 12 years old you know why i could change their mood swing
i would piss them off just to smile.
I have seen the faces of good and very evil dark and light a war that lives inside me.
I see what can not be seen inside of others it took pain of a life and time of tears to learn my ways but i learned.
My energy is so strong i can even feel other on the eternet even i no what their thinking in time's.
Trust i trust in no one any more i have no feelings i am dead to this world.
But as you read i am not tring to get others to feel sorry for me Truth.
I know all of to much of the true heart of many my name is Darnell i lived a long life i lived by my own rules.
My eyes has changed so many colors you know why?deep within me lives a monster like the world has never seen
Why?I would say to you,You made me this way that's why i once was a angel of light you took that light from me.
As you look upon this page i will say one thing you will never know any one in all this world that's like me i am the dark.
Love yes i have love for them that loves me for who that i am and for them that respects me as i respected them.
lv 400 would be nothing but what is levels this is not a game' why do i not stay like i said i trust in no one not one on all this earth.
Trust me the darkness likes me why to much so best i stay away from many.
Peace and love too all this is my life a life of tears a path of pain and darkness a life of no love.
My last words i will not be back.
You want to really know me?in the summer in Georgetown ky go to the grave yard you will know me by my eyes they shine in the day of light
out of sight like the color of the moon's light if you do see me i have a darkness i ask you to be a friend.

'And this bird you can not change'
Male or female you will never know ?
In the circle go to the right in my sight.
look over any mistypes TY