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My first name is Josh. I am 18 years old and my life is mostly based on observation rather experience. I do regret some decisions I have made in life but knowing I cant change them now Ive learned to move on. I'm sure I am to fuck up later on again but as I said before I'll continue. Being mostly passive in life has its advantages and disadvantages. I'm not too good with some people and I hate the usually accepted popularity style found at your local sports outlet. I like racing anything with a motor attached to it. I think it requires an extensive knowledge of art and math to turn a corner flawlessly. To this day I have known nothing to compare to the almost near death peace found in going over 170 mph. As a faithful person questions their faith more and resist: when it's found, the foundation is often stronger than before. Same may be applied to relationships. Those who struggle together become stronger as one. If anyone's read a military field manual before they know faithfulness and teamwork are vital to survival against stronger forces. I would like to believe I use this in everyday life. I have a strong fascination for military and weapons research. Not so much killing but the larger responsibility when taught tactics and given weapons to end others lives. I love science and plan to make my main career from it. Engineers have always had my up most respect as they are truly the spearhead of technology. Those who try and persist, achieve. I've evolved from barbarism to a higher level. An adaptation of the brain. A realization that everyone else is simply a pawn of a massive chess board to have their own worth to a nation simply trying to survive the king. Humanity. My last name is Kaiser.

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