shadowofexistance's Profile at Vampire Rave.

I'm the kind of person who gives enough for the world to see me, but never enough for the world to know me, so here goes. Hmmm, let's see...I'm not very perky. My life is somewhat miserable. Oh wait. What life? But anyways. I prefer creativity and non-conforming arts over the standard by the book stuff that they force upon you in school. But generally, I'm 23 yrs old. I have 2 kids and a wonderful b/f. I lived in Louisiana for 14 years, which makes me a southern goth. Though I generally go for the elegant style instead of the extreme style everyone's wearing. And I love to write. For all of you here, I write "realistic" fiction. HAHA! Anyways. If you stop by, check out some of my writings. And leave some comments. I think most of my stuff sucks. Oh yeah. And for those of you that leave the message to let you know when I add or update...the only thing I add is poetry, every now and then a story, or a personal entry. I like what I've created and it will stay that way. That includes the quizzes. They tell things about me that I generally wouldn't put up. But I think I've already wrote to much. Later....

P. S. If you check out some of my writings and claim them as your own, I WILL find you. Stealing's wrong.....unless it's souls your stealing. Later...

My World's Judement
(This is my theme to the world.)

Darkness looms
In angel's gloom
As demons lay dead
At my door.
Don't you see the darkness
That haunts my every move?
Condemned to this pain
Of polite and giving tears.
I'm tired of laying dormant
And playing off my fears.
Don't they care what they do?
Don't they mind who they hurt?
One day they'll notice!
One day they'll see!
I promise they will see!
At my feet they will lay
Pools of thier blood
Laughter torn from thier throats.
They'll see who I am.
They'll know thier mistakes.
And in thier pain I'll find my joy
I'll find my lust
I'll find my peace.
At my feet they'll find thier death
As spirits can only watch
They'll know why I only ask for peace.

**This is also in my Journal.

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You dont sleep. It's not because you love life too

much to lay your head down, it's because you

can't or just dont want to. Sleep? Who

cares, right? In fact, who really cares

about anything? You dont. Maybe you're mad

at someone for something they did, but its

probably more than just one person who has

pissed you off. People have probably told

you to get over your issues lots of times,

but thats just because most of them dont

understand how deep some scars can go.

How do you Sleep? (Anime Pics)
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The Dark Angel

You are an angel of death who lurks in the shadows.

Dark, brooding, mysterious, and deeply

pensive, you lead a solitary life. You tend

to be rather stoic; others see you as a cold

and stony ice queen, but hey, you're just

doing your job.

What's so scary about you: It is your frigidity

that is frightening. You are capable of

acting without regard to emotion.

Your gemstone: Onyx
Your Moon: Death Moon (March)

Which Beautiful Vampiress are You? (For Girls! - Gothic Anime Pics!)
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The Land of Darkness

The Land of Darkness is your dreary home. Your life

is bleak and sinister. You are prone to

depression. You feel anger at the world and

you feel like the victim. Everyone is out to

get you. You have no problem showing your

emotions, and you probably show them in a

destructive way. You might have no objections

to causing other people pain as you put

yourself through pain. You probably cut or

mutilate your body. However, deep down you

are lost and crying out for help. You are a

small weeping child with the hard exterior of

a person who has been through extreme sorrow

in their life.

What is the mystical land of your birth? {13 results with gorgeous anime pics}
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An aura of darkness surrounds you as you walk. You

are ignornant of human disasters. Are you

even human?

How Cold is Your Heart? ^Pretty Pics^ *Many Outcomes*
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I'm sure my profile doesn't cover all the information a soul could inquire about. So...if there is something about me you would like to know, then please ask by sending me a message. I try not to flaunt my personal life to much. You never know who could be watching or reading. Dare to ask?

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I just couldn't resist adding this last quiz.

You are an assassin.
That means you are a proffessional and do your

job without mixing any emotions in it. In

your life you have probably been hurt many

times and have gotten some mental scars. This

results in you being distant from people.

Though many think that you are evil, you are

not. What you really are is a person, trying

to forget your pain and past. You are the

person who never seems to care and that is

why being an assassin fits you good. Atleast,

that's what people think. Even if you don't

care that much for your victims, you still

have the ability to care and to generally

feel. It is not lost, just a little

forgotten. In crowds you tend to not get to

noticed, and dress in black or other discrete

colours. You don't being in the spotlight and

wish people would just leave you alone. But

once you do get close to someone you have a

hard time letting go and get real down if you

loose him/her.

Main weapon: Sniper
Quote: "The walls we build around

us to keep out the sadness also keep out the

joy" -Jim Rohn
Facial expression: Narrowed eyes

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