So Close .........yet so far
Set at 01:51 on November 10, 2011
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Quote: Live life to its fullest~You never know what tomorrow will bring
A Beautiful Gift from LadyDarkRayne
Thank you Bloodlife
~~Good Day/ Evening to you all~~
I want to thank you in advance for all the warm welcomes and greetings.
Please be kind to my page as I am not computer literate as some of you younger members. I am not versed in all the glitter and flash things..... but then, that isn't what I am about anyways.
Damn I found that glitter and flashy thingy!
Crap I forgot......PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE.....let me know if you added me as a friend. I welcome all friends....you can never have enough :) but, please let me know so I can add you as well.
Thanks XOXO
WHERE TO START............
Ah yes how I came to be here at this site.
I am not new to this site...I came here back before many of you ever heard of such a site. I was here back when Vampire Rave was young and in it first year. I see it has grown and matured quite well since last I was here. I had to leave for personal reasons of the heart.
WHO AM I?
I am just me nothing more nothing less. I love to love and I love to be loved. I am a HUGE Flirt! But that is all....I enjoy the rush of blood and excitement that comes from Flirting...It comes so natural that I don't even know I am doing it....so please don't be offended...its just me.
NO I am not here to find anyone .......I have been down that road before....and have found in my travels that I am not ment to be with anyone. There is something else in my destiny.....I will be patient and see what it brings. OK so patience isn't my strong suit.
Let's see.....what else....*tapping finger on teeth* I do that alot.....
I am very much this picture.....I can be sweet as an angel and vicious as a devil and I seriously want that bra!!!
I am a very bold person who just speaks her mind. I have to say BEWARE and YOU are WARNED.....lol.....if you ask a question I will answer it...but be sure you want to know the truth.
I have found that I am not a very good lier so why bother...besides I don't have time for that crap.
I don't care much for drama.....I will listen to a point but, when I feel you are being a bitch or just a whiny ass...I will let you know. Buck the F**K up and deal with it.
I guess if you want to know me just ask.....I don't mind talking/typing....
I am a wonderful listener.......a lot of people don't listen as much as they talk. I learn a lot from just listening, syphering and then helping but only if you want the help.
Some times you just need some one to be there and listen. You don't want advice or answers, just an ear to bend. I am always here for you.
THIS SONG SUMS ME UP BEST
~BITCH BY MEREDITH BROOKS~
I hate the world today
Your so good to me, I know
But I cant change
Tried to tell you but you looked at me like maybe Im an angel underneath
Innocent and sweet
Yesterday I cried
You must have been relieved to see the softer side
I can understand how youd be so confused
I dont envy you
Im a little bit of everything
All rolled into one
Im a bitch
Im a lover
Im a child
Im a mother
Im a sinner
Im a saint
I do not feel ashamed
Im your hell
Im you dream
Im nothing in between
You know you wouldnt want it any other way
So take me as I am
This may mean youll have to be a stronger man
Rest assured that when I start to make you nervous
And Im going to extremes
Tomorrow I will change
And today wont mean a thing
Im a bitch
Im a lover
Im a child
Im a mother
Im a sinner
Im a saint
I do not feel ashamed
Im your hell
Im you dream
Im nothing in between
You know you wouldnt want it any other way
Just when you think you got me figured out
The seasons already changin
I think its cool you do whatcha do
And dont try to save me
Im a bitch
Im a lover
Im a child
Im a mother
Im a sinner
Im a saint
I do not feel ashamed
Im your hell
Im you dream
Im nothing in between
You know you wouldnt want it any other way
Im a bitch
Im a tease
Im a goddess on my knees
When youre hurt
When you suffer
Im your angel undercover
Ive been numb
Im revived
Cant say Im not alive
You know I wouldnt want it any other way
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HERE ARE SOME LIKES AND DISLIKES
LIKES
Spending weekends snuggling with my kids
Hanging out with my friends/family
People watching
Rainy Sundays
The smell of Rain
The smell of Leather.....wow that puts me over the top
sex
Hell I have tons of likes.....I love life
DISLIKES
Being Alone .....it sucks
Whiny ass peeps
People who bitch and complain but don't do anything to help the situation
Negative people
Stuff like that
Honestly I am sure I have tons of Likes and Dislikes but, why fill this page with them.
A BIT ABOUT MY WORLD OUT SIDE OF THE COMPUTER....
I am a single mother of two beautiful boys......
I am a closer for a title company
I work alot and spend time with my boys and family
I love spring and fall
I love to meet new people all the time
I am a very awesome cook ask anyone!
I love to cook
I spend most my home time in the kitchen
Just some random thoughts.....
I was looking for things to put here and my boys came over and saw the site....mind you they are only 6 and 11 and they are so loving this place already. And they have plenty of ideas for what I should do to my page....
I love that the boys have the same interest as I do. I don't push my ideas onto them. I believe in letting them find themselfs....not be something they aren't. Their father is Irish Catholic and so when they are with him they sort of supress their ideas of the supernatural and such. And save their questions for when they come home to me. Ok that's enough for now..
I want to thank all our men and women who have served at one point and time watching over us and our families and keeping us safe!!
I have a gift handed down from my Native heritage, a gift of healing, and in recent months I have had an overwhelming desire or need to learn more. I am in love with what I have been learning. Ah yes....I as just reminded by a beloved cuz that I also have the gift of telepathy. I tend to bug the hell out of her with it..... Love you BettyDavis2
LIFE LESSONS......
I have just come to a realization....
This is gonna be hard to say but, I need to just get it out.
In my life I have always said that men may come and go but my children were forever. I have loved men in the past and I guess I didn't respect them the way they did me. Don't get me wrong I loved with all my heart....that is the only way I know. But, what I didn't know, was how to give all my love to just one man. See I have had my chance at true love and I threw it away.....when I realized what I was doing and loosing it, it was too late to turn back. They say that true love only happens once in a lifetime.....and I fear I have lost, by my own doing, my one and only chance.
I am traveling a path now of being alone. I have never been alone....not since ...hell not since I was 15. It is very hard, but I am paying my dues now for all the hearts I have broken and dreams I have destroyed...
I have never regretted anything in my life......I live that everything happens for a reason.....
I am protected by many on here, so be warned!
THIS NEXT SECTION IS ABOUT FAMILY TIES
I LOVE YOU TOO
I have many loved ones here whom are very dear to my heart as they are my beloved family members.
THEELADYHAWK AND EVILSPIRIT
THIS WAS A GIFT FROM MY DEAR FRIEND
VELVETPASSION
THANK YOU SUGAR
OK I saw this picture and it just gets me.....Im so loving this .....
I am a survivor and will fight for what I see is right......
Just some things I enjoy in one way or another
A GIFT FROM A VERY KIND HEARTED GENTLEMAN
THANK YOU XLOSTSOULX...........HOW DID YOU KNOW CANDLES ARE ONE OF MY WEAKNESSES :O)
A lovely gift from my Auntie Warriorinhell
Thank you
TheLadyHawk
~~~I am not something you can keep locked in a cage or up on a shelf. I am not something you put on display. I cannot be tied down or trapped in one place.
I need to be able to spread my winds and feel the wind blowing through my feathers. I need to be able to soar....come and go as I please. I take care of my young, but want no other ties to bind me. Give me my space and freedom and I will give you your every desire.~~~
KEEPING IN THE HOLIDAY SPIRIT :-)
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