hi there, I'm ur typical out of the ordinary weirdo,your almost guaranteed to never meet another girl like me and if u do well sweet introduce me ;).lolz enough bout that if your still reading this thankx your wicked for that! and if not well I'm talking to myself..yes i promise I'm crazy. ok ok I'll actually get on my least favorite topic...me! this is where i go on about how I'm an inspiring artist and a sweet shy soul who can't help but melt in at the touch of the dark yet romantic world that lays ahead. well i just summed that up for u. i live for sarcasm and I'm sure you've noticed but i really nice(or so I've been told) i chose to wear my heart on my sleeve(it breaks a lot thankx to that,in all honesty) and i will tell u the truth(even if it hurts, but I'll try to do it sweetly) i can sweet or sour,but you'll never get bored around me.anyone can be my friend and I'm looking for my soul mate who knows it could be u. well i hope i didn't bore u, and if i did I'm sorry I'll work on it. So if your looking for a friend or just a person to vent with I'm your girl..i don't judge. hmm what else ooo i can be hyper u r for warned, i can jump off the walls one second,be cold as winter's kiss the next, or warm and gentle like summer's embrace. so add me if u wish you've got nothing to lose...well maybe your sanity.
i'm a bi girl to begin with.
i'm 5'6 with long dark ebony hair that reaches my mid-back,
with bright copper colored streaks...it always seems to fall
over my eyes.my eyes r a deep brown they like to shift from
an almost coffee color to a soft chocolate in the light i'm
naturally tan...not bu choice but strangely like a rabbit i
change shades getting lighter during the fall then gaining
back my color in the summer. i'm normally clad in black,
i wear lace with creative outfits that express my mood.
well enough about my looks.
i'm an affectionate soul, and love to make others smile. i crave love but won't beg for it.
there's a story about a girl
she's so sad and so mad at the world
but she hides it
she prays for true love
peace in every soul on earth
no she can't deny it
over and over again
wondering when all this sadness will end
things can change but the past still remains
she don't no where she belongs
where's the place she used to call home
no she don't no where she belongs
she drowns in her own sorrows
she don't no where she belongs
where's the place she used to call home
no she don't no where she belongs
she drowns in her own sorrows
she drowns in her own sorrows
she drowns in her own sorrows
this is a story about a girl
there's a story about a girl
lives unknown in this world
she lives behind it
she tries over and over again
to put trust in her friends
but she can not trust them
over and over again
wondering when all this sadness will end
things can change but the past still remains
she don't no where she belongs
where's the place she used to call home
no she don't no where she belongs
she drowns in her own sorrows
she don't no where she belongs
where's the place she used to call home
no she don't no where she belongs
she drowns in her own sorrows
she drowns in her own sorrows
she drowns in her own sorrows
this is a story about a girl
every day she cries
fighting not to break down
catching her breath
every day she tries
to find happiness in her life
is anybody out there?
over and over again
wondering when all this sadness will end
things can change but the past still remains
she don't no where she belongs
where's the place she used to call home
no she don't no where she belongs
she drowns in her own sorrows
she don't no where she belongs
where's the place she used to call home
no she don't no where she belongs
she drowns in her own sorrows
she drowns in her own sorrows
she drowns in her own sorrows
this is a story about a girl
there will always be someone
who finds a way to make her crawl
her tears is buried in the sea
and this girl.. is me
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OBa0JysuCio
A lost and wondering soul that's what you can call me. I've gone from place to place trying to find something,someone and maybe even find myself. my body itself is young,strong and will to thrive even when faced with hardships but my soul is ageless, and looking for comfort. I've gone around trying to ease my blood lust, and my pain. Never really wanting to forget my past. Since every smile every tear and every drop of blood and sweat that led up to today has made me well me. Only in the night did i ever feel comfort in the long journey I've gone through;and it is both a blessing and a curse knowing that my journey has not ended. If i could do just one thing,just leave something behind when it's all over it would be to know i helped another soul, someone as lost as i am and looking for something to grip onto. i can be,that but in the end what we give is what we need. So a long the way i hope to make friends and who knows the person reading this right now could be the one i've been searching for.
*more about me*
(for those curious souls)
i'm the girl who was abused as a child,i'm not afraid to admit that.
the girl who always tries to smile even if it's fake
the girl who wears black everyday with neons
the girl who wore that everyday to school, ignoring the pastel rich kids
i'm the girl who'll laugh with you,cry with you and do stupid stuff with.
i'm a bi girl who might just like you ;)
the girl who has no real religion
and chooses to believe in what some call fiction.
i'm the type of girl to put others happiness first
and who finds the small things in life to be the most meaningful
i'm the girl whos fails at being a nerd but is still counted as one
who skips in the rain
and smiles at stranger
i'm the proud sister of a little devil!
i'm the girl who tries to enjoy life and tires to get others to enjoy it too
i'm the girl who cries at those animal abuse commercials
who has a cat named Nuve who i love with all my heart
i'm the girl who can't go with out music
and it's certain doom trying to do so
i'm the girl who will tell you everything about me and yet you'd know nothing.
i'm the girl whos an artist in every which way
and is dark with all the colors of the rainbow mixed in
i'm the girl who is searching for her soul mate.
and who just wants to be loved
i'm the girl who can love you.
a girl with her head in the clouds but feet are firmly planted on the ground
who cares too much
and who loves those video games u can win by just pressing the X button
over and over again.
i'm the girl who laughs at horror movies
who reads too much and yet can't spell to save her life
the girl who cna talk for hours on end one day and be silent the next
i'm the girl who you might want to get to know
and i'm the girl who you can lean on
well thats it for now if you want to know more you'll have to message me.
ok for all of u out there who care(even in the slightest bit) i'm an otaku
yes i like no love anime for those of you who don't know what it is lol well let me introduce you to a little invention known as google :p
*a few animes i like...long list so i won't drag out my profile by listing all of them if u want to know more ask ^^)*
vamp knight, kuroshitsuji, pandora hearts, bleach, naruto, chiobits, soul eater, fairy tail, death note, 1/2 prince, after school nightmare, xxx Holic, code geass, code:breaker, blood+, eruka7, cirque du freak, blood hound, ghost in shell stand alone complex, till death do us part, deadman's wonderland, zombie loan, bara no maria, maria holic, GOTH, buster keel, prince of tennis, bara no maria, maria holic, loan, butterfly 69, haru natsu aki fuyu, KYOU, KOI WO HAJIMEMASU, NANAand a hell of alot more...xD
(under construction with this...the ones above are the ones i can think of off the top of my head)
(ulqiorra schiffer, arrancar # 4; bleach) i'm in love with him if you don't like him...well good for you hun ^^.
(yoruichi and soifon favorite bleach couple(well one of my top 5) i'm going ot cosplay(google it too -_-) as yoruichi this year(the purple haired one)
(able nightroad - trinity blood)
(hagi(haji) and saya-blood+)favorite couple from there
(kanme, yuki and zero-vampire knight)
(Shiki Senri-vampire knight-night class) favorite vampire in vampire knight.
*will post more later*
that's my profile, how you take how you see it is your choice. I can't tell you who i am i can only tell you who i see myself as. But in the end we all judge others so you are free to judge me as you wish. Some will find a person who they can connect with others a person who they can't stand either way my dear reader it is up to you. if you wish to learn about me don't hesitate to ask. And feel free to let this world of lust, blood, happiness and sorrow take you for a ride. Will you let yourself become who wish to be or let show who you wish you never where? you'll find that with me you might some questions answered but leave with others that'll keep you up and make you search deep with in. so be for warned i am who i am i am a monster and angel. a vampire with human qualities. and i am well i am me.
*and that my fellows is the end...for now*
