LilacHades's Profile at Vampire Rave.

DO NOT INDUCT ME INTO YOUR COVEN I DO NOT WISH TO PARTICIPATE , I DO NOT HAVE THE TIME NOR THE INCLINATION TO BE PARTY TO ONE , FORCED INDUCTMENTS WILL BE MET WITH IGNORANCE AND INDIFFERENCE , SO PLEASE DONT WASTE MY TIME OR YOUR TIME ... THANK YOU

I have all the characteristics of a human being: blood, flesh, skin, hair; but not a single, clear, identifiable emotion, except for greed and disgust. Something horrible is happening inside of me and I don't know why. My nightly bloodlust has overflown into my days. I feel lethal, on the verge of frenzy. I think my mask of sanity is about to slip.

There is an idea of LilacHades; some kind of abstraction. But there is no real me: only an entity, something illusory. And though I can hide my cold gaze, and you can shake my hand and feel flesh gripping yours and maybe you can even sense our lifestyles are probably comparable... I simply am not there

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My eye color: hazel

My hair color: take your pick, i change it as often as i change my mind.. at the mo its white blonde and shocking pink

Favorite car: fiat 500

Height: 5ft4

Right-handed or left-handed: both but thats just showing off so i use my right

My heritage: is wasted on me

Shoes you wore today: vans

My weakness: pretty shoes , choc and touching things labelled do not touch lol

My fears: that all the shoe shops will close and jack daniels will be banned

My perfect pizza: is cheese loaded with everything bar fishy stuff and olives

Goal you would like to achieve this year: To finlly pass my driving test

My most overused phrase on IM: are you really a moron or are you possessed by a retarded spirit???

Thoughts first waking up: is it bed time yet????

My best physical feature: eyes so im told

My bedtime:...... is fraught with danger.. the boogie man might get me

Do you get motion sickness: no

Pepsi or Coke: coke

McDonalds or Burger King: maccy dee

Single or Group Dates: single , i think a group pda ( public display of affection) is akin to dogging or an orgy....pmsl

Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: yuk nooooooooooooooo

Chocolate or Vanilla: vanilla

Cappuccino or Coffee: mocha choca valencia latte for me thanks and shove a shot of jd in it and a valium oh and i want sprinkles too....

Do you smoke: only if i get set on fire

Do you swear: of course i f&^*%$g do

Do you sing: badly and only to annoy

Do you shower daily: yes

Have you been in love: yeah am crazy in love

Do you want to go to college: been there done it burnt it down

Do you want to get married: what again?????

Do you think you're attractive: not at all...me is a fugly hobbit

Do you get along with your parents: only my mommy cos she has a gun and i have to or she will hold my puppymonster to ransom and sell him to the gypsies

Do you like thunderstorms: love them and rain not so keen on snow or cold though

Do you play a musical instrument: does guitar hero count?

In the past month have you drunk alcohol: no my liver cant take it but i do enjoy a nice shot of toilet duck

In the past month have you smoked: nope

In the past month have you been on drugs: for flu yey for night nurse ,nightnurse triffle isa great thing to take to a kids birthday party

Favorite candy bar: snickers

Favorite cartoon as a child: animaniacs

In the past month have you gone on a date: gone where on a date.. dont you think they are kinda small n squishy to be travelling on

Favorite sport: shoe shopping

When you were little, you use to... have an imaginary friend

In the past month have I been on stage: not once

Ever been called a tease: yep

Ever been beaten up: mentally or physically?

Ever shoplifted: no they too heavy

How you want to die: peacefully driving my car like my gramps not screaming like his passengers

What you want to be when you grow up: i dunno yet

Number of piercings: 2 spikes in me ears

Number of tattoos: if you count them all seperatley i have 8 so far and 2 more planned

Favorite color: black or purple or red

Favorite celebrity: britney cos she is hours of entertainment with her car crash life

Favorite food dish: sunday roast or apfel strudel with toffee ice cream

All-time favorite sports team: do they have relay shoe shopping teams

My parents are... mental , i can prove it

Ideal girfriend/boyfriend: hard of hearing, half blind, half insane with a bad heart and a cough......failing that il take chris cornell AND christian bale

Do you have children: nooooooooooooooo cos unlike dogs you cant put em in a cage without social services breathing down your neck

My best friend(s): are all imaginary

My weight: is none of your damn business

Do you believe in love at first sight: no but feel free to walk past again

Do you have pets: yes a puppy monster called sirius

Favorite scent: on a man joop, on mysel vera wang princess , dior addict or vivien westwood boudoir

Dream vacation: round the world trip

One time I got drunk and... shhhhhh my mother might be listening
...but.... one time i got drunk with a friend who said they could out drink me..one litre of vodka later he passed out, so i put him under the table in the dining room n left him there while i went out n partied..lol

Pet peeve: chavs

My favorite music genre: rock

My favorite singer: oh god too many to choose from either matt bellamy,dave grohl, chris cornell or jack black

What can't you live without: oxygen, food and water

My favorite movie: sweeny todd , 300 or hot fuzz/saun of the dead ,nightmare before xmas, bat nam begins, dark knight,

My favorite season: autumn

Have you ever fired a gun: yes.....

Silver or Gold: silver

Do you like answering these questions: as much as i like drinking battery acid

Who was the last person that called you: one of my friendsm the person i wish wud call never does

Do you like yourself: yes , well some ones gotta

Are you a good driver: lets just say if we arrive and no-one got hurt it was a good journey

I am addicted to... jelly beans

Would you rather be rich or famous: rich

Favorite drink: jack daniels

When I'm sad or down, I... kill the person who made me that way

Do you have a crush on anyone: yup

What is your phone's current ringtone: system of a down.. chop suey

Are you ticklish: noooooooooooooooo dont even try

The longest you've gone without sleeping: 3days

Favorite ice cream flavor: either mrs beetons ginger or ben and jerrys cherry garcia

What would you do with a million dollars: spend it it the states cos its only worth half a mil here

Define yourself in 3 words... short fat hobbit

What makes you laugh: lots of things i see the funny in most things

Do you believe in God: nope

Your favorite book: trudi cavanagh ... magician trilogy

Favorite day of the week: any where i get a lie in

Most embarrassing moment: like im gonna tell you that

Heads or tails: heads you get poop by the tails

Favorite item that you currently own: my very own dorothy shoes

Favorite author: edgar allen poe

Have you ever moved: of course or ide get bed sores

What magazines do you read: all of em

Kisses or hugs: both

Sweet or sour: sweet

Are you a very emotional person: depends

Favorite chewing gum brand: dentine

PANDORAS BOX

All 7 seals have been opened
All 7 trumpets have been sounded
All 7 seals of wrath have been poured out

and when I saw the lamb of god break open one of the seals I heard the noise of thunder and a voice whisper ... come ....see.....

Hast thou given the horse strength? Hast thou clothed his neck with thunder? he paweth the valley and rejoiceth in his strength, he goeth on to meet the armed men, he mocketh fear and will not turn from the sword, he swalloweth the ground with fierceness and rage... behold.........

When the lamb of god opened up the first of the seals, I heard amongst the noise of thunder some one whisper to me come and see.. and there I saw a white horse and she that sat upon him was armed with a bow , a crown placed upon her head and forth she went conquering and to conquest through disease and chaos her name is PESTILENCE

and when he opened the 2nd seal i heard a voice say come and see.. there before my eyes was a horse as red as blood.. and power was given to him that sat upon the beast to take peace from earth and that they should kill one another , given to him was a great sword.. his name is WAR

When he had opened up the 3rd seal iheard the voice again beckon to me.. come ... see..
behold before me a horse as black as sin, and he that sat on top of him had a pair of balances in his hand.. among the throng of trumpets I heard a voice command... " a measure of wheat for a penny, 3 ounces of barley for a penny and see thou hurt not the oil nor the wine" his name is FAMINE

As the 4th seal was broken a heard a voice cry out.. COME.. SEE... before me was a horse as pale as a sliver of moonlight who moved like evapourating smoke and he that was sat upon him reeked of death and had hell following at his heels.. power was given to him over the other riders to kill by measures of sword, hunger and disease .. his name is DEATH

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THE RAVENby Edgar Allan Poe1845

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Once upon a midnight dreary, while I pondered, weak and weary,
Over many a quaint and curious volume of forgotten lore,
While I nodded, nearly napping, suddenly there came a tapping,
As of some one gently rapping, rapping at my chamber door.
"'Tis some visitor," I muttered, "tapping at my chamber door-
Only this, and nothing more."
Ah, distinctly I remember it was in the bleak December,
And each separate dying ember wrought its ghost upon the floor.
Eagerly I wished the morrow;–vainly I had sought to borrow
From my books surcease of sorrow–sorrow for the lost Lenore-
For the rare and radiant maiden whom the angels name Lenore-
Nameless here for evermore.
And the silken sad uncertain rustling of each purple curtain
Thrilled me–filled me with fantastic terrors never felt before;
So that now, to still the beating of my heart, I stood repeating,
"'Tis some visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door-
Some late visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door;-
This it is, and nothing more."
Presently my soul grew stronger; hesitating then no longer,
"Sir," said I, "or Madam, truly your forgiveness I implore;
But the fact is I was napping, and so gently you came rapping,
And so faintly you came tapping, tapping at my chamber door,
That I scarce was sure I heard you"–here I opened wide the door;-
Darkness there, and nothing more.
Deep into that darkness peering, long I stood there wondering,
fearing,
Doubting, dreaming dreams no mortals ever dared to dream before;
But the silence was unbroken, and the stillness gave no token,
And the only word there spoken was the whispered word, "Lenore!"
This I whispered, and an echo murmured back the word, "Lenore!"-
Merely this, and nothing more.
Back into the chamber turning, all my soul within me burning,
Soon again I heard a tapping somewhat louder than before.
"Surely," said I, "surely that is something at my window lattice:
Let me see, then, what thereat is, and this mystery explore-
Let my heart be still a moment and this mystery explore;-
'Tis the wind and nothing more."
Open here I flung the shutter, when, with many a flirt and
flutter,
In there stepped a stately raven of the saintly days of yore;
Not the least obeisance made he; not a minute stopped or stayed
he;
But, with mien of lord or lady, perched above my chamber door-
Perched upon a bust of Pallas just above my chamber door-
Perched, and sat, and nothing more.
Then this ebony bird beguiling my sad fancy into smiling,
By the grave and stern decorum of the countenance it wore.
"Though thy crest be shorn and shaven, thou," I said, "art sure no
craven,
Ghastly grim and ancient raven wandering from the Nightly shore-
Tell me what thy lordly name is on the Night's Plutonian shore!"
Quoth the Raven, "Nevermore."
Much I marvelled this ungainly fowl to hear discourse so plainly,
Though its answer little meaning–little relevancy bore;
For we cannot help agreeing that no living human being
Ever yet was blest with seeing bird above his chamber door-
Bird or beast upon the sculptured bust above his chamber door,
With such name as "Nevermore."
But the raven, sitting lonely on the placid bust, spoke only
That one word, as if his soul in that one word he did outpour.
Nothing further then he uttered–not a feather then he fluttered-
Till I scarcely more than muttered, "other friends have flown
before-
On the morrow he will leave me, as my hopes have flown before."
Then the bird said, "Nevermore."
Startled at the stillness broken by reply so aptly spoken,
"Doubtless," said I, "what it utters is its only stock and store,
Caught from some unhappy master whom unmerciful Disaster
Followed fast and followed faster till his songs one burden bore-
Till the dirges of his Hope that melancholy burden bore
Of 'Never–nevermore'."
But the Raven still beguiling all my fancy into smiling,
Straight I wheeled a cushioned seat in front of bird, and bust and
door;
Then upon the velvet sinking, I betook myself to linking
Fancy unto fancy, thinking what this ominous bird of yore-
What this grim, ungainly, ghastly, gaunt and ominous bird of yore
Meant in croaking "Nevermore."
This I sat engaged in guessing, but no syllable expressing
To the fowl whose fiery eyes now burned into my bosom's core;
This and more I sat divining, with my head at ease reclining
On the cushion's velvet lining that the lamplight gloated o'er,
But whose velvet violet lining with the lamplight gloating o'er,
She shall press, ah, nevermore!
Then methought the air grew denser, perfumed from an unseen censer
Swung by Seraphim whose footfalls tinkled on the tufted floor.
"Wretch," I cried, "thy God hath lent thee–by these angels he
hath sent thee
Respite–respite and nepenthe, from thy memories of Lenore!
Quaff, oh quaff this kind nepenthe and forget this lost Lenore!"
Quoth the Raven, "Nevermore."
"Prophet!" said I, "thing of evil!–prophet still, if bird or
devil!-
Whether Tempter sent, or whether tempest tossed thee here ashore,
Desolate yet all undaunted, on this desert land enchanted-
On this home by horror haunted–tell me truly, I implore-
Is there–is there balm in Gilead?–tell me–tell me, I implore!"
Quoth the Raven, "Nevermore."
"Prophet!" said I, "thing of evil–prophet still, if bird or
devil!
By that Heaven that bends above us–by that God we both adore-
Tell this soul with sorrow laden if, within the distant Aidenn,
It shall clasp a sainted maiden whom the angels name Lenore-
Clasp a rare and radiant maiden whom the angels name Lenore."
Quoth the Raven, "Nevermore."
"Be that word our sign in parting, bird or fiend," I shrieked,
upstarting-
"Get thee back into the tempest and the Night's Plutonian shore!
Leave no black plume as a token of that lie thy soul hath spoken!
Leave my loneliness unbroken!–quit the bust above my door!
Take thy beak from out my heart, and take thy form from off my
door!"
Quoth the Raven, "Nevermore."
And the Raven, never flitting, still is sitting, still is sitting
On the pallid bust of Pallas just above my chamber door;
And his eyes have all the seeming of a demon's that is dreaming,
And the lamplight o'er him streaming throws his shadow on the
floor;
And my soul from out that shadow that lies floating on the floor
Shall be lifted–nevermore!
THE END

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