Hi yall my names Cheri and currently im livin in Tulsa. Yupp, i'm right in the middle of the
bullshit bible belt. which is fun considering i'm Wiccan. a solitary practitioner. I guess
you could say I used to be Christian, but I never felt like I really belonged; I was
just going through the motions.
If you want to know more about me that's not in my profile, message me. I'm pretty
easy to get along with.
If you are actually reading this, instead of just scrolling down to rate me, props to you.
Tell me not in mournful numbers
Life is but an empty dream!
For the soul is dead that slumbers
And things are not what they seem.
Life is real! Life is earnest!
And the grave is not it's goal
Dust thou art to dust returnest
Was not spoken of the soul
My past has torn me down, and to be honest there are parts of it that i would go back
and change if i could. I am clinically depressed, schizophrenic, and ADD, which my doctor
sums up as schizoaffective disorder. This isn't something I caught. I was born with it and
I'm proud of it. Of course there are times when I wish I didn't have this, but hey,
life's a bitch.
I won't ever apologize for the who I am. the way I see it, if you don't like me, that's
your loss and not really my problem. What, you think I was put on this earth to please YOU?
I'm outspoken and oppinionated, but I'm also extremely
loyal and loving. I love a good time with friends (or even total strangers) as long as no drama is started!
Some people might describe me as fearless, but the truth is I just don't give a shit about
what anyone says about me XD
I'm a gemini, and yes, there are many different sides to me! I can be your best friend or your
worst fucking nightmare. I'm extremely maternal and protective, so don't mess with me.
I can also be very submissive and fragile though. I'm crazy and super fun to be around because
I don't allow moping when you're with me!
I'm not one to start violence, unless you hurt my friends or family.
You can do almost anything you want to me, but you mess with them and I'll kill you.
Because of my past, it's pretty hard for me to open up to people. I'm awful at talking
about myself but that's just because I don't like being vulnerable.
The fact of the matter is that I have walls around my heart, and if you want to know
the real me, you're going to have to prove that I can trust you. Because if I can't
trust you, I can't be around you. And we won't ever be friends. Period.
I tend to act how the people next to me are feeling. If I see someone crying, I cry. If I
walk into a room full of tension, I get pissed and will take it out on almost anyone. If someone
is nauseous, I start to feel sick too. Dont ask me why, because I really don't know.
Maybe I'm just very empathetic. That is the right term, right? Maybe I'm a vampire.
OR MAYBE I'M JUST CRAZZY! who knows?
First impressions are EXTREMELY important to me. If you do something to offend me when we
first meet, I probably won't ever talk to you again. However, if we are good friends and you make
me mad, I will most likely forgive you in time.
Of course, some of my best friends I hated at first.
On rare occasions, I won't like somebody and it won't have anything to do with the way they act.
I get vibes from people. It's how I can tell if someone is upset even if the look like the
happiest person the the world, I'm just very good at reading people.
So sometimes, yes, I DO judge a book by its cover. and why not? people judge me all the time.
So if I get bad vibes from you, I won’t like you. Simple as that.
Okay, so if you're stiil reading this I wunna say thanks for putting up with my bitchiness. So enough with the doom and gloom. Here’s some random info about me.
Birthday: 30 May
Current Location: tulsa
Eye Color: brown, green, or black
Hair Color: changes often
Height: like 5' 4"
Right Handed or Left Handed: right
Your Heritage: swedish, scottish, irish, french, german, scandanavian...... i'm a mutt ^.^
Any Siblings: older brother
Any pets: Seven
Your best trait/characteristic: i'm fun to be around
Your worst trait/characteristic: i have a temper
Color: purple or blue
Song: anything by shinedown
Food: garlic chicken
Non-Alcoholic drink: italian soda
Alcoholic drink: strawberry daquari
Salad dressing: ranch
Ice Cream: mint chocolate chip
Movie: phantom of the opera
Item of Clothing: jeans and a t-shirt
Place to be: the gypsy
Place to visit: Big Sky, Montana
Place to chill: my room
Video Game: Call of Duty
Book: The Heretic Queen
Children's Book: oh the places you'll go
Fears: lots. mostly bugs
Most Overused Phrase:
"it was funny"
"no seriously though"
Thought First Waking Up:
"what time is it? i still have time" -goes back to sleep-
Best Physical Feature: my eyes
Bedtime: whenever i fall asleep
Pepsi or Coke: either
McDonalds or Burger King: gross. neither.
Single or Group Dates: single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: BRISK!
Chocolate or Vanilla: vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee: cappuccino
Do you Smoke: not really
Do you Swear: like a sailor:)
Do you Sing: when i'm alone
Do you Shower Daily: uh, duh
Have you Been in Love: I am right now