GothMaiden's Profile at Vampire Rave.

Ave, and welcome to my lil corner of the rave. Most know me here as LadyBloodMoon. My name is Nikki. Ive been on this site since January 2007. I came here when I began to awaken, and I stay to help guide others, and for the friends , Ive been honored to have over the years.

I'm a straight forward person. If you don't like that, then you wont like me. There are many layers to this soul. Ive lived several lifetimes, each time I'm born, I carry a little of the person I was in the previous lives. This life I'm a mix of English and Native American. I stand 5 ft 2 inches, with blue eyes, and long red hair.

I tend to treat others how they treat me. I am open to making friends, as long as your respectful. I don't have the patience that I once had. I have several layers to my soul, what I share with you, I may not share with others. Over the years here, ive had my trust abused. It will take awhile to get close to me. If I give you my friendship, its for life. If you betray my trust, I will banish you from my life, possibly with a nice energy bitch slap. Depends on my mood that day.

Those I have given my friendship too, are my family. I watch over, and protect those people. I don't tolerate drama, or ignorance, and poor attitude. Basically I don't deal with stupid...

I believe in a higher spiritual power. I choose Paganism because it comes closest to how I believe. I walk the right hand path. I do healing and shielding. I only do other energy work to protect myself and those I consider family.

I am a Regent of the Court Of Mystical Mounatins. In East Tennesse.

Real vampires love Vampire Rave.

We are building and working on Vampyre Evocatus Halo. We know that stepping out of the shadows can be a hard thing to do, especially in a rural area. We are here and you will be welcome to those whom live in East Tennesse. Come join us in building the structure that this state needs.

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Eternal Night is a group of family of like minds. We come together to support each other and to celebrate each others personal growth and enlightment. We know that awakening and personal growth can sometimes be lonely and painful, and overwhelming. We are a group that studies Vampyrism and Paganism.

For those whom ask about lineage. My sire is Lord Ryu. From The Sabertooth Clan Omega Family.

I am a H.L.V ( Human Living Vampyre) What is that you ask..
1. We do not live forever but we do come back in the next life knowing who and what we are.
2. We do not turn into bats or mist.
3. Holy water or crosses do not harm us.
4. We do not sleep in coffins; well some of us do but that is a matter of choice.
5. Sunlight does hurt some of us but it also causes harm to the mundane if exposed to it for too long.
6. For some of us, light is harmful to our eyes.
7. Yes we feed. We feed from blood, psi energy (Parana), Sexual energy or emotional energy. There are some of us that say they do not feed from blood but all in all most of us do. Blood is one of the purest forms of energy. Is it not said the Blood is the Life?
8. We have laws and codes of conduct that we live by. Those that break the laws are shunned by the community.

Because of what books and Hollywood makes us out to be we are evil in the eyes of the mundane.
If people took the time to understand who and what we are, maybe there would be less hate but wishing for that is like fighting for peace. For those of you who are thinking that this is what is best for you or think that it is cool to be a Vampyre because of what you think a Vampyre is, I would say read, study and learn to pull the facts out of the bullshit that Hollywood and books have made us out to be. Seek and ye shall find! This life is not a life for all and should be looked into long and hard. Some of us can choose, but there are those of us that had no choice in being Vampyric.

What Is A Real Vampyre?

A real Vampyre is an energy feeder with varying levels of psychic and empathic abilities which allow for manipulation of and the taking and giving of the life force energy.
A Vampyre comes into being showing varying signs of energy deficiency with usually a slow awareness of psychic ability. There is a significant interest in energy feeding such as at musical shows, with a lover, and/or an interest in the energy of blood, although the latter is far less common.
This self-awareness usually begins in adolescence or early adulthood and generally increases over time gradually to adulthood, but there are some signs in some at younger ages.
A Vampyre begins to see the energy fields and auras of people and easily learns to manipulate emotional and other psychic energies for necessary gain. Through a heightened sensual ability they feel the emotions and energy of other people and can thus tap this resource for gain in energy needs.
Being more sensitive to all types of energy allows the Vampyre to easily sense emotions and thoughts of those near. Those who are empathic carry this further with ease.
Vampyres normally have no difficulty with the sunlight of day, except for the need of sunglasses to shield sensitive eyes and the need to protect from sunburn on exposed skin. This is generally true as Vampyres are usually more sensitive to all forms of energy. With the ability to sense energy comes the need to shield oneself from excess energy. This is a reality most deal with and learn to do easily when around excess energy sources such as the sun and that of other people.
We have a natural tendency to reach out to others like us and learn about the diversity of others. There are many groups, clans, households and families that exist to lend support and share of the knowledge and experience of this life.
We also desire as a group to correct the misconceptions that society and the media have about us. We are not the blood-sucking killers that the film industry would have us all believe. We want to dispel these myths and communicate the truth about our Vampyrism.

I walk all three roads , If you need someone to talk with. I can lend a shoulder and a ear. I also am a empath.

IOne of those roads and first I learned is the Kitra / kee’tra / : A term for a councilor in the roads and caste system. Serving a variety of functions in the community, they are lovers and donors, counselors and confidants. In ritual, they often serve as altars, acting as the fulcrum of power between Mradu and Ramkht. Most Kitra are submissive, offering themselves in spirit and flesh to their Mradu or Ramkht. Kitra are also skilled donors, and keep their energy in top form to nourish members of their Household/Order, often being the Keepers of the Golden Circle. They are often very sensual, highly sexually charged, and trained in the arts of lovemaking and entertainment for the pleasure of the Order or family. This road is modeled from the example temple concubines, young men and women pledged to their temples, who offered themselves through service and flesh; these concubines were highly valued and cherished by the priests and warriors they served.

Companions, Counselors and Concubines are the gentlest and often the most understanding. As a rule, they are devoted to the welfare of others. They are a lover who understands your needs, a friend who does not mind you crying on their shoulder and someone you can rant to when you are fed up with life. Counselors are sacred and cherished and anyone is very lucky who has one for a coven member or friend.

What I follow and live by:

The Black Veil
(A code of ethics for the Vampyric Groups and Individuals)

1. Discretion
This lifeforbidden is private and sacred. Respect it as such. Use discretion in who you reveal yourself to, and make certain that your motives are to truly communicate about our culture and to engender understanding. By no means should you talk to others about yourself and our community when your motives are for selfish reasons such as self-promotion, sensationalism, and attention getting. Do not hide from your nature, but never show it off to those who will not understand.
2. Diversity
Our paths are many, even though the journey we are on is essentially the same. No single one of us has all the answers to who and what we are. Respect everyone’s personal views and practices. We cannot let petty differences of ideology prevent us from maintaining a unified community; there are enough who would attack us from the outside. Our diversity is our strength. Let our differences in viewpoint enrich us, but never divide us upon ourselves.
3. Safety
Use sense when indulging in your nature. Do not flaunt what you are in public places. Feed in private and make certain your donors will be discrete about what happens between you. Donors who create rumors and gossip about us are more harm than they are worth. If you engage in blood-letting, put safety and caution above all other things. Blood-borne diseases are a very real thing, and we cannot risk endangering ourselves or others through irresponsibility. Screen donors carefully, making certain they are in good health both mentally and physically. Never overindulge or get careless. The safety of the entire community rests upon each member’s caution.
4. Control
We cannot and should not deny the darkness within. Yet we should not allow it to control us. If our beast or shadow or dark side is given too much sway, it clouds our judgment, making us a danger even to those we love. Never indulge in pointless violence. Never bring willful harm to those who sustain you. Never feed only for the sake of feeding, and never give over to mindless blood lust. We are not monsters. We are capable of rational thought and self-control. Celebrate the darkness and let it empower you, but never let it enslave your will.

5. Lifeforbidden
Live your life as an example to others in the community. We are privileged to be what we are, but power should be accompanied by responsibility and dignity. Explore and make use of your Vampyre nature, but keep it in balance with material demands. Remember, we may be Vampyres, but we are still a part of this world. We must live our lives like everyone else here, holding jobs, keeping homes, and getting along with our neighbors. Being what we are is not an excuse to not participate in this reality. Rather, it is an obligation to make it a better place for us to be.
6. Family
We are, all of us, a family, and like all families, various members will not always get along. However, respect the greater community when having your disputes. Do not let your individual problems bring emotional strife to the family as a whole. Settle your differences quietly among one another, only seeking out an elder’s aid in mediation when no other solution seems possible. Never bring your private disputes into public places and never draw other family members into the issue by forcing them to take sides. Like any normal family, we should always make an effort to present a stable and unified face to the rest of the world even when things are not perfect between us.
7. Havens
Our havens are safe places where everyone in the community can come socialize. There are also often public places where we are likely to encounter people who do not understand our ways. We should respect the patrons of these places as we should also respect the owners of the establishments and always be discrete in our behavior. We should never bring private disputes to a haven. We should never initiate violence in a haven. And we should never do or bring anything illegal into a haven, as this reflects badly upon the community as a whole. The haven is the hub of the whole community, and we should respect it as such, supporting it without business and working to improve its name in the scene so that we can always call it home.
8. Territory
The community is extensive and diverse. Every city has a different way of doing things, and a different hierarchy of rule. When entering a new city, you should familiarize yourself with the local community. Seek out the local havens, learn who is who, and show proper respect where it is due. You should not expect to impose your old way of doing things on this new scene. Rather you should adapt to their rules and be glad of their acceptance. Always be on your best behavior when coming to a new city either to visit or to stay. We are all cautious and territorial by nature, and only by making the most positive impression possible will you be accepted and respected in a new community.

9. Responsibility
This lifeforbidden is not for everyone. Take care in who you choose to bring into it. Those who are mentally or emotionally unstable have no place among us. They are dangerous and unreliable and may betray us in the future. Make certain that those you choose to bring in are mature enough for this burden. Teach them to control and discretion, and make certain that they respect our ways. You will be responsible for their actions, and their behaviors in the community will be reflected back to you.
10. Elders
There are certain members of our community who have established themselves as just and responsible leaders. These are the people who helped establish local communities, who organize havens, and who work to coordinate the networking of the scene. While their word does not have to be law, they should nevertheless be respected. They have greater experience than many others, and usually greater wisdom. Seek these elders out to settle your disputes, to give you guidance and instruction, and to help you establish yourself in the local scene. Appreciate the elders for all they have given you. If it was not for their dedication, the community would not exist as it does now.
11. Donors
Without those who offer themselves body and soul to us, we would be nothing. We cannot be other that what we are, but it is the donors who sustain our nature. For this service, they should be respected. Never mistreat your donors, physically or emotionally. They are not to be manipulated or leeched off of for more than what they freely offer. Never take them for granted. Appreciate them for the companionship and acceptance which they offer us, which so many others would refuse. This above all: appreciate the gift of their life. That communion is sacred. Never fail to treat them as such.
12. Leadership
When you choose to take a position of authority in the community, remember that you do not lead for yourself alone. Leadership is a responsibility, not a privilege. A good leader must set an example for everyone through his/her actions and behavior. His motives should be selfless and pure, and he should put the interests of the whole community before his own. The best leaders are those who serve to better the community and whose person and behavior gives no one- even those outside of the community - a reason to criticize them.
13. Ideals
Being a Vampyre is not just about feeding upon life. That is what we do, but not necessarily what we are. It is our place to represent Darkness in a world blinded by light. We are about being different and accepting that difference as something that empowers us and makes us unique. We are about accepting the Darkness within ourselves and embracing that Darkness to make us whole beings. We are about celebrating the thresholds: Body and Spirit, Pleasure, Pain, Life and Death. Our lives should be lived as a message to the world about the beauty of accepting the whole self, of living without guilt and without shame, and celebrating the unique and beautiful essence of every single soul.

My path is to help others. I have several profiles on this site, helping out friends with their covens and mentorships.

I have several covens, mentorships, and 3 alliances. If you need a mentorship or a coven. Message and let me know. Blessed Be to you... until our paths cross again. May Mother night watch over you..

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