THERE ARE SO MANY THINGS THAT YOU WANT TO KNOW AND SO LITTLE THAT I WANT TO TELL YOU. I'M A 28-YEAR-OLD FEMALE (OBVIOUSLY RIGHT?) LET'S SEE....I'M EXTREMELY SARCASTIC, I ALWAYS HAVE SOMETHING TO SAY, AND I HAVE A BAD HABIT OF TELLING THE TRUTH WHETHER YOU WANT TO HEAR IT OR NOT. I HAVE A LOT OF INTERESTS BUT NOT A LOT OF TIME FOR THEM. I LIKE GOTHIC ART, POETRY AND BELIEVE IT OR NOT...NATURE. I'VE DABBLED IN A LITTLE BLOOD PLAY AND ABSOLUTELY LOVED IT. I'M KINKY WHEN I NEED TO BE AND RARELY RESERVED. I SAY WHAT I FEEL AND FEEL WHAT I SAY AND I EXPECT THE SAME FROM THOSE AROUND ME. I DON'T LIKE PEOPLE IN GENERAL, BUT ODDLY ENOUGH, I GET ALONG WITH EVERYONE I MEET. I ONLY HAVE A FEW CLOSE FRIENDS AND THEY WILL BE MY FRIENDS UNTIL I DIE. IF I CAN'T TRUST YOU, I CAN'T HAVE YOU IN MY LIFE. IF YOU WRONG ME, YOU'LL NEVER KNOW WHAT VENGENCE IS UNTIL I SLAP YOU IN THE FACE WITH IT. IF YOU ARE ALWAYS HONEST, EVEN WITH THE HARSH THINGS, I WILL BE LOYAL TO YOU.
Strawberry Gashes - Jack Of Jill
turn her over
a candle is lit i see through her
blow it out and
save all her ashes for me
curse me sold her
the poison that runs its course through her
pale white skin with
strawberry gashes all over all over
watch me fault her
you're living a like a disaster
she said kill me faster
with strawberry gashes all over
called her over
and ask her if she was improving
she said feels fine
its wonderful wonderful here
hex me told her
i dreamt of the devil that knew her
pale white skin
with strawberry gashes all over all over
watch me fault you're living like a disaster
she said kill me faster
with strawberry gashes all over all over
i lay quiet
waiting for her voice to say
somethings you lose and
somethings you just give away
scold me failed her
if only i'd held on tighter
to her pale white skin that
twisted and withered away from me away from me
watch me lose her
its almost like losing myself
give her my soul
and let them take somebody else
watch me fault her
you're living like a disaster
she said kill me faster
with strawberry gashes all over all over me
Why I'm Here - Oleander
It's the reason for my pain
In a season to celebrate
I don't wanna be full of hate
For anybody, but it's too late
Everybody has been in my face
Telling me that I'm a disgrace
Showing me things that I must face
Telling me that they need their space
I can't love you anymore
I'm scared of the sound of it
It's the reason why I'm down
I'm beaten been pushed around
Hit the ceiling without a sound
Everyone I know considers me a clown
I can't love you anymore
I'm scared of the sound of it
I can't love you anymore
Woman, I just wanted more
I can't love you anymore
Scared of the sound of it
And woman, I just wanted more
It's the reason why I'm here
Vermillion Pt. 2 - Slipknot
She seemed dressed in all of me, stretched across my shame.
All the torment and the pain
Leaked through the cover in me
Id do anything to have her to myself
Just to have her for myself
Now I dont know what to do, I dont know what to do when she makes me sad.
She is everything to me
The unrequited dream
A song that no one sings
The unattainable, Shes a myth that I have to believe in
All I need to make it real is one more reason
I dont know what to do, I dont know what to do when she makes me sad.
But I wont let this build up inside of me
I wont let this build up inside of me
I wont let this build up inside of me
I wont let this build up inside of me
A catch in my throat
Choke, torn into pieces I won't
No, I dont want to be this
But I wont let this build up inside of me
I wont let this build up inside of me
I wont let this build up inside of me
I wont let this build up inside of me
She isnt real
I can't make her real
She isnt real
I can't make her real
Into The Ocean - Blue October
I'm just a normal boy
That sank when I fell overboard
My ship would leave the country
But I'd rather swim ashore
Without a life that's sadly stuck again
Wish I was much more masculine
Maybe then I could learn to swim
Like 'fourteen miles away'
You're floating up and down
I spin, colliding into sound
Like whales beneath me diving down
I'm sinking to the bottom of my
Everything that freaks me out
The lighthouse beam has just run out
I'm cold as cold as cold can be
be
I want to swim away but don't know how
Sometimes it feels just like I'm falling in the ocean
Let the waves up take me down
Let the hurricane set in motion
Let the rain of what I feel right now...come down
Let the rain come down
Where is the coastguard
I keep looking each direction
For a spotlight, give me something
I need something for protection
Maybe flotsam junk will do just fine
The jetsam sunk, I'm left behind
I'm treading for my life believe me
(How can I keep up this breathing)
Not knowing how to think
I scream aloud, begin to sink
My legs and arms are broken down
With envy for the solid ground
I'm reaching for the life within me
How can one man stop his ending
I thought of just your face
Relaxed, and floated into space
I want to swim away but don't know how
Sometimes it feels just like I'm falling in the ocean
Let the waves up take me down
Let the hurricane set in motion
Let the rain of what I feel right now...come down
Let the rain come down
Let the rain come down
Now waking to the sun
I calculate what I had done
Like jumping from the bow (yeah)
Just to prove I knew how (yeah)
It's midnight's late reminder of
The loss of her, the one I love
My will to quickly end it all
So thought no end my need to fall
Into the ocean, end it all
Into the ocean, end it all
Into the ocean, end it all
into the ocean...end it all
[Zayra]
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
I want to swim away but don't know how
Sometimes it feels just like I'm falling in the ocean
Let the waves up take me down
Let the hurricane set in motion (yeah)
Let the rain of what I feel right now...come down
Let the rain come down
Let the rain come down
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
(In to space)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
(I thought of just your face)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Shh ~ Frou Frou
Sunbeam, stop tugging me
Pull that door shut quietly
Darling, what are you doing?
We don't have time for this
Mmm dey mmm da mmm daaeeoo
Mmm dey mmm da mmm daaeeoo
Crazy what are you then?
Give me an hour and I'll give you your dreams...
Don't make a sound
Shh and listen
Keep your head down
We're not safe yet
Don't make a sound
And be good for me
'Cause I know the way to somewhere out here
Leave it I won't go back
We have to do it 'cause it's not been left here
Don't care what do they know
I've seen them, baby, and I know it's real
Sure, in time, I knew they'd come
Oh, are we having fun or what?
Yeah...
Don't make a sound
Shh and listen
Keep your head down
We're not safe yet
Don't make a sound
And be good for me
'Cause I know they're waiting somewhere out here
I feel good all over
I feel good all over
I feel good all over
Even inside out...
