Hello, my name is Rivers! I'm a 30 year old, intersex, androgyne vampire who's been in VC since I was 12. I don't identify as trans but I'm legally trans. I have always shown an interest in vampires, the supernatural in general, and the occult. My awakening happened when I was 10, I remember it well. Something in my brain lit up like a flame and told me I'm a vampire. I became nocturnal, developed photophobia, started drinking blood and eating raw meat, sleeping during the day, and sleeping with my entire body covered to simulate being in a coffin. I used this forum like 18 years ago and I've been obsessed with vampires my entire life. I'm a psychic (emotional/empathic) & lifestyle vampire and I've been in the vampire community for over 18 years.
Other information about me is that I'm intersex with idiopathic/NOS DSD. I identify with a myriad of gender identities but the easiest way to describe it is that I'm an androgynous agender vampire clown, lol. I wouldn't call myself trans or cis, I hesitantly would call myself nonbinary and genderqueer. I like to be silly, I like to make jokes, I like to troll and ragebait people on Facebook. I've been told I have a very 4chan personality, despite never really using the website. I'm bisexual and gray-ace, too, and I'm in a relationship with someone who's also disabled and nonbinary in some way and we live together with two cats in low income disability housing.
I'm disabled mentally and physically in many ways, and I use mobility aids everyday. My main mental health diagnoses are autism, ADHD, schizoaffective disorder, X-linked intellectual disability, OSDD-1a, C-PTSD, BPD, ASPD, OCD, and GAD. I have mainly physical disabilities but the main diagnoses I have cEDS, grade 3 gastroparesis, PSVT, chronic migraines, and chronic muscle spasms. My spine and hips are trashed in multiple ways and I'm in pain everyday. My partner and my mother are both my caregivers in different ways. I am also an age dreamer (not age regressor) and have a lot of hobbies and interests. I'm anti psych and critical of the medical industry in general from mistreatment.
My favorite music genres are Midwest emo, incelcore, metalcore, deathcore, post punk, new wave, shoegaze, dream pop, chamber pop, psychedelic pop, Christmas music, jazz, swing, big band, rockabilly, traditional country, freak folk, happy hardcore, mashcore, dancecore, breakcore, and gabber. My favorite video games are The Sims, Doki Doki Literature Club!, Stardew Valley, Harvest Moon, Fallout, The Elder Scrolls, Zero Escape, Dead or Alive, Pokémon, Yume Nikki, and .flow.
I rarely watch TV or movies anymore, but I like horror, black comedy, adult animation, drama, and family animation. I like anime movies better than TV shows. I pretty much only like reading nonfiction and torture porn psychological thrillers. I am also drawn to subjects such as psychology, medical science, pseudoscience, true crime, and the occult. Outside of media, I like painting, making jewelry and rosaries, solving jigsaw puzzles, and studying animals such as insects.
