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About Me

Simplicity was obviously the only choice I wanted. So here it is.

I am Vixen "Viscious" Amaranith De'Vandes. Also known simply as Vix. I am known as Viscious for my tongue that I kept to those I dearly love or those who piss me off. It's been said that if looks could kill, my tongue could flay.

Amongst groups here and there I am not liked, possibily because I look, and see and know and defend the correct judgements that I make. This seems to displease people to no end because I refuse to be their "Yes Men", and cater to their Egos.

I don't have much of a friends list and prefer to not, since I don't believe that many on any friendslists actually do talk to theirs and I may message randomly mine now and again. If you're on mine, you'd know it by now.

My Time

Is usually spent taking care of the pets, reading, swimming, socialising or relaxing. And sorting out the domestics that happen now and then. Obviously this means I'm not frequently on this site and apparently this doesn't seem to bother anyone, including myself, so I will keep it that way.

I currently work, on-call, at a drug-rehab House as a Carer, tending to patients. Its' vastly amusing and tiring.



Emotionally

I'd rather sit, watching a sun set listening to some decent music than spend it with another person to taint the mood unless they too, were listening to music.

I am affectionate to those who deserve it. The others I am quite cold to. I seem very hard to get, to talk to and stand-offish. So, if I seem that way just go ahead and ask me the question anyways sunshine. I'll give you an answer no one else would.

Pets

Several birds.
Two dogs.
Three cats.
Three rats.
Give or take a hundred - 56 Daddy-long legs.
Give or take eighty - 40 redbacks.




Humor

I find JTHM to be meaningful in relation to a few things that are mentioned, or dealt with but for the most part a decent comic.

I find that Bonsai Kitty, while raising alarming questions with Judeo-Christian animal activists around the world, is amusing and deals no harm to the kittens. If one choose to read the website correctly and looks to the hoax behind it .

As a side-note.

Whatever you do, DON'T CLICK ON THIS!!!

If anyone dares breech to my inbox with "You're a horrible and hateful person / kitten killer". Let's remind these people I have a small black ex-feral I take care of. If I was such a cat-hater, I would not have grown up with kittens and would have killed every one by this time. Grow-up, stop being so emotional and take logic into account.

Again. MORON

I find serial-killer movies such as "Hostel" and "Saw/II" to be a funny but sad reflection of how depraved a mind can be. In the sense that, you should believe someone when they look you in the eye and tell you they could kill you. It's not that funny-a-joke when the person does come after you.

Movies such as Predator, Alien ( the collection ), Corpse Bride, NBC, Blackbooks, etc. Are all decent examples of what I like also.


Go to the journal if you want more. There's enough to keep you occupied there.



- Tulips Are Better -

Crystal clear I see the rose is frail
The thorns hide easily in its beauty
As I go to grasp it in my hand
My heart is torn beating from my chest
Let me be captivated
By your beauty
Then let me fall from your grace
Unto my broken knees
Close My eyes so tightly
The tears are welling up
You aren't worth the waste
Of the salt or the water
Fuck all your false beauty
It was transparent just like your smile - liar
Your thorns caress my flesh
Crimson Drops on a snowy field - liar
I have watched you retrogress
I have watched what you've become - liar
Take your eyes off of me
Its funny how fast blue eyes fade gray - liar
Let me be captivated By your beauty
Then let me fall from your grace
Unto my broken knees
Close My eyes so tightly
The tears are welling up
You aren't worth the waste
Of the salt or the water
And you are deceit
Watching the sun play in your hair
I couldn't really care, care any less about you
Just wither away real beauty is forever



- Everything About You -

Every time we lie awake
After every hit we take
Every feeling that I get
But I haven’t missed you yet

Every roommate kept awake
By every sigh and scream we make
All the feelings that I get
But I still don't miss you yet

Only when I stop to think about it

I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you

Every time we lie awake
After every hit we take
Every feeling that I get
But I haven’t missed you yet

Only when I stop to think about it

I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you

Only when I stop to think
About you, I know
Only when you stop to think
About me, do you know

I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
You hate everything about me
Why do you love me

I hate
You hate
I hate
You love me

I hate everything about you
Why do I love you

These are some songs, in between, that have affected me this year after the death of my uncle. His death songs are Tool/Disturbed - Killing You Now, MudVayne - Determined , Pearl Jam - Last Kiss His funeral is on the Eight of June, the date of my step-father's birth and the day my ex-boyfriend hopefully goes to jail. (This is a hot issue right now).

Further Down the Rabbit Hole

- Blurry -

Everything's so blurry
and everyone's so fake
and everybody's empty
and everything is so messed up
pre-occupied without you
I cannot live at all
My whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl

You could be my someone
you could be my scene
you know that i'll protect you
from all of the obscene
I wonder what you're doing
imagine where you are
there's oceans in between us
but that's not very far

Can you take it all away
can you take it all away
well ya shoved it in my face
this pain you gave to me
Can you take it all away
can you take it all away
well ya shoved it my face

Everyone is changing
there's noone left that's real
to make up your own ending
and let me know just how you feel
cause I am lost without you
I cannot live at all
my whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl

You could be my someone
you could be my scene
you know that i will save you
from all of the unclean
I wonder what you're doing
I wonder where you are
There's oceans in between us
but that's not very far

[Chorus]

Nobody told me what you thought
nobody told me what to say
everyone showed you where to turn
told you when to runaway
nobody told you where to hide
nobody told you what to say
everyone showed you where to turn
showed you when to runaway

[Chorus]

This pain you gave to me

You take it all
You take it all away...
This pain you gave to me
You take it all away
This pain you gave to me
Take it all away
This pain you gave to me

Your Values Profile

Loyalty: You value loyalty a fair amount. You're loyal to your friends... to a point. But if they cross you, you will reconsider your loyalties. Staying true to others is important to you, but you also stay true to yourself. Honesty: You value honesty a fair amount. You're honest when you can be, but you aren't a stickler for it. If a little white lie will make a situation more comfortable, you'll go for it. In the end, you mostly care about "situational integrity." Generosity: You don't really value generosity. Your needs always come first, no matter what. And you'll possibly help someone else out... But only if it helps you in return. Humility: You value humility highly. You have the self-confidence to be happy with who you are. And you don't need to seek praise to make yourself feel better. You're very modest, and you're keep the drama factor low. Tolerance: You value tolerance a fair amount. You are open to new cultures, beliefs, and ideas. You have very few prejudices that you're aware of. And while you are tolerant, you do stand true to what you believe.