5'6 1/2", brown/black hair, black eyes, thin, pale.
I do not trust. I love to hear crying. It is the sound of love.
( Email me for a good picture cuz I hate these.)
I don't really know what to say about myself,
other than I write, sing, model, draw, paint, act, and play guitar, the drums, piano,
I'm such a boring person.
"Death is Swallowed up in victory. Where, Oh Death, is your victory? Where,Oh Death, is your sting?"
:*:Hearing my poetry is like hearing death. It is beautiful.:*:
:*:Death is all there is to live for.
:*: Be warned she'll kill you.
Be warned she'll kill us all.
Be warned she'll kill you.
Be warned she'll kill us all.:*:
Fucklife,FuckDeath.Fuck everything. lifes a bitch so slit your wrists. i am so not taking this. something always goes wrong. im so sick of trying to be strong. so sick of waiting this out..i want it and i want it now. so give it to me cuz i told you to. dont leave just yet im not through with you. stop telling me lies and making me cry i will make sure you hit your demise. youre not worth the pain that you cause and im not listening to you anymore. So Get Lost.
-the decapitated
I fear my mind.
I fear my thoughts.
As I watch the blood flowing down my arm,
I think to myself what a waste.
My mind is not a brain,
But rather a beating heart,
Pulsing, Seeping blood.
The woman I once was is lost in a crimson pool.
My innocence and arrogance die within.
I am now a headstrong predator.
The feelings I have were reposed for so long.
Too long.
The consternation as I realize what it all means.
The apropriation of the blood.
The rumination of the felicitous victim as I abosrb them.
I now understand what I once did not.
The blood flowing is not my own.
It feels sinful and wrong but I must steal it to survive.
Rip the vein and take the blood.
I am who I am.
I am a vampire.
- Me
why do you deny it?
i know you see me.
i know you sense me.
you cant get me off you mind.
but for some odd reason you are ignoring your heart.
youre so lame.
i hate you,
but i love you too.
FUCK YOU!
i dont care.
ah...but yes i do.
thats something I am denying.
but i can't do it for long.
and i am hiding it as well as you are.
everyone can see.
they can see me trying to cope.
the can see me losing hope.
i know you can too but you dont do anything about it.
you make me crazy sometimes.
and i think you do it on purpose.
but you know you want me,
and i want you too.
but from some odd reason you are ignoring your heart.
i hate you,
but i love you too.
FUCK YOU!
i dont care
ah..but yes i do.
and i think you do too.
but again you hide it,
why? WHY!
- Me
AIM: lilgothdoll23, NoOneCanSaveHer, Eyes Gauged, TheTigerSaysRawr, I steal Tonys, AlexXxArycn
MSN: SecretSins_BreakMeDown@hotmail.com
Youll love adam i swear!
Last Night I had a dream. I was drowning again. You grabbed my arm and pulled me to safety. As I looked into your eyes, I saw my savior. The person that I knew was there all along, just waiting for the chance to kill me.
We Kissed and my mouth started to bleed. Then all my teeth fell out. I hate it when that happens. - My Ruin. Morning Prayer
:*:Honesty is the holiest disease:*:
The Wages of sin hold my heart hostage.
My mouth is still cruel, my skin is in bondage.
My body is scarred from lyrics I've carved,
Bruises I've healed, Lips that I've starved.
Wounds I've replaced with love and with hate,
The truth set me free, my faith was raped.
I've broken my silence, lied to myself, spoken in violence, been someone else, screamed at my demons, prayed to my god, begged for forgiveness, :*: MY HANDS ARE STILL HOT:*:
Completely overwhelming
Stories that you've heard
When people tell you that
Don't trust her, she's pretending
That she cares for you
Even though there's nothing left to prove...
One of my nicknames is Persephone... and if you do not know who she is...
here:
Eros shot an arrow through Hades' heart and he fell in love with Persephone, she ate four pomegrante seeds while in the underworld so she must stay there for four months...
It has to do with the seasons...
Woot Woot! I
The Hammer
What sign of the Black Zodiac are you?
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About Me Personality Quiz |
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| What is your name? | Alexandria sersee |
| How old are you? | 20 -something |
| When is your Birthday? | March 23 |
| What is your zodiac sign? | Aries |
| Where were you born? | New York |
| Where do you live now? | Anywhere I feel like |
| What color eyes do you have? | Black |
| What color hair do you have? | Natural Black but dyed red |
| How tall are you? | 5'6 1/2" |
| How much do you weigh? (Be Honest Ladies) | 119 lbs |
| What is your race? | White |
| What is your worst fear? | The Alone |
| Do you smoke? | No |
| Do you drink? | In Exess |
| Do you cuss? | Fuck yes. |
| Do you use drugs? | No |
| Have you ever or will you ever steal? | No |
| Are you dependable and/or trustworthy? | Yea, I'd like to think so |
| Do you play in a band or play an instrument? | Yes |
| Do you have any tattoos and/or piercings? | Yes |
| If you had a favorite serial killer who would it be? | oo toughie..Ill say Bundy |
| Do you suffer from depression disorder? | not anymore |
| If you had a choice about how you wanted to die what would it be? | Martydom for something I love |
| Have you ever tried to commit suicide? | Yes |
| Have you ever purposely caused harm to yourself or someone else? | Yes |
| What subculture do you belong too? | I dont belong to a culture |
| Are you evil? | Maybe |
| Do you believe that you can be possesed? | Yea |
| Are you a paranoid person? | no |
| Do you ever get jealous of somebody else? | No |
| Are you obsessive and/or compulsive? | Sometimes |
| Are you a violent person? | Yes |
| Do you take your anger out on other people? | No |
| Do you blame other people for your mistakes? | No |
| What is your favorite game? | Spray Paint Wars |
| What is your favorite movie? | The Crow |
| Who is your favorite band? | My Ruin, Deadstar assembly or My Chemical Romance |
| What is your favorite song? | Made to measure, My Ruin or Thank you for the venom, MCR |
| What kind of books and/or magazines do you read? | Fiction |
| What is your favorite color? | Green |
| What is your favorite food? | Pizza logs |
| What is your favorite drink? | Vodka and Tea, and blood |
| Do you own a pari of converse? | Yes |
| Do you own a pair of dickies? | No |
| Would you ever kill yourself or someone else? | Maybe |
| Are you a virgin? | No |
| Are you kinky? | Yes |
| Do you like biting? | Love it. |
| Do you masturbate? | Sometimes |
| Do you watch pornography? | I have B4 |
| Have you ever dyed your hair an unusual color? | Hell Yes |
| Have you ever shaved your head in a socially unacceptable way? | Sort of |
| Are you hyper active person? | Yes |
| Are you religious? | Kinda |
| Do you have any self inflicted scars? | Hell yes |
| Does pain turn you on? | Sometimes |
| Do you stand for originality and creativity? | YES! |
| Do you like meeting new people? | It depends on what theyre like |
| What do you like most about life? | the love |
| What do you dislike most about life? | the corruptness |
| Do you believe in love at first fright? | yes |
| Have you ever pierced a body part yourself? | yes! |
| Have you ever had to beg for dinner money? | yes |
| Do you own a car? | no, i crashed it |
| Have you been to jail, yet? | nope |
| Are your clothes held together with safety pins? | some of them |
| Do you have actual scars from punk rock shows? | yes!! |
| Have you ever vomit while making out? | no, but someone vomited on me while making out...does that count? |
| Have you held a job for less than a day? | yes! |
| Do you own more than two pair of jeans? | yes |
| Have you ever had to fuck stuff up for no good reason? | yea kinda |
| Have you ever been kicked out of your parents house? | yes!! |
| Have you ever been fired from your job because of your attitude? | sure have |
| Does the world piss you off? | most of it |
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Despite common belief, this is when a person lacks
a conscience. The world is your playground and
everything is for the taking. You're prone to
lying, stealing, and being careless with money.
You hardly think of the consequences and always
look after #1 -
you !
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How Bad Are You? |
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| Have you ever consumed alcohol? | Yes |
| Have you ever been arrested? | Yes |
| Have you ever done drugs? | Yes |
| Have you ever tried to kill someone? | Yes |
| Have you ever tried commiting suicide? | Yes |
| Have you ever run away? | Yes |
| Did you live with you parents until you were/do you live with your parents | No |
| If no, when did you move out? | 16 |
| Have you ever been suspended? | Yes |
| Kicked out of school? | No |
| How many (if any) detentions have you gotten/ did you get? | More than I can count |
| Have you ever struck a teacher/ authority figure? | Yes |
| Have you lost your virginty? | Yes |
| If yes, how many people have you slept with? | Enough. |
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You are Lilith. Only a stake or sun will kill the
beast, for on a victims blood you will feast.
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"What degree of cuts do you have? (pics!)"
4th degree: Deep cuts
This is where I am. When you cut, you tend to bleed a fair amount and get caught in the fat layer. You probably use razors, knives, or retractable blades. Scars can last for several years and build up a fair amount of scar tissue. You've probably been cutting for a while.
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"What Kind Of Morbid Are You?(Pics+Plz Rate)"
Heartbroken Morbid
You've had your heart torn out and it hurt. You've never been able to get over it. You're obsessed with making others feel the pain you've felt, especially the one who hurt you.
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"Which Horror Movie Are You?"
Psycho
Psycho (1960) - You are INSANE. Yes, that's right - out of all of the results, this is the only one that can confirm that you are legally insane. All I can say is get help - before you dress up like your mother and go on a 'stabbing-girls-in-the-shower killing spree'.
