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They say when you look into your past, your vision becomes 20/20 and, with perfect clarity, you see everything you have ever done wrong. I am no exception. I can pin-point the exact day - June 12, 1990. The day quick, cold words built a thick, cold wall. That wall changed my life. I am not the person I was meant to be. I am not where I belong. I am who I have made myself. I am where I have placed myself. I have come to terms with my decisions. I am doing the best I can with what I have. I have made my bed, so to speak. Acceptance. Isn't that the final step of the grieving process? It only took me 15 years to get here, but I'm here.

The night has a thousand eyes,
And the day but one;
Yet the light of the bright world dies
With the dying of the sun.
The mind has a thousand eyes,
And the heart but one;
Yet the light of a whole life dies
When love is done.
-The Night Has a Thousand Eyes by Francis Bourdillon