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I do have to say since a young age I have searched for answers on Wiccan beliefs. I couldn't really ask many people for the simple fact of my mom being a Christian and she would of gave me that mom look. As life went on my days were filled with kids and men who did nothing but abuse me so there was not much time for studying what I wanted to. I would get certain books and hide them but never really got to look at them much. I have looked into Wicca, Pagen, Druids, Vampires, Werewolves, Shapeshifters, Voodoo etc... Some intriguing and some scary especially if you have been involved with some of it. Am I crazy? I like to think I am just a little, who wants to sit around and be normal all day everyday?
Life has its up and downs and some of us go through more of one than the other but if its the down we pick ourselves right back up to do it again or to get it right or at least half way right.
I am not here to please anyone but just to let out what is inside my head and if it does not belong here then please do not hesitate to tell me to find a different page to express on.
I try to love life but at times it is a little hard to do so but I keep giving it a shot.