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Who Iam is a question.have you set in darkness and feel it's soul as you listen to the echos of the creatures that roam at the pitch of darkness. Wondering why they come out more at night than day. I lay awake at night and wonder. My mind never sleeps. My soul never fades. My heart never breaks to a point it can't be fixed. My soul been like this since I was born. See I maybe 44yrs old. But when I was born I was dead at birth. My mother cord hanged me at birth meaning I was dead at birth. Since I could remember I could feel and hear and see spirits aka ghosts sometimes .its part of me I learned to deal with. There some days I can feel the beast inside me wanting to get out. When I feel this I take a walk outside and look at nature. I try not to let him out. I do study Wicca but new at it tho. I'm native American and Irish American blood with German blood as well. I seen alot in my 44yrs of life from good to bad. Both echos in my mind each night. I live each day like there is no tomorrow.