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Quote: "I love the night it would murder my soul, should I ever fall blind, for thou thy flesh hurts I keep also in mind the stampede of cloud from dusk predatory sky - Cradle - AmorEMorte"
My ruined world's denying the earthly time
Drained of all emotions...
Immortality: Now be mine!
My ruined dreams - remains of tortured years
Who will be left to wipe away my bitter tears?
ME, MYSELF AND MY ENEMY
ME
NAME: Sanja (means a dream)
BORN: 17.10.1987 Libra
Qualificatin: Student (math-comp)
Status: Enslaved
My Love: The cutest motherfucker
Family: Dead
Weight: 60 kg
Height: 167 cm
Color of eyes: changing from blue, green to
grey
Color of hair: black
Well, I am not a talketive person, at a begining, but as soon as I find out more about a somebody, I start to open myself...
Then you wish that I have never opened my mouth... Kiddin'!!!
I actually don't know how I have ended here, most be the fate, because I was just searching some sites regarding the vampire names, and I saw THE ONE www.vampirerave.com
when I open it that was it... I just couldn't get enought of it....
It was for me the first time in my life that I have seen so much beauty in one place,
My only thoughts were, this is it, I have found a place where I belong.
MYSELF
Just for your information here on VR there are only two girls from Croatia (none of the boys), why is that you could ask...
The thing is that this forum is unknown to Croatian public, maybe because it is on english , maybe the reason is something else, I don't know...
I tried to tell my friends about this forum, even sent them a postcard, but, but...
They seemed not to be interested in it...
Like this isn't their world, and by that I must respect their will...
But anyway, to return to story which I was writing, who is the other girl, and how she came here on VR...
As soon as I found this site, I sent a instant message (by MSN) to my dear friend Mistress Tiona, how I found amazing site about vampires, because we are both madly in love with them... She had a free start here, just like me, because I don't want to be a somebody who is ahead of her...
Here is her profile so please rate her too...
MistressTiona
And so our voyage began...
I am proud member of House Eternal
LIKES
MUSIC: METAL
CRADLE OF FILTH
AGATHODAIMON
KATAKLYSM
SATYRICON
ARCH ENEMY
AMON AMARTH
GRAVEWORM
NIGHTWISH
TRISTANIA
SIRENIA
THERION
ANATHEMA
MY DYING BRIDE
INFLAMES
MOVIES:
CROW
THE SILENCE OF LAMBS
HANNIBAL
QUEEN OF THE DAMNED
DRACULA
MATRIX
SIXTH SENCE
CHUCK
EYE
BOOK:
HERMAN HESSE - DEMIAN
ANN RICE - VAMPIRE LESTAT
- PANDORA
- INTERVIEW WITH THE VAMPIRE
UMBERTO ECCO - NAME OF THE ROSE
F.M. DOSTOJEVSKI - CRIME AND PUNISHMENT
L.N. TOLSTOJ - ANA KARENJINA
GOETHE - FAUST
S.A.JESENJIN - POEMS
E.A.POE - RAVEN (poem)
FAVORITE QUOTES:
"Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the law"
"There is no law beyond Do what thou wilt"
" Love is the law, love under wilt"
"Every man, and every woman is a star."
" For pure will, unassuaged of purpose,
delivered from the lust of result, is every way perfect."
MY ENEMY
MY EGO
PEOPLE WHO ARE LYING TO ME
AND THE ONES WHO ARE PRETENDING THEY UNDERSTAND ME.
Here are some songs which described me long time ago, the time I wish it could be returned, not the way I was thinking, but the people that were with me:
Saffron's Curse - COF - Midian
Through arcades where shimmering snowfall
Lay in state with the sad and damned
A rent lament barely flung above a whisper
Drew Me like a ghost to the haunts of Man
I Found Her tempting fate between Her wrist and razor
A kindred spirit in a graveyard
Beneath the stature of a colder saviour
Mist hung like thieves wreathed in scant arabesques
And through the chill earth it bedwed Her drawling breast
Like a come dream true under etched glass spent
Making love to the beautiful dead
She has sinned and severed Heaven
And in it's vulgar sight
Two figures writhe, but one silhouette
Extends it's fingers to the light
"Gothic towers tottered on Her heels
As She fled asylum grounds
Committing hard crimes to soft cells
Where now another's screams resound"
From the gaspings in Her passing
Six feet under or beneath frayed gown
When Her hands pointed to midnight
In a white stained chamber bound
I Swept Her from the abyss of another dementia
Freeing Her soul from the fetters of fate
To take the reins of pleasure
Now nightwane mirrors freeze in seizure
At the glimpse of charmed pins in Her thighs
Ballrooms filled with black cats scratch
Out of spite and playful eyes
Pricked as a Witch Her stitches itch
For familiar lips to lick them dry
Whilst the dark regrasps, for if She asks
The Sun forsakes the rite to rise
And is the first to discern, that this Angel's return
Is a vengefull call on grace
For even martyrdom backs from it's suicide pacts
A leap of twisted fate betrayed...
The scars will last until the stars
Caught in Her train bewitched
Fall into line and yeild the sign
That Dawn in born to their eclipse
For Our Inhumankind
Comes an underdog day Sunrise
Rippling with fire llike femaledition
Wind amidst the flame
I gazed out
Tapped into the fog and shared her pain
When in her mind she sought his leave
And begged forgiveness
I splintered Her coffin and lay on the floor
Of a vault with Her clasped as the moon hugs the shore
What treachery this that She breathed no more?
Christ you bastard!
I wished Her back but the dead adored Her
Even wild winds sang in chora for Her
Saffron from my heart, from the start I swore
We'd be together more...
Creation froze with the triumph of Death
But still She stirred and awoke bereft
Of concern save for the aeons left
To lead the darkness...
She schemes of growing power and the lengths sucked hard to get it
I dream of being God but ever living to regret it
Our fecund nature decrees that Jesus wept come for
The Devil on Her knees
To grant Her lows a remedy
And mine desire's wish
To taste thereof of Heaven's scent
As sick and twisted as it is
For Her corset laced with arsenic
Hides snake curves within Her midst
Whilst Her halo of white lies supplies
Her temple to what God forbids.
Where Hope And Daylight Die Summoning
Still here I wake and I think of you
I see you far away
Answer my call
Can you hear my voice
I hear you
For we are gone and forever lost
Broken here I lie
Beneath the shadow sink
Where daylight dies
I wake for you
In better lands the sun may shine
And green leaves on trees spring
Their opening and blossoming
But here the raven sing
But still I stand and think of
Days when grass was green
And my heart was so young
They 've never been Past
Forever lost
I drink alchohol only on special occasions...
I don't use drugs...
Time of changes has come to me...
I know that I have been for only a short time, but time is cruel for me...
I loved being a part of this forum, a member of House eternal.
I'm waiting to be in arms of eternal sleep...
Farewell
Farewell to all, I'm in arms of eternal sleep
In mourning hall your sorrow for me is too deep
No feeble thought, you gaze into the void
Think what you are before the eternity
Staring with awe yet unbelieving
The vision before your eyes - the bloodstained flowers...
An everlasting torment
Moaning, crying, in flowers body lying
Rain of tears is pouring from your mourning eyes
Depression, sorrow, for me there's no tomorrow
Now you take all pain and grief for my demise
My coat is shroud and the coffin is my only home
Don't moan so loud, let me rest, don't make my soul roam
Blessed are the strong, the strong with spirit
And grief is supressed by fierce impact
The flash of insight reveals desire
To join me within my grave - the godless craving...
An act of desperation
Don't cry for me, can't you see - I feel better now
My soul is free so get near and kiss my cold brow
And no tears last - the chalice is empty
Extict the feelings, fear's gone and forgotten
And in your dream I beckon to follow Come share my afterlife...
I'll wait
OK, I SHOULD EXCPLANE WHY I WROTE LYRICS OF A SONG FAREWELL... FOR A BEGINING IT AIN'T FAREWELL FOR GOOD...
JUST HAVE BIG PROBLEMS WITHIN MY FAMILY, LIKE MOTHER HAD KICKED ME OUT, LOST THE ROOMMATE, SO THE FLAT...
SO FOR SOME TIME I WON'T BE ABLE TO GO TO THIS SITE - LACK OF A COMPUTER...
WHEN I MAKE SOME CHANGES INTO MY LIFE I WILL RETURN
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