I'm not a man of many words but I will write what it is I need to. I'm Nathan to most, Dravenedge Tempest to you. I was conceived in Texas and born there as well. Needless to say, knowing already how awful Texas is I left after only six months of air in my lungs. I've dwelled in Missouri ever since.
My father was and is a pastor (member of the clergy). My mother is but has not always been a good pastors wife. I have never been the good pastors son. Early on I dove into a world of drugs, sex, and all things deemed . . . sinful. My sister is one of the few lights I have.
One of the few defining moments in my life was my second overdose. I was not smart enough to stop destroying my mind and body after the first. Ecstacy and blow were my poisons. Honestly so was anything else I could get ahold of. My sister was there for me in the weeks I laid in bed coming down and getting clean. Those were the worst days of my life. I honestly didn't know which way was was up or down. I did learn one thing however; and that was, I don't hate myself as much as I thought I did.
It's been two, almost three years of sobriety. While I can't say life is all happy I can say life is more clear. I no longer fear tomorrow. While I may be sober please don't get me wrong. I do still enjoy a drink now and again. God knows I have no time to be a prude.
Sexually the very core of me is deviant. My desires considered unatural by not few but most. Even many of those who claim to be open minded find it at least odd. This is acceptable. Not all can understand what it is like to lust after ones own kind, to wish to consume that which is like you. I live according to no mans rules. While this is a part of me it anything but defines me. I am not who I happen to fuck from day to day.
Despite my difference I excel within the world of art and music. Music is the one thing that makes me feel . . . I was going to say alive but perhaps its best said music makes me feel anything at all. Music is who I am and what I strive for. To understand me you must look to my music. www.myspace.com/awkwardmoment
In my twenty-three years of exsistence I have learned to trust few, love few, forgive most. Forgive not out of kindness but out of the unwillingness to care or waste time on those who just aren't worth it. I don't love life but I hold onto it like a burden. I hold onto it because of a fear of what lay after it, if anything lay after it at all. I'll tell you now you can earn my respect, you can earn my trust, but you MUST earn it! But don't fear to approach me I won't bite . . . Well thats just not true now is it . . .
This says a lot about me.
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HOW I RATE:
Now I am generally a nice guy but this is how it works.
1: If you rate me I WILL rate you. Sometimes it takes me a few days, but I always go back and rate everyone who took the time to rate me.
2: If you rate me low for not having a fancy background and all the bells and whistles thats fine. Just know it isn't going to change. I like my profile simple and to the point. My profile is about me, not about all the crap I can upload to it.
3: If you rate me low I WILL NOT come back and rate you low. I will always take a look at your profile and rate it what I feel it deserves.
4: To get a low rating from me you must have a profile that says nothing about you. I am even fine with just a paragraph as long as it gives me a decent idea of the person behind the profile. The lowest rated profiles will be those that have all the bells and whistles, backgrounds, music, pictures, but no description of yourself. If you can take the time to put all that on your profile you can take the time to write about yourself.
5: The highest rated profiles will be those that really talk about you. bonus points if its fun and interesting to read.
(NOTE) I will not rate you any lower for having all the bells and whistles and other crap up even though it annoys me sometimes, as long as you still write about yourself you're good. It's your profile not mine.
