Hello, I am a returning user to Vampire Rave after a few years I have been gone. I've been traveling from place to place, no internet or communication with any like minded peers. And now I'm having trouble reconnecting with society but even more so I need to make friends who have similar interests, I am assimilating myself back into the collective hoping to make some decent friends and relationships.
My interests are going clubbing or to concerts and raves, I used to DJ for a goth club in Colorado Springs before they abolished it. Ignorance is bliss, most people here are hypocrites and its very annoying to be an individual with certain tastes when everyone else looks down on you.
I've always aspired to be a goth, I've just become a much more individual goth not quite accepted by the scene but always in the back ground watching and making friends along the way, always in my own way I don't mold myself to fit someone else's idea of perfect, we are all perfectly flawed, and if someone can't accept another person for their strengths as well as their flaws then that person should seriously reevaluate their own life before that person is ever allowed to judge another individual.
Otherwise I am not a very difficult individual to get along with, granted I've made my fair share of mistakes that I wish I could take back. Bridges I've burned that I wish I could rebuild, and caused my share of tragedies that I wish I could erase so that they wouldn't haunt me as much as they do. I'm here to make friends, not cause trouble or get in the midst of drama.
Nameste and Peace be with you.
More about me:
Likes:
Music; Industrial, Techno, Trance, House, Drum and Bass, Metal, Death Metal, Melodic Metal, Rock, Punk Rock, Rock Alternative.
Bands that come to mind; Rammstein, Marilyn Manson, Combichrist, Retrosic, Suicide Commando, Grendel, Zombie Girl, Project Pitchfork, Velvet Acid Christ, And One, Mindless Self Indulgence, Neuroticfish, Assemblage 23, Covenant, Pride and Fall, VnV Nation, De/Vision, Mina Harker, Terminal Choice, Blutengel, Seabound, Informatik, Wolfsheim, ATB, Massive Attack, Portishead, Unsun, Nightwish, Cradle of Filth, Disturbed, Sound Garden. (Just to name a few)
TV Shows; Big Bang Theory, Stargate SG-1, Battlestar Galactica, Doctor Who, Star Trek (Don't watch as much TV)
Anime: Queens Blade, Witchblade, Black Lagoon, Desert Punk, Highschool of the Dead, Black Cat, Darker than Black, Ikkitousen, Air Gear, Blue Gender, Bubblegum Crisis 2040, Chobits, Ranma 1/2, (Also just to name a few)
Reading: Too much to name with too much variety. Mainly a lot by Robert A. Heinlen and Frank Herbert, Favorite Titles that come to mind are "The Cat that Walks Through Walls," "Stranger in a Strange Land," by Robert A. Heinlen and "Dune," and "Children of Dune" by Frank Herbert.
Other Interests:
Clubbing / DJing / Dancing
Concerts / Live Performances
Walking / Hiking (difference being whether it being in a city or not.)
Social Events / Conventions
Dislikes:
Drugs / Smoking Cigarettes
Alcoholism (when out of control)
Liers / Cheats / Backstabbers
Racism / or other such Ignorance
People who step over others to get what they want.
Egotistical or Narcissistic People
Something I try to live by, Words Well Said, but something we as a society seem to be growing more towards in this current time.
Procrastinating, pretending to worry
Solving problems by pushing them aside
Wasting time like we've all the time in the world
Deliberation instead of solution, another term for blatant lies
Biding time like we've all the time in the world
And I'm not the only one who thinks we're trying to say
To the heavens and all who hear us: behold all we have made!
We bring destruction, we bring war without an end
and we live in hope that tomorrow never comes
We conquer paradise just to burn it to the ground
And we build a future to honour pasts we left behind
We bring destruction, we bring war without an end
And then we live in hope that tomorrow never comes
The problems get worse before they get better
We find excuses to divert our eyes
Let tomorrow deal with what we could have done
And if you think we're the future, that we build tomorrow
When was the last day without war?
We speak of greatness we have never been
It's just you and me now
It's just you and me now
Against the world
(Lyrics to TESTAMENT by VNV NATION)
If I seem quiet, I apologize. If you want to talk to me more directly then instant message me at the.greyheart@yahoo.com
