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I'm a 43 year old male going through a divorce after twenty plus years of marriage. Im not here looking for anything or anyone, I do not care if I fit in or not, I have spent my life living in the shadows only coming out when needed, I don't care about any body on here and I don't want to hook up with anybody on here I just want a dark place to vent my feelings , I have kids and a wife even though things don't seem to be working out you fuck with either of them I will fuck up your whole life and do it with a big smile on my face, you see when a man feels like he is loosing everything or has lost everything he doesn't have a care in the world. I've spent twenty years as a firefighter and emt I have seen things in an hour that most people on here spend thier lifetime trying not to see, I have walked into hell and not only walked back out but came back out carrying souls with me I've looked the devil in his eyes so many times and told him to fuck with me if he dared and walked back out with my head high and back turned to him saying that's what I thought, he may think he is a bad as fuck motherfucker but I know I am the baddest motherfucker there is.