Every day I get a chance to look at death... But only when I look in the mirror does it get a chance to look back at me... Fires Fade..
SOME OF MY FAV'S....
MOVIES:
Queen of the Damned, Interview with a Vampire, The Forsaken, Near Dark, The Hunger, Suck, Bitten, 30 Days of Night, Blood and Chocolate, Vampires, The Lost Boys, Dracula, Underworld, and Priest.
BOOKS:
The Highgate Vampire, All of the Vampire Chronicles, Lost Souls, Love in Vein, Salems Lot, Children of the Night, The Vampire Tapestry, and True Vampires of History.
MUSIC:
N.I.N, F.F.D.P, Drowning Pool, Evans Blue, Filter, Fly Leaf, Korn, Disturbed, Atreyu, Egypt Central, Element 80, Alien Ant Farm, Clutch, Blurr, C.O.C, Type O Negative, Coheed and Cambria, Lacuna Coil, Audio Slave, Ghetto Boyz, Gorilla Zoe, Ice Cube, H.I.M, Hollywood Undead, Static X, Stabbing Westward, Motor Head, Mudvayne, Monster Magnet, Rob Zombie, Queens of the Stone Age, The Smiths Slip Knot.. just to name a few..
HOW I FEEL ABOUT MYSELF AND LIFE IN GENERAL ON MOST DAYZ:
Judgment;
The cut filters through
Into lips waiting to be kissed
My passion for you drips from
Gasoline cans and branded arm bands
Cradle the innocence
Of the troublesome miscreant
In your hands, littered with scars
And seal your mouth shut
With shit from your past
Become prolific
It’s time I paint a picture for you
So my message will last longer
Even though it’ll fade out
With the rest, eventually
And cast out the demons inside
Like riding the rail
Or fighting the tide
My before is your after
And there’s nothing more to say
Take a knee
And rest awhile
In false safety
Because this world is cruel
And I’m not your savior
My victims are plastered all over the news
And my footsteps are heard in your hallway
Be careful
Don’t look behind you
I’ll be there
Waiting
Shiver.....
Lacuna...
A cracked heart,
Our cries find you,
And then impart
a dried rose,
Centuries dead,
But beautifully so,
Leaving doubt
and ache, morose,
Was this the life
you could have known?
It was a lost crown
that was only darkened,
Esoterically bound,
Rarely hearkened,
Forever, prince,
The meaning fell
from words,
So haunted,
Unable to quell
the passage of time,
And the silence
of death
seemed taunting.
Fate’s hand slipped,
And you passed
between lives,
Blood had dripped,
With darting eyes,
I’d hold you close,
If I could, again,
Misgivings spent,
Fallacies waived,
You are my regrets,
and my voice is staved,
Knowledge lasts
Beyond consciousness,
I’ll find and save you,
Hands grasped,
Holes mended,
A coronation
long overdue.
