I am 26 years old and I am 5'9, blonde hair and babyblue eyes. I am very open minded on alot of different things and i am a very outgoing guy. I love talking with new people that is if they seem to have any sence that is. I cannot stand stupid people or even people who thinks that there shit dont stink. I am not saying that i am perfect for the fact I am the farthest thing from being perfect. I dont like bright lighting around me and the darker it is the better I like it.
I work very hard for everything that I have and or get in life I am not one that likes to have things just up and handed to me. I am currently in the process of working more on my profile and all and that I am also getting ready to begin working on my journal entries and all and. just so that u know for all of u poetry lovers there will be lots of poetry being placed on here.
Some of u may like them and others may not but just so that u know I dont care if u dont like them because I know what they mean and I also know what it is suppose to mean as well. They are personal but they are very good as well. That is why I am going to choose to post them here on my profile and all.
I hope that as I work on my journal and or profile and all that I hear many comments and suggestions of what i could do to better everything as well and all. well do not be shy show the love that i know that is out there in this site and all.
As I was growing up as a child I never really felt the love that a child should have felt coming from there parents my biological father walked out on my mom the day I was born because he wanted a girl and yet I come out as a boy. From that point on and all I did not have a father figure in my life until I reached being a year and a half old then that is when my mom met my step dad and I had never heard anything at all from my biological father till I was nineteen and then that is when he tried to tell me who i can see who i cannot not and what I can and what I cannot do and all that shit. But its his loss.
Things for me growing up was so very hard and all but as I tell everyone though that that is what made me who I am today. Honestly I thank my biological father for walking out on me like he did.
During those nineteen years though I must be completely honest with u all I truly had a terrible time trying to find the real me deep inside and it felt like I was just living a life of pure hell and I was not liking it at all. To me it just seemed like things just got alot worse after I had turned nineteen.
The reason I say that is because that is when I began hangiing out with the wrong crowds and began my journey of being a drinker and well before I knew it I was one to be classified as a drunk. When that was what people began to refer to me as all of the time I knew that I had had a huge problem and yet i was not ready to ask for help with it.
It wasnt until about a year later that I chose to admit me having a problem to anyone at all. I must say that it was not an easy thing to do. At this point in my life i decided that help for me was one of the best things for me to get in my life and so i did. I went through all of the counseling and graduated at the top of the class.
Now I am doing very well in life and living life to the fullest that I am able to. I am one step from owning my own bussiness. I will most definitely have that accomplished within the next two years at the most. well I think that I am going to stop here for now unless I chosse to add more into this which i probably most likely will as I go along and if there is anything at all that u would like to know about me that is not mentioned within these lines that I have written then plz do not hesitate on asking me anything. Thanks for taking the time to read this.
POST THiS iF YOU AREN'T SCARED TO SEE HOW PEOPLE THINK OF YOU
0 = ewwwwwwwwwwww!
1 = Definetly not attractive.
2 = Decent
3 = Cute
4 = Fine as heck!
5 = I'd do you.
6 = PRETTY HOT AND TEMPTiNG!
7 = Lovable, I LOVE YOU!!!
8 = I wanna make you my man/girl.
9 = Just a friend.
10 = Sexiest person I know!
11 = 'effin hottie!
12 = Ya, I've checked you out a few times.
13 = lets Make Out!!
14.= I'd hit it!!
Emos:
*Don’t cut them self to get attention
*Don’t always cry
*Sometimes cry because they hurt
*Are not all bisexual
*Want to be included
*Are not babies
*Don’t always date emos
*Don't lable
*Want to be happy just like others
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The Following quote was found on a friends profile, and I couldn't agree more with it.
"STAMP OUT RACISM
White man said, "Colored people are not allowed here."
The black man turned around and stood up. He then said:
"Listen sir....when I was born I was BLACK, "
"When I grew up I was BLACK "
"When I'm sick I'm BLACK, "
"When I go in the sun I'm BLACK, "
"When I'm cold I'm BLACK, "
"When I die I'll be BLACK."
"But you sir."
"When you're born you're pink, "
"When you grow up you're white ,"
"When you're sick, you're green, "
"When you go in the sun you turn red, "
"When you're cold you turn blue, "
"And when you die you turn purple."
"And you have the nerve to call me colored?"
The black man then sat back down and the white man walked away....
Put this on your page if you HATE racism"
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This is Bunny.
Put him on
your Vampire
Rave Page
and help him
on his way to
world domination.
50 Random Questions
1. Where were you 3 hours ago?
i was just laying in my bed!!!
2. Who are you in love with?
a very special girl who i love so very dearly name is queenofhell!!!!
3. Have you ever eaten a crayon?
yes when i was younger
4. Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
costers made out of yarn
5. When is the last time you went to the mall?
about a month ago.
6. Are you wearing socks right now?
yes
7. Do you have a car worth over $2,000?
well over $2,000
8. When was the last time you drove out of town?
just this past weekend
9. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days?
no
10. Are you hot?
i think that i am!!!!!
11. What was the last thing you had to drink?
diet pepsi im drinking one right now as well.....
12. What are you wearing right now?
black jeans longsleeve white thermal and a gray t-shirt..
13. Do you wash your car or let the car wash do it?
i wash my own vehicle
14. Last food that you ate?
egg omlet and buttered toast.
15. Where were you last week at this time?
putting out fires
16. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?
yes lots of them. lol....
17. When is the last time you ran?
yesterday morning
18. What's the last sporting event you watched?
football
19. What is your favorite animal?
snakes
20. Your dream vacation?
going far away from here spending time with a very special loved one who i have mentioned above during these questions.
21. Last person's house you were in?
my moms just yesterday evening
22. Worst injury you've ever had?
loosing the eye sight in my right eye
23. Have you been in love?
yes very much so
24. Do you miss anyone right now?
yes i do very much so my baby once again her name is queenofhell!!!
25. Last play you saw?
the sound of music its a great play
26. What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex?
sweetness,biting,being so loveable and most of all just being myself
27. What are your plans for tonight?
talking to my baby hopefully
28. Who is the last person you sent a MySpace message or comment?
noone i dont have a myspace
29. Next trip you are going to take?
into my baby's arms
30. Ever go to camp?
yes many of times
31. Were you an honor roll student in school?
most of the time i was
32. What do you want to know about the future?
everything possible
33. Are you wearing any perfume or cologne?
yes i always have some on at all times
34. Are you due sometime this year for a doctor's visit?
yes
35. Where is your best friend?
somewhere other then here
36. How is your best friend?
ok i hope.lol
37. Do you have a tan?
yes very much so
38. What are you listening to right now?
country music i love it greatly
39. Do you collect anything?
antique bottles arrow heads
40. Who is the biggest gossiper you know?
family members
41. Last time you got stopped by a cop or pulled over?
last year for speeding
42. Have you ever drank your soda from a straw?
sometimes
43. What does your last text message say?
idk...lol....
44. Do you like hot sauce?
hell yes not uppose to have it though
45. Last time you took a shower?
this morning
46. Do you need to do laundry?
no already done
47. What is your heritage?
cherokee, irish, and german
48. Are you someone's best friend?
would like thinkso.lol....
49. Are you rich?
i would say maybe
50. What were you doing at 12AM last night?
laying in bed
IF YOU WANT TO KNOW MORE JUST SEND ME A MESSAGE....
P.S. I AM PLANNING ON POSTING SOME OF MY CRAPPY POETRY SOON.. IF YOU ARE INTO READING CHECK IT OUT
bYeAs FoR NoW!! CiAo!!
Here are some songs i hold close to my heart
1.) I dont want to miss a thing (aerosmith)
I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
watch you smile while you are sleeping
while you're far away and dreaming
i could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
where every moment spent with you is a moment i treasure
chorus:
don't want to close my eyes, i dont wanna fall asleep
'cause i'd miss you baby and i don't wanna miss a thing
'cause even when i dream of you the sweetest dream would never do
i'd still miss you baby and i don't want to miss a thing.
lying close to you feeling your heart beating
and i'm wondering what you're dreaming
wondering if its me your seeing
then i kiss your eyes and thank god we're together
i just wanna stay with you in this moment forever,forever,and ever
chorus:
i don't wanna close my eyes, i don't wanna fall asleep
'cause i'd miss you baby and i don't wanna miss a thing
'cause even when i dream of you the sweetest dream will never do
i'd still miss you baby and i don't want to miss a thing
i don't wanna miss one smile , i don't wanna miss one kiss
just being here with you,right here with you,just like this
i just want to holdhold you close,feel your heart so close to mine
and just stay here in this moment for all the rest of time
chorus:
don't wanna close my eyes,don't wanna fall asleep
'cause i'd miss you baby and i don't wanna miss a thing
'cause even when i dream of you the sweetest dream will never do
o'd still miss you baby and i don't want to miss a thing
rpt. chorus:
i don't wanna close my eyes, i dont wanna fall asleep
yeah, i don't wanna miss a thing
the dance- by garth brooks
looking back on the memory of
the dance we shared beneath the stars above
for a moment all the world was right
how could i have known you'd ever say goodbye
and now i'm glad i didn't know
the way it all would end the way it all would go
chorus:
Our lives are better left to chance i could have missed the pain
but i'd of had to miss the dance
holding you i held everything
for a moment wasn't i the king
but if i'd only known how the king would fall
hey who's to say you know i might have changed it all
and now i'm glad i didn't know
the way if all would end the way it all would go
chorus:
our lives are better left to chance i could have missed the pain
but i'd had to miss the dance
yes my life is better left to chance
i could have missed the pain but i'd had to miss the dance
the river-by garth brooks
you know a dream is like a river
ever changin' as it flows
and a dreamers just a vessel
that must follow where it goes
trying to learn from whats behind you
and never knowing whats in store
makes each day a constant battle
just to stay between the shores...and
chorus:
i will sail my vessel
till the river runs dry
like a bird upon the wind
these waters are my sky
i'll never reach my destination
if i never try
so i will sail my vessel
'til the river runs dry
too many times we stand aside
and let the waters slip away
'til what we put off 'til tomorrow
has now become today
so don't you sit upon the shoreline
and say you're satisfied
choose to chance the rapids
and dare to dance the tide...yes
chorus:
i will sail my vessel
'til the river runs dry
like a bird upon the wind
these waters are my sky
i'll never reach my destination
if i never try
so i will sail my vessel
till the river runs dry
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I saw you hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line.
But you didn't see me put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday.
I saw you pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk.
But you didn't see me playing Santa at the local mall.
I saw you change your mind about going into the restaurant.
But you didn't see me attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief.
I saw you roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by.
But you didn't see me driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window.
I saw you frown at me when I smiled at your children.
But you didn 't see me when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless.
I saw you stare at my long hair.
But you didn't see me and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love.
I saw you roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves.
But you didn't see me and my brothers donate our old coats and gloves to those that had none.
I saw you look in fright at my tattoos.
But you didn't see me cry as my children where born and have their name written over and in my heart.
I saw you change lanes while rushing off to go somewhere.
But you didn't see me going home to be with my family.
I saw you complain about how loud and noisy our bikes can be.
But you didn't see me when you were changing the CD and drifted into my lane.
I saw you yelling at your kids in the car.
But you didn't see me pat my child's hands, knowing he was safe behind me.
I saw you reading the newspaper or map as you drove down the road.
But you didn't see me squeeze my wife's leg when she told me to take the next turn.
I saw you race down the road in the rain.
But you didn't see me get soaked to the skin so my son could have the car to go on his date.
I saw you run the yellow light just to save a few minutes of time.
But you didn't see me trying to turn right
I saw you cut me off because you needed to be in the lane I was in.
But you didn't see me leave the road.
I saw you waiting impatiently for my friends to pass.
But you didn't see me. I wasn't there.
I saw you go home to your family.
But you didn't see me. Because, I died that day you cut me off.
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