"Let the nightmares begin as the shadows creep in"
Set at 09:53 on June 25, 2021
WHAT SHADOWEDREVENGE IS DOING
"Within the shadows of self hides another side few care to really see and understand"
In the middle of the night, the screams of the past echo within their fragile mind, sometimes so loud, they find themselves begging for mercy to the very voices that dwell in their dreams. This individual found themself wishing for peace from the nighttime torment of what seems to be unsettling questions and memories that still plague them to this very day. Their thought becomes subject to hidden anger, rage, and a desire to unleash what is within, clawing to get the hell out.
This individual tried to shroud what lurks within just beneath under the surface, putting walls up, shields, and barriers to contain their darker aspects that are there in the heat of the moment to explode, ignite and put havoc forth in any situation that is undermining, volatile or unconsciously desired.
If you don't acknowledge those parts of you, they will come out in destructive ways sooner or later, which would likely be traumatic and damaging to themselves and others. These individuals put a smile on their faces and lived just like these. Other sides didn't exist. You could say at least that is what they told themselves to keep up the allusion they kept up for a long time.
In reality, this person let destruction is sometimes inviting it out of hate for the years they felt little or nothing toward themselves. Those dark aspects or personal demons demand, scream, and fight for satisfaction even it destroyed the very fiber of this person's existence. This is not a possession these demons were created from whatever shattered that peace of the person or denying the hidden desires of themself.
All I have to say is, "Think before you judge; you may be looking in the mirror, reflecting something you may not want to see in yourself."
Mirrored In Truth
Unbalanced and fragile to be seen
Your very core bleeding in agony
Of loss and sorrow, you feel avoid
it's the pain of the world, my dear friend
Mirrored in truth but too blind to see
This pain is something from within
Long ago yet unseen, tales of old
From yesterday's still hauntings you
Depths of the forgotten soul unseen
Places and memories Faded into nothing
Forgotten dreams play in a dark room
Hollow empty space few ever get to see
To see or dare to go that is what you ask
Mirrors of the soul or is it just a reflection
Another cruel hollow reality is seen in another
That you are too blind to see within these eyes
Seeing within or is it a show, my dear friend
When are you going to look in front of you?
Finally seeing that you are more to me
More than just a human is what I see
Look thru the darkness to within dear
The glistening light of long ago is seen
Age's have passed since the truth was told
That's been there waiting just to come to light
You from so long ago always have seen me
My friend look closely don't you remember
I have always seen you, looking toward me
Within mirrored eyes, we have seen each other
Can't you truly believe in what's always been
My dear friend, we are of the same soul
Are the sorrow and guilt still too much to take
Just let go of the past and trust in me again
Revised and rewritten on 10/12/2020
Bound and Forgotten
Earthbound in what feels like hell
Disconnected from all I once knew
Waiting for the reveal to come soon
When will they see what's so clear
Awake to the reality many will see
Earthbound but no place for me
My heart is heavy on this night
I have no way to find my light
Tonight I stand in shades of grey
Slowly the light starts to fade
Darkness paints wings stained
Shadowed light wings fade into grey
Darkness is like a toxin to the light
When it's not balanced within one life
A stained existence starts to eat away
Until the light starts to dim and fade
Years fade, bound without any relief or hope
Waiting for the way home to be finally revealed
Within time and existence, the void grows
Until the darkness starts to truly take its toll
I see a glimpse of home within another soul
A light that calls me home within a face
Finally, I can feel my true light shine forth
Within the eyes of another forgotten soul
I have found my way toward home...
By. Ivy Aiyanna
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