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I'm a 20 year old good girl with a bad attitude and a synthetic rock star lifestyle in my head that I can't afford. I've had my fair shares of heartaches and trials through life and believe that everyone comes with baggage. Baggage is not a problem until you forget how to handle it.
**Never lie to me.
Not to be demanding but it is the quickest way to be pushed out forever.
- Honesty from the beginning is a GREAT start.
:: There are only two things a person can say about you to hurt you, and it's either something that is untrue, or something you already know. If it's untrue why dwell on it. Who care's?? You know yourself better than anyone.. Who are you really trying to convince? If you already know why let it hurt again? Chances are if you dislike the situation right now, you didn't like it to begin with.. And now it is passed. You cannot change it! So make a little progress and stop complaining about "how bad this past event" was and why it keeps tickin you off that people are still talking about it. ::
~Reality is what it is.
Stop complaning.
--> Just deal with it.
I will never break a promise.
I will never be 100% honest with you about my feelings until I can be 100% honest with myself.
I had a ****ed up childhood, and I'm still growing up.
I have a beautiful daughter who means the world to me...
I am a realist.
I am intense.
I am full of irony and condescending ideas.
I talk to much.
I'm loud and obnoxious!!
I am loyal to the end.
~I have a bad habit of rescuing you when you stab me in the back.
I will teach you more than you thought you could ever know about yourself.
I believe I have tons to offer, more than you will ever deserve.
I believe I am unworthy of deserving you.
I know I am no super model. But I also know I can have ANYONE I want. You could too if you know what you were looking for and had the right confidence.
Meeting me is an experience. I am usually very quiet when at first meet. But I warm up quickly and unleash my personality like a hurricane.
I like to stand back and observe before I move in and get physical with a person.
I am not looking for sex. I can get sex anytime I want it.. You gotta have a little more to impress me with than that.
I am a scorpio and I love it!!!! This is me. Really..
I am the Dragon and I can fly as high as the noble eagle or play it down and dirty stinging like the scorpion. Both of which symbolize my zodiacal sign.
I am the Dragon and I can fly as high as the noble eagle or play it down and dirty stinging like the scorpion. Both of which symbolize my zodiacal sign.
I have been told that I am passionate, intense, can be green with envy, and can be very vindictive, so many times I almost begin to believe it.
I am drawn into the Occult, I am competitive, I desire victory, but also insist on fair play. It is not easy to defeat me because, like the fabled Phoenix, I rise from my own ashes... I come alive when most people would consider me dead and buried.
My psychic impressions usually are accurate, my dreams are prophetic.
I delve deep, seldom do anything half way, I reject superficial responses, I am finder of lost persons, and purveyor of arcane aspects of the law.
I can be jealous, I will fight for justice, my friends, and what little family I can claim. I am (for the most part) a loner by choice. I am usually the observer and prefer to watch other people make the mistakes and learn from theirs than jump into it and make my own.
It is very difficult to earn my trust. Peoples' souls are corrupt and from past experience, I have learned to trust no one but myself.
I have a tendency to fall madly in love and can be completely vulnerable. I do not consider myself a cynic, but I do believe I am mastering the art of apathy.. So falling in love becomes more difficult these days.
Besides, as much as I love pain, I’d rather live without the pain that comes along with loving, than have love in my life at all. Yes, I can be hurt but I possess retaliatory weapons that might give as adversary fits.
I tear down for the ultimate purpose of rebuilding on more suitable base.
I am creative I tend to spend hours writing stories about romances, life, supernatural, and just anything that I can get lost in. Anything that helps me escape the world around me.
I am rebellious, can be fixed in my views, am willing to take risks but prefer a sure thing. Even though I know in life there really is no "sure" thing.
I hope one day I can become a pediatrician, only because I want the money to give my daughter the things I never had in life.. Stability, security, and a home filled with love.
But my one true passion is writing and directing. I'd give anything if I could be a film producer and director. But like I said before.. I'd rather have the sure thing, people going into that career struggle. I don't want to put my family through that for my own benefit.
Perhaps one day after I am done building a family, and begin to retire, I will have made enough money in pediatrics that I will be able to open my own small business producing and directing films.
Til' then, I work in slave labor.. And for my friends headshop.
I am tormented by the fact that evil exists and yet it is one of the reasons I do.
My greatest fear is becoming my mother and throwing my life away and abandoning the ones that need me most. I REFUSE to make those same mistakes.. so why does it frighten me so much?
In Chinese Astrology, I am an unquenchable fire, the center of all energy, the stout heroic heart. I am truth and light, I hold power and glory in my sway. My presence supposedly "disappears dark clouds". I don't know how much of that really describes me but I have been told it does many times.
Well.. if you actually read this then you know a little about me huh? Thank you for your interest.
| What is your demon type? |
SUCCUBUS
possesing an irresistable unearthly beauty, you are the master of appearing to lose in order to win. a shameless seducer and dangerous manipulator, people never know what they are getting into with you around. rather than use force, you finesse your way into and around things and always get what you want. you're a taker not a giver, but somehow no one seems to notice how much you can drain them of, even while they're handing everything over to you. your motives maybe uncertain but your powers are not. |
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