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This is a sad pathetic ry for help but Ive tried everything else.
What would you do if you had no free will of your own and seemigly had no reason to live, and the one thing you lived for seemed impossible?

I would find someone who truly cared, for me it would be my sister or brother and talk to them, everytime one of us is down we'll go somewhere and try to cheer whoever is the sown one. They always give me a reason to live if nothing else does and thats what they remind me of

oops *down* sorry