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I was born in New Mexico, moved to Iowa by the time I was 2 years old, adopted when I was 3 years old. When I was around 7-8 years old the only parents I ever knew got a divorce.
Though I was second oldest of four at the time I felt that because I was the smartest and strongest of us kids that it was my duty to protect my family. To do this I felt that I needed to dispose of anything which could be seen by those who would attack myself or my family. In doing so I quite literally destroyed myself from the inside out and created myself anew.
A couple years after my parents divorced my mom remarried. This time to a man I would spend the next few years (until I was 13 years old) defending her from. Needless to say I hated this man. However, looking back at those years, I find that I owe him a small thanks for I am now able to take hits quite well( or maybe I could all along and he just helped me to realize this). I have utilized this ability in my lifelong quest to protect those who are near to me. I am a protector I can not stand to see anyone hurt, least of all by something I have said or done. I have found that while there are times when a situation can be deescalated by talking there are times when in order to protect one must do harm.