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My name is Laura Ashleigh.
I believe in Jesus Christ, God, and the Holy Ghost. I believe that when I die I'm going to heaven. I also believe that no one can know true love unless they know God's love.
But, that's my opinion and beliefs, I will not look down on you for yours, please don't hate on mine, because I won't do that to yours. I believe all religions have good points, but, this is the religion that works for me and that I choose to commit my life and faith to.
Being a Christian doesn't make me perfect, that's for damn sure. Everyone interprets the bible in different ways. I am okay with doing a lot more things that most people would say is unchristian. So don't stereotype me because of my religion.
I have a boyfriend and his name is Nicholas.. I love him to death. He's my best friend, my sunshine, my everything. We've been together for a while now and he makes me sooo happy. :)) Everyday is a blessing!
My bestest friends are Nick, Brianne, Danny, Mary, Tamy, Megan, Meredith, and I have some other close friends!
I love to read and I really love flowers.
I'm really into poetry and my favorite color is indigo.
I'm a girly girl, but I'm really down to earth. I don't dress up all the time, I love a good pair of sweats too lol but I do like looking nice a lot.
I love to run and I really like french vanilla cappucinos and apple juice, chocolate milk, and hot chocolate.
I'm more of an introvert, but I do have friends who I enjoy hanging out with frequently.
I have a sarcastic and somewhat goofy sense of humor. I enjoy a good laugh.
I love where I live, but part of me would like to travel and go to Africa, Israel, Brazill, Italy, different states in the US I've never been to and so many other places.
I've been heartbroken a time or two and I'm sick of it honestly.
I have my secrets like anyone else, but the past is the past and those secrets and mistakes are molding into the person I am striving to be.
I'm new to this site and don't know many people on here yet, but I've already met a few people and they are all really great and super nice.
Currently single...
Don't judge me, I don't judge you.
Yes, I like Twilight, and I could really care less wether you like that or not. Stephanie Meyer is an amazing writer and the stories are awesome.
I love painting my nails black. I am getting a couple piercings soon and also two tattoos that I'm pretty pumped about.
I'm very indecisive about an abundance of things, which is really frustrating most of the time.
I'm 17 and graduating highschool in May. Hopefully I'll be attending the University of Pheonix next fall.
I love watching HGTV, a little wierd I know, I also love AFV. And I'm proabably one of the very very few young people that like to eat Raisin Bran Crunch :)) Cereal is amazing. Food is amazing period.
I watch a lot of movies and tv. Some of my favorites are: The Vampire Diaries, Glee, Supernatural, Avatar: The Last Air bender, It's Always Sunny In Philidelphia, Fresh Prince, Tyler Perry's House of Payne, NCIS, CSI, House, CSI: New York, Criminal Minds, Fringe, Brothers&Sisters, Desperate Houswives, Tosh.0, Southpark, iCarly, Big Time Rush, Victorius, The Office, Friends, That's 70s Show, SouthPark, King of Queens, Rob&Big, Rob Drydek's Fantasy Factory, Make It or Break It, The Hangover, Grown Ups, The Other Guys, The Exorcism Of Emily Rose, Last House On The Left, Shutter Island, Mall Cop, Elf, Meet The Fockers, Madea movies, Twilight movies, Gladiator, Fast And The Furious movies, Queen Of The Damned, Anastasia, Beauty and The Beast, Finding Nemo, The Little Mermaid, Peter pan, Narnia movies, Crash, How To Lose A Guy In 10 Days, 8 Mile, anything with Adam Sandler or Ben Stiller in it.
I love all types of genres of music. Frank Sinatra, Heavy Metal, some Country, Rock, Acoustic, Indie, Classical, 20s, 50, 70s, 80s, 90s, Breaking Benjamin, Three Days Grace, T.I., Eminem, Lil Wayne, Ludacris, Treyz Songz, Slipknot, Disturbed, Evanesance, Paramore, Sting and The Police, ACDC, Guns N Roses, The Beach Boys, The Beatles..
Sandra Bullock, Jo Coy, Dane Cook, Daniel Tosh, Kevin James, Adam Sandler, Ben Stiller, Kathy Griffin= Favorite Comedians!
Dislikes: People who are fake, Liars, well, a lot of things really that I just don't feel like wasting my time on talking about.
These three songs mean everything to me.
(Evil Angel, Love The Way You Lie, and Gove Forever)
Song: Evil Angel
By: Breaking Benjamin
Hold it together.
Birds of a feather.
Nothing but lies and crooked wings.
I have the answer.
Spreading the cancer.
You are the faith inside me.
No, Don't, leave me to die here.
Help me survive here, alone.
Don't Remember!
Remember!
Put me to sleep, Evil Angel.
Open your wings, Evil Angel. (Ahhh)
I'm a believer.
Nothing could be worse.
All these imaginary friends.
Hiding betrayal.
Driving the nail.
Hoping to find a saviour.
No, don't, leave me to die here.
Help me survive here, alone.
Don't Surrender!
Surrender!
Put me to sleep, Evil Angel.
Open your wings, Evil Angel. (oohh)
Fly over me, Evil Angel.
Why can't I breathe, Evil Angel?
Put me to sleep, Evil Angel.
Open your wings, Evil Angel. (oohh)
Fly over me, Evil Angel.
Why can't I breathe, Evil Angel?
Song: Love The Way You Lie
By: Eminem ft. Rhianna
Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
I can't tell you what it really is
I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now there's a steel knife
In my windpipe
I can't breathe
But I still fight
While I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right
It's like I'm in flight
High of a love
Drunk from the hate
It's like I'm huffing paint
And I love it the more that I suffer
I sufficate
And right before im about to drown
She resuscitates me
She fucking hates me
And I love it
Wait
Where you going
I'm leaving you
No you ain't
Come back
We're running right back
Here we go again
It's so insane
Cause when it's going good
It's going great
I'm Superman
With the wind in his bag
She's Lois Lane
But when it's bad
It's awful
I feel so ashamed
I snap
Who's that dude
I don't even know his name
I laid hands on her
I'll never stoop so low again
I guess I don't know my own strength
Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
You ever love somebody so much
You can barely breathe
When you're with them
You meet
And neither one of you
Even know what hit 'em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling
Yeah them chills
Used to get 'em
Now you're getting fucking sick
Of looking at 'em
You swore you've never hit 'em
Never do nothing to hurt 'em
Now you're in each other's face
Spewing venom
And these words
When you spit 'em
You push
Pull each other's hair
Scratch, claw, bit 'em
Throw 'em down
Pin 'em
So lost in the moments
When you're in 'em
It's the rage that took over
It controls you both
So they say it's best
To go your separate ways
Guess that they don't know ya
Cause today
That was yesterday
Yesterday is over
It's a different day
Sound like broken records
Playin' over
But you promised her
Next time you'll show restraint
You don't get another chance
Life is no Nintendo game
But you lied again
Now you get to watch her leave
Out the window
Guess that's why they call it window pane
Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
Now I know we said things
Did things
That we didn't mean
And we fall back
Into the same patterns
Same routine
But your temper's just as bad
As mine is
You're the same as me
But when it comes to love
You're just as blinded
Baby please come back
It wasn't you
Baby it was me
Maybe our relationship
Isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens
When a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is
I love you too much
To walk away though
Come inside
Pick up your bags off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity
In my voice when I talk
Told you this is my fault
Look me in the eyeball
Next time I'm pissed
I'll aim my fist
At the dry wall
Next time
There will be no next time
I apologize
Even though I know it's lies
I'm tired of the games
I just want her back
I know I'm a liar
If she ever tries to fucking leave again
I'mma tie her to the bed
And set the house on fire
Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
Song: Gone Forever
By: Three Days Grace
Don't know what's going on
Don't know what went wrong
Feels like a hundred years
I still can't believe you're gone
So, I'll stay up all night
With these bloodshot eyes
While these walls surround me
With the story of our life
I feel so much better
Now, that you're gone forever
I tell myself that I don't
Miss you at all
I'm not lying, denying
That I feel so much better now
That you're gone forever
Now, things are coming clear
And I don't need you here
And in this world around me
I'm glad you disappeared
So, I'll stay out all night
Get drunk and fuck and fight
Until the morning comes
I'll forget about our life
I feel so much better
Now, that you're gone forever
I tell myself that I don't
Miss you at all
I'm not lying, denying
That I feel so much better now
That you're gone forever
First time you screamed at me
I should have made you leave
I should have known
It could be so much better
I hope you're missing me
I hope I've made you see
That I'm gone forever
And now, it's coming clear
That I don't need you here
And in this world around me
I'm glad you disappeared
I feel so much better
Now, that you're gone forever
I tell myself that I don't
Miss you at all
I'm not lying, denying
That I feel so much better now
That you're gone forever
And now, you're gone forever
And now, you're gone forever
Some of my favorite quotes:
"It would degrade me to marry Heathcliff now; so he shall never know how I love him: and that, not because he's handsome, Nelly, but because he's more myself than I am. Whatever our souls are made of, his and mine are the same; and Linton's is as different as a moonbeam from lightning, or frost from fire."
- Emily Bronte, Wuthering Heights, Ch. 9
"Nelly, I am Heathcliff! He's always, always in my mind: not as a pleasure, any more than I am always a pleasure to myself, but as my own being."
- Emily Bronte, Wuthering Heights, Ch. 9
"Everybody is just a stranger, but that's the danger in going my own way."
-John Mayer
"I'd like to think the best of me was still hiding up in my sleeve."
-John Mayer
"Sometimes I wish that I was the weather, you'd bring me up in conversation forever. And when it rained, I'd be the talk of the day."
-John Mayer
"In a controversy the instant we feel anger we have already ceased striving for the truth, and have begun striving for ourselves."
-Buddha
"It is a man's own mind, not his enemy or foe, that lures him to evil ways."
-Buddha
"In the sky, there is no distinction of east and west; people create distinctions out of their own minds and then beleive them to be true."
-Buddha
"Bitterness is like cancer. It eats upon the host. But anger is like fire. It burns it all clean."
-Maya Angelou
"I believe we are still so innocent. The species are still so innocent that a person who is apt to be murdered believes that the murderer, just before he puts the final wrench on his throat, will have enough compassion to give him one sweet cup of water."
Maya Angelou
"I love to see a young girl go out and grab the world by the lapels. Life's a bitch. You've got to go out and kick ass."
-Maya Angelou
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