What do you do when everything you know is wrong, and all that you feel is pure torture? When your soul is stained by the sins you've committed to fill an empty void that looms in the pit of your stomach, haunting your thoughts, and wrecking your dreams. You're heart is broken, then pieced back together only for it to be slowly torn away into more emptiness, by the very ones you love. Your spirit is broken by the man you love, but in turn you hate yourself for loving him. The empty void that stalks my dreams, and wrecks my days is finally upon me.... Its breathing on the back on my neck, it's dark embrace caresses my shoulders, and wraps me in it's nothingness... Will somebody please help me...



My name is Robin, I am a writer, a lover, a fighter, and above everything else a mother. My kids are my life. Without them I wouldn't push myself as hard as I do. I am a hopeless romantic, that is in love with love itself. There's nothing I wouldn't do for someone I love. The world would be a much better place if people just cared a little more.



I lost my father in Jan. of 2006. He was my rock, I still find it hard to deal with his loss. After losing him my senses went numb, and only after 4yrs my senses are re awakening and I'm learning to feel again. 



Most would mistake my shyness for being stuck up. I am warm and loving by nature, but I can be a real bitch at times, but never without due cause. I stand up for what I believe in, and rarly back down from things that I want. I don't ask for much out of life, but to be happy.



I have learned recently that there's two sides to every story, and neither of them are the same. You live, you love, u cry, and wonder why... Everyone does things that they aren't proud of and makes mistakes for stupid reasons. I guess what it all comes down to... is the fact that we all are only human. I have done a few things in my life I'm not real proud of and I've kicked myself for a few of them everyday. For those of you I have wronged. I am truely sorry.

Another Lonely Night

 

Another lonely night-

Sitting here in the dead of night

 My demons slowly taking flight

Images of my fears dancing in my head

While you’re lying in your bed

I roll up in my covers smelling your scent

I know this is where you are meant

My lips, my body craves your touch

I can’t believe I’ve already fallen this much

My heart is quickly turning blue

Spending another lonely night without you…

R. Hendrix 03/22/2012

 

Abandon my hopes and shatter my dreams,

I am starting to see that nothing is as it seems.

My life may be better out east,

Since you refuse to walk away from your beast.

I thought we had a love so pure,

       One that I was sure would endure.

In reality it was only lies,

       You will never be with me until she dies.

My heart is falling apart and breaking,

       I was a fool leaving it out there for the taking…