Look into your Soul and see the beauty and wonder that I have seen. I knew a long time ago that I was different than most ppl. I am gothic in not only dress, but in mind as well. I have always felt dark inside, and am naturally drawn to what could be considered "gothic interests" (the paranormal, horror movies, etc.). I enjoy walking through or sitting in cemeteries. They have such a peacefulness about them. I am very much into the paranormal/supernatural and occult. However, I only study witchcraft and magick for now. I am especially interested in Demonology and Vampires of Course! Some ppl think of Vampires as Fantasy, but if you believed that you would run away with fear. I enjoy biting chosen victims and making them bleed in ebony. Am I a Vampire? Only those that do not belong can judge me.
My entire life, I have felt different from everyone else. Like I didn't belong and had an empty space as a child that I didn't understand. Always being the Outcast in School and never being accepted. Being Called a Freak among other things. I don't expect everyone to Understand Where I come from or Who I am for that matter. But those who are "Outsiders" Like Myself understand this better and no explanation is needed. *Laughs*
The original vampire can be traced back to the existence of the "Nephilim" in the biblical record. Nephilim who were on the Earth in those days, and also after that (after the Flood), who came unto the daughters of men and they bore children to them. These Nephilim, who Enoch calls the "Grogori" or "fallen angels," broke their vows, lusted after the daughters of men, and befouled the Earth with their deeds. He also mentions that these offspring were born with giant appetites. Leading up to the Flood, things deteriorated rapidly, and soon the Nephilim were practicing the most repulsive and revolting behavior ever witnessed by the deparved citizens of Earth: cannibalism. They began to "devour one another's flesh, and drink the blood." Vampires are creatures that need to drink blood to survive.
