Hi! My name is Jen. I'm 20 and 5'4", heterosexual, I have brown hair naturally. Sometimes it's blue, sometimes it's black. For a while it was purplish-gray. I happen to think I have a nice figure. Not fat, but curvy where it counts ;)
(This is someones secret, but I felt a very strong connection with them. I hope they see this.)
I write, and I draw. I have a deviantART account, a myspace account, and a facebook(doesn't everybody). I love video games, drawing, my friends, movies, sweet dates, being in charge (see intimacy paragraph lol) and other such stuff.
I have opinions. I tend to believe only what makes sense to me. I love night, but equally love sunshine. I have a nice tan for it, too hehe. When I was younger I was really into Gothic culture. Not as much anymore...But, y'know...You never forget. And then I rediscovered Vampire Rave. I'm still interested, it just doesn't rule my life anymore.
I was kind of twisted and a little messed up for a while, so I went to this school type thing called Trinity and straightened out. I was 19 when I lost my mother. She died of uterine sarcoma. It was May '09 when she was diagnosed and we lost her on Halloween of '09. My 20th birthday was five days later. This is the most challenging thing I currently face. Trying to heal and move on is a terrible struggle. My grades in college currently suffer.
(this is a tattoo I did on my friend of the crowns and down symbol. It was done with a safety pin, a piece of thread and india ink)
However, on a slightly brighter note, my favorite color is blue. Second favorite is yellow. My favorite flavor is cherry, but I go for peach a lot too.
My two favorite songs right now are "Rumors of My Demise Have Been Greatly Exaggerated" by Rise Against and I will always love Against Me!'s "Up The Cuts", as well as "Showdown" by Propagandhi. I would love to find a nice, romantic revolutionary man to marry and change the world with. (I don't want much do I lol) I'm into punk rock types, but the real kind. Riotfolk type deals. I also have a guilty pleasure when it comes to pop-punk or indie-punk. I will marry Justin Pierre in second.
I have always, always wanted to unleash some wrath on a deserving soul with a baseball bat, and I have always wanted to shoot someone with a combat shotgun. I would make sure they were deserving, though.
I Love:
-Music
-Reading
-Writing
-Friends
-Love
-Drawing
-Video Games
-Ocean/Beaches
-Aliens
-Faith
-Earth
-The universe
-Science
-Documentaries
-Sweets
-Spicy Food
-Movies (horror and gore)
-Violence
-Books
-Sex
-The human form (this includes shapes of people and skin tones and eyes and textures of the human in general)
-Life (usually)
I Strongly Dislike:
-Religion
-Hate
-Country music
-People
-Ignorance
-Politics
-Irrationality
-Bad weather
-Broken trust
-Disappointment
-Hospitals
-Taking medicine
-Not quite being able to make a picture look how I want it to.
-Not knowing what I want to do or where to begin
-Snot
I happen to believe that people should be judged on a case by case basis, regardless of physical appearance, faith or sexual preference. So, that being said, I will give anyone a chance at least once. If you prove to me you are a jerk, then I will drop off the face of your planet.
I have a few heroes. When I think of heroes, I think of someone who has changed my mind or spirit for the better. My heroes consist of: My parents, my brother, Emily, Louie, Paxton, Jhonen Vasquez, several of my professors...I'm sure there's more, I'm just having a block.
I love Fallout 3 with a passion. Needless to say, considering my comment about combat shotguns, my favorite weapon is the Terrible Shotgun. Other video games include but are definitely not limited to: all GTA's of course, Borderlands, Bioshock, Red Dead Redemption. I love old school stuff of course, Kingdom Hearts(all), Spyro(most), Frogger, Final Fantasy(most...forget 11).
That's about all I can think of for now. I'll add more later, I'm sure. I'm not really into like...all the layouts I see on this site. It makes everything look really cluttered and sometimes text is hard to read, so don't expect my profile to be all crazy with bats and skulls and stuff any time soon.
Ta-ta!
-Jennifer
