ForFuckSakes's Profile at Vampire Rave.

Dramatic Thunderstorms

Dear Friend's on vampire rave, let me tell you a story that has begun a part of my life that i had no idea this could exists or even happen but it has, and nothing i can do to control my mind of it. I have been awakened since my mom's passing ...i been thunderstruck by a storm rage and turned me into energy feeding vampire.

Emotionally i can drain you and feed you from every inch of your precious soul and body. I can also Astral travel ,in ways unthinkable can happen to me, even when I am down and out and my emotions are drained. I can be very easily seduced by your anger and feed off that easy as a blink of and eye.
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Since i began this long journay , I am almost complete with my vampiric awakening, although I can use some help so that is were Ms. Catelyn comes in to guide me as her Nadja/DarkChilde, I am honored to be under her care and will do my best to acknowledge her training. for me life has been difficult, I had so much trauma which caused me to have PTSD. In sense I can empathy people's emotion's and feeling's I can sense them when they are angry mad hurt sad happy. I can take the pain and make it go away.

I know who I'm and proud of it, I know longer regret what I have become. But will learned to control my fear's and anger when it comes to certain people. I am like lightening bolt when people get mad I can feed in and instant. And to stress it off the top of my head sometimes i get so angry, I black out and can't remember. I have few guardians to protect me from that a Spider and a were wolve's I can shape shift many forms of them and come chew you like a new chew toy that taste's delicious.

I am very thankful every day my friend's come around and hang out with me. I do not feel so alone like I used to, I have bad health issues and going through rough time's in my past and present. I try to be good and keep the negative out of my life but sometimes it follows me and ki;ls me one heart beat at a time. I have few Strength's and weakness's. but won;t

I also been chosen this name meaning rebirth, and I hit like a storm coming through and through with my ability as a darkchilde, to comprehend to you what is about to come an incredible feeling. I know were to go from here i have to map my self out like a puzzle and finish my pieces to were i can become whole again. Forth being my self and who i can truly become. I know I'm strong minded and have lot's of stubborn aspects in me. But will fight till the end to learn my vampyric way's, on to my path of the darkness and embrace what else there is too hold and tell. More information to come when you transition in life will be self pleasing to you and how you wish your life to be. Thanks for taking the time to read my awakening profile.

I'm heavily into Gothic culture if you can not tell by now most my profile's keep the same theme for long time unless my friend gets tired of it and decides to change it for me, giggle"s I love her work and trust her to do such for me. I love Gothic dolls clothing , jewelry and more, Also love for thunderstorms. Metal music, and New age, country yes Country! Deal with it grin's. Love 80's 90's music as well,Rhianna, Metallica, Guns and Roses, Nirvana, Ac/DC... Eminem.... U2, Pearl Jam, Reba McEntire, Faith Hill, and Shania twain many more.
My Movies are pretty basic horror, comedy and Romantic, My list goes Insidious, Winchester, Pretty Woman, Dirty Dancing, Halloween, Nightmare on Elm Street, Thirteenth ghost's. Beauty and the Beast, World of Warcraft, Harry potter's (all of them) , Twilight,( all of them), Deadpool, my shows are Walking dead, Pretty little liars, Buffy the vampire slayer, True Blood, Paranormal State, Paranormal witness...Ghost Hunter's.

I have many hobbies on my free time I like to play video games and on vampire rave as well, I love to meet new people and get to The inspiration of this Gothic culture life, I am deeply connected with since I was a small child. I had some trauma with my dad abusing my mother, I miss her dearly she passed away July 24, 2015. She will forever be missed and never forgotten, this is my favorite, profile and usually on this name cause of all the thing's I enjoy in life including the loved ones of mine that passed on grama and grandparent's are also gone, but not forgotten, I miss them daily, Sometimes I wish my life was not so much a challenge not being able to do most thing;'s normal people can I have problems with health now and Copd.
Not being able to breathe properly like normal. I have stopped smoking which I'm proud of and so is my best Lana, You have been there for me thick and thin, my life is nothing without you, We have almost lost it when we got mad one year and I almost lost you, I hope to never feel this way again. We made a promise never to leave each other side, And I always keep my promises.

If I get to know more, of you if you choose to so add me I will gladly do the same. I'm respected around here and well liked, I know allot do not hate me that i know of, I tend to stay out of drama and avoid it at ll costs, so please spare me the dram and go away. Respect me and I will do the same.

Most my games are World of Warcraft as of late and this new one Skyforge which I have downloaded it tonight too try tomorrow. Is only way too keep contact with Lana since, I do not have a vehicle it makes our life simple by using the internet, to Keep in touch. I will always be around even if I have to struggle through rough time's in my life which I have had countless times not being able to have money but Lana make's sure I am secured and well paid for on most of my game's and VR accounts. She is very well good friend and love her to death for doing this for me!

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