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Hello my name is Misty or you can call me Missy thank you for visiting my profile.
I apologize to the people i have not rated and have not been in contact with.
I had not been getting alot of messages for a duration of time mainly because during that duration my messages where getting deleted every month opposed to me not being online.
Mean while I have decided to update my profile mainly because i haven't updated my profile in quite a long time.
There are many reasons i am on this site but there is only one particular reason that cancels out all the other reasons.
As you read my profile i hope u know what that reason is.
I would really appreciate it if your a role player (or a player in general)(or a lier or if you-exuse my language talk shit)
I would really appreciate it if you would leave my page.
I am not being rude i have been hurt in my past and i dont need to be hurt any more than i have already have.
My life hasnt been as extravogant or glamorous as i hoped it would be for myself it wasnt how i imagined it to be.
To be honest i thought life was suppose to be easy to me it looked easy simple but for me it was the complete opposite
but i guess know ones life is how they imagined it to be.
People say life is easy if you make it easy,but there are things in this world that people have know control over.
I believe thats what makes life so hard.
There are alot of things i regret and do not regret.
People used to say i was perfect(wich is an understatement) but in reality knowbodys perfect not even me beauty and appearace isn't everything its whats on the inside is what counts.
But everyone has a flaw once you know what that flaw is you work hard to fix those flaws the best you can.
Ihave alot of flaws if i do say so myself but i try hard to fix those flaws the best i can.
People say im to nice (wich honestly i am)and thats why i keep getting hurt.
I forgive the same people for the same things they say and do.
There are so many things i would like to say but i am trying to word it all properly.
I believe my life has turned out the way it has for a reason and i know in my heart what that reason is.
Im not a religous person but i do believe that there are reasons for everything,
Even things you cant explain or dont understand and the reasons will eventually in time will turn into good reasons.
I also believe after everything i have been through it made me a stronger person that i am today.
Someone once told me life is what you make of it.
Wich is very true i seem to be very distant with people,i have fears that if i get to close to someone eventually in time they will leave and i will never see that person again.
Thats why i have really bad trust problems.
I guess i feel that way because that happens alot.
A few months ago a good friend of mine told me i shouldnt distant my self just so i wont hurt.
Because what if i distanted myself from someone and didnt let that person,know how much i loved and cared and that person. There could be huge possibility that person would never know how much I cared ect...and they would be gone forever.
I guess the reason i distant myself from others is because i think i wont hurt but in reality i still hurt an i find that very selfish of me.
So im trying to trust and not distant myself from others.
I just hope in time I will find what i am looking for...

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Favorite Tv Shows:Alcatraz SouthLand Being human South Park American Dad Teen Wolf Ghost Wisperer American Horror Story...

Favorite Foods:Blended Coffee Pistacio Ice Cream Mangos Mexican/Italian Food Sandwiches...

Favorite books: Warm Bodies Interview With The Vampire Night Harry Potter Series The Notebook A Walk To Remember Lets Pretend This Never Happened

Favorite Movies:Harry Potter A Walk To Remember P.S I Love You The Notebook The Last Song The Time Travelers Wife Interview With The Vampire...

Likes:Reading Writing Poetry Photography Sleeping Singing Researching Music Movies Magazines Turtles Elaphants Vampires Zombies...

Dislikes:cheese:Rain The Cold Snow Needles Rasicm Pregidice Peope Drama...

There are many reasons i am on this site like i said there is only one particular reason.
I have always felt like there was something missing in my life like a piece to a puzzle.
But i never knew why or what was missing entill a few years ago.
I am searching for someone but im not quite sure who it is....but then again i do know who he is.
Sometimes i wonder if i will ever find him.
It would be so much easier if this person knew i was looking for him.
But i doubt he does.

But i will always have hope he is out there.
And one day i know i will find him.
Im just waiting for that day.
or for him to find me.

I just wish i would find him....