What Is Your Name?: Ben
How Old Are You?: 19 20 in march
When Is Your Birthday?: March 16
What Is Your Zodiac Sign?: pisces
Where Were You Born?: GA
What Color Eyes Do You Have?: blue that change shades with emotions.
What Color Is Your Hair?: brown J(ewww)
How Tall Are You?: 6'4''
How Much Do You Weigh?:180
What Is You Ethnicity?: scottish,dutch,irish
What Is Your Worst Fear?: heights
Are You Dependable And/Or Trustworthy?: yes
If You Had A Choice About How You Were Going To Die What Would It Be?: in my sleep and painless
Do You Suffer From Depression And/Or Anxiety?: Yes and yes
Have You Ever Tried To Commit Suicide?: many times many ways
Are you bipolar? i think so its wat ive been told.
Have You Ever Purposely Caused Harm To Yourself Or Someone Else?: yes
Are You A Paranoid Person?: no but i think someones watching me!
Do You Get Jealous Of Other People?: no
Are You Obsessive And/Or Compulsive?: not that i know of Are You Hyper Active?: Yesir
Are You A Violent Person?: Yup ^-^
Do You Take Your Anger Out On Other People?: Yup
Do You Blame Other People For Your Mistakes?: never
What Is Your Favorite Strategy Game?: ur mom and parchesi
What Is Your Favorite Movie?: underworld
Who Is Your Favorite Band? Nickelback
What Is Your Favorite Song?: tonights gonna be a good night
Who Is Your Favorite Actor/Actress?: kim kardashian (yum)
What is Your Favorite Color?: Blue/Black
What Is Your Favorite Food?: salt and vinegar chips
What Is Your Favorite Drink?: green apple smirnoff
Are You A Virgin?: fuck no. ive fucked many a girls
Are You Kinky?: you have no idea
Do You Masturbate?: as often as possible. im single waht do you expect?
Do You Watch Pornography?: YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Have You Ever Dyed Your Hair An Unusual Color?: if blue with red tips and unusual color then yeah
Have You Ever Shaved Your Hair In A Socially Unacceptable Way?: Oh yeah god i love bieng an asshole
Do You Have Any Religious Beliefs?: im just shoppin around Do You Have Any Self Inflicted Scars?: many
Does Pain Turn You On?:Yes
Do You Stand For Originality And/Or Creativity?: definetly
What Do You Like Most About Life?:that im alive
What Do You Dislike Most About Life?: jackasses and death
Have You Ever Pierced A Body Part Yourself?: never
Have You Ever Had To Beg For Dinner Money? no but ive had to steal dinner
Do You Own A Car?: buick regal custom
Have You Ever Been To Jail, Yet?: no but i should have been
Do You Have Actual Scars From Hardcore Shows?: no
Have You Ever Had To Vomit While Making Out?: yep unfortuantely Have You Ever Held A Job For Less Than A Day?: no Have You Ever Felt You Had To Fuck Stuff Up For No Good Reason?: Every day
Have You Ever Been Kicked Out Of Your Parents House?:several times what im a bad kid Have You Ever Been Fired From Your Job Because Of Your Attitude?:no
Have You Ever Been Fired From A Job On Your Off Day?: yes
What Is Your Sexual Orientation?:bicurious What Is Your Occupation?: JOB CORPS as a student
Does The World Piss You Off?:fuck yes
What Is Your Ultimate Goal In Life?:to one day die
Do You Have Any Tattoos And/Or Piercings?: no tatoos but i have my left ear pierced twice and im getting my right ear pierced twice today What Is Your Favorite TV Show?:heroes
What Is Your Favorite Book?: penthouse Do You Smoke?: yes two packs a day
Do You Drink?: yes yes yes i need a beer
Do You Use Illegal Drugs? Who the fuck doesnt now adays eh? wat do u consider illegal?
Do You Party Alot?: yea
Did You Graduate High School?: Yup
Do You Have A Nickname?: big ben, ben 10, watchtower, spaz
I am Vampire and I do drink blood I have donors and we are careful to always be clean about how we share.
I am 6'4, I am 19 years old, I come from a family of 4 brothers and 4 sisters, my Mom and dad are still alive so that is a good thing LOL
some say I could move a family into my shoes LOL I wear a size 15, what can I say LOL
I read anything that has to do with wizards, superhuman powers, mythical creatures
December 21, 2009. 2:58 A.M. When considering spiritual matters while looking at natural landscapes, I've often asked myself -and perhaps the winds themselves?- Why one does not see readily, the mystical glow of the world? Whereas in works of art of most kinds, one often can. We call it 'fantasy', categorizing it into an 'impossible'. And we make our world plain, for allowing our eyes to filter out those 'glows'.
I'd, for very long occasions, many years ago -rather Years, watched sunrises and sunsets, witnessing through various senses, just some of those glowing mysteries. Even in looking for pictures which speak to me of things I have seen, loved, and wanted to find myself among, I ask: Where is that glow? And: Why do most photos not capture what paintings do, so effortlessly?
Why do the brushes see what the eyes do not? And why are there 'no' mystical stories of real mystical houses in real mystical forests in our world? Are there not such adventures to be sought or found in our world? As far as the general public knows?
Why is it, there are no tales or searches or daily outings to explore our world in search of the wisdoms found in places such as this one? And then I wonder. If any one of us who had such insights, and such an inkling as to make a fantastical domain within the natural world... would not the forest be thrilled, and come more to life with it's own awakening of greater purpose?
Would not the symbiosis of one power unto another make such a humble piece of wood, the centerpiece of that intangible glow? Would not the importance of the things behind that door shine outward? Making the air about it vibrant and brighter? What a kind of mystical experiment. But who has time to live in the woods?
And could one be such a kind of hermit, with such a kind of grace, to make stylish, such a kind of chore, as to seek to infuse such a kind of idea as life in the forests with faery juice? And would the beings that live within that forest... know they lived in a magical land? Would those beings begin to glow?
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movies: I watch anything
I used to be into all kinds of wicca and witchcraft and still am interested in it.
Willing to learn whatever I can, my belief is that i have an inner demon that i can control
I have a spirit animal and it is a deer.
I meditate to control my demon and my elements are cold and wind.
I used to be depressed and have tried suicide many times but i wold never die so i decided that im alive for a reason and weed healed my depression so im all better.
Well I am new to the site and still looking around and getting aquainted with the site and the members.
I enjoy anything that has to do with Death, gore, fantasy, and just good old pure evil LOL VR has all that to offer me and it is one of the reasons I came to VR.
i am currently single and looking for some VR girls to talk to.
i dont take life seriously and right now am kinda looking fo a steady relationship. in the words of Billy Joel......
Live and let die!
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