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Ive always been fascinated by all things supernatural especially vampires. I am at a point in life where I want real freedom. This system is in a state of collapse, and I want to feel like an active force, helping and being able to defend the weak. I hope to meet lots of new people and be introduced to the finer things in life I hear are out there but I haven't had the chance or opportunity to experience. As a child I used to dream about being bitten and becoming a vamp and have entertained the idea as far back as i currently recall, which is only this lifetime so far, but I am hoping to find out a lot more about my past life/lives. The more I explore the realm of possible realities, and the more I try to learn new things the more and more it feels like remembering.... no longer learning, but refreshing seems more accurate description for the theme it seems my life has entered into

I just turned 31 and I'm ready to move on to the next step of my development, out of the playpen, and into the pool.... hope i get wet ;-)
Please come enlighten me to the dark side of life... or the death side of light.... to me there is no right or wrong, the only thing real in this reality is LOVE, and I have more of that then i know what to do with.... but i love to share, any and everything of course.... secrets keep us sick, and hatred keeps us stuck.... but if its light and love you need then you're in luck, i got plenty come and play