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I saw sometimes and heard of near death experience by some people in different way and thought why so. According to me it is because everyone has their own culture and religious background by which they see their experience. Some people say they have seen their physical body near death experience and came back as a result of their love ties or bonding to near ones, or were told by family members to go back. And some say they haven’t seen their physical body but have seen two men carrying them to different world but were sent back because they have been taken their mistakenly and their time has not yet arrived. So now if somebody would like to say something on this.

I almost died when I was 19 or so. I contracted mono after coming in contact with something while working at a hospital. It spread to my liver and nearly killed me. I was in and out of it for over a month. The doctor was sure I was going to die. I had a temp of 112 and my heart rate was barely existent. At one moment I was surrounded by a white void. It was the brightest light I've ever seen, but it didn't bother me to look. I felt completely weightless like I was floating and gravity had no effect on me. I seemed to have lost all memory of my life. It was a piece like I had never felt before. Then a terrible pain surged through me and I woke up. It took awhile to get over the experience.

In my case, I felt as if nothing that matter in real life would import at first, i just wanted to leave here...

I told myself i had done what i had to do and i was free to go now.

But then i realize i was not alone, it was awesome. i had no pain, i wasn't cool or warm! I had no emotion thinking about my life.

Than a voice talk to me, it was as if the voice was mine, but it wasn't. it told me to look in mind mind the realities that i couldn't see when i was down here!

I saw all the choice I've made and what came down from them, the good and the bad result from them. I also remember telling myself that i was the one who had chose that path... than i ask my-self what would happens if i would not die... but i only remember a feeling of being useful, as if i had a reason to be, a reason to be that i chose!

Then I've started to hear the voice of those i was with, the rest is like a dream i forgot!

Maybe it was a dream, but why did it feel like i've live my life in five minute this day? Why am i never surprise of what happens every day?

There is one thing i know for sure, i've change the life of a couple of person, i've help some and bring other down...

What is NDE? For me it was like a break to give me a reason to live... even if my life wasn't perfect for me!

with sand crushing in on me and, moments from death, all I saw was blackness.

as I sat there, water filling my lungs, all I saw was blackness.

When i died before i came back i saw my grandpa. His voice was that of when he was younger. He was young like when he first married my grandma and he told me look within you. It not time for my granddaughter to be here yet. I have to raise his great grandson before my job would even be closely over. So The place he was at was beautiful. I started to go over to him he said no once you come to me your life stops and your hear for a long while go back/ And thu i did. when i was there all i thought of is how peaceful it was there. The sun or what ever light that was finally did not hurt my eyes. I did not feel pain. I could not feel cold or warmth. The peace that was there was wonderful.

I asked him how can i leave when i have seen what this world is. And that your hear waiting for me. He simple said love go back i shall get you when it is time,till then live a great life like i have for seen. So i return to have my son and almost 21 years later i never reqretting comeing back to raise my son. Knowing what in store for me brings me peace now.

close your eyes.. what do you see, noo light.. just dark.
not fightenig, just what is.

that, is my experience of 'near-death'...

having first child insides came out almost died had to put central line in neck flying down hall 1 in 600 chances that would happen....if i would have went to birting center midwives i would have died . Its how women died yrs ago.

I've actually died on an operating table at a hospital. I know hat near death experiences are. Though this was an actual death. I was dead for three minutes. My body had shut down due to the lack of oxygen in my system. The reason how I died is fairly laughable now. I flicked a quarter into the air and I ent to caught it in my mouth. My sister tickled me hen it landed on my tongue and I inhailed the quarter. It was stuck in my lung tubes that cut off my oxygen to my entire body.

When I died I felt at peace. The place I remember as a haze was a place of a ruined city. No building stood whole. Everything was destroyed. It was my hell as the theory goes. IIt was hazed in fog and it was cold from the breeze I felt. I was all alone with noone around me.

When they revived me by use of that tool they use electricity with to get my heart pumping again and shock my brain system back on. ( After they removed the quarter.) I felt leaded and dead weight for four months. I told the docters on what I saw and they told me that I was just imagining something of that. Like I watched it from a movie or something. I never watched a movie when I was seven. So I do not know what the hell the docter was trying to prove. I believed that there was a place, a dimension where people go to after they die.

Oh! and carbon in the skin causes the silver coloration! It happened to me when I had no oxygen in my body. My skin is silver and I do look like the Fairy boy from Twilight. ( Fairy boys glow in the light and do nto eat meat. Fairies are elves who glow in the sunlight, Like Edward C.) True vampires do not glow in the sunlight. They can not even handle the sun's purifying rays.

I am photosensitive. has little to do with vampirism, tho it did help to give birth to the legend, I feel.

And, I talked from experience, much like yourself, as I was being crushed, by a weight of sand, I saw nothing... no light ... nothing.

then again... that was my experience, I reassert.

I've had 2 near death experiences . When i was 13 I fell of of a pier and was pronounced dead but thankfully they didn't give up trying to revive me. Honestly I didn't see any bright light or anything like what I hear people say. To me it was like I had faded of into a dream

there is too much wish fulfillment, I think... people want there to be more... they Need it.

I do believe in reincarnation, But if there were such a place as heaven .. oh shesh could you imagine the traffic jams? LMAO

I've never had an NDE. Though I do believe in an afterlife of some sort, I wonder if the experiences that some people have are just the impressions left from cultural or society's idea of what happens.

There has been a great deal of research too into the light actually being the last fragments of activity in the brain after the heart has stopped.