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My best friend jamie hung himself Saturday December 12, 2009. we had been like brothers for 16 years and i didnt even know he was upset or deppressed... Whats really fucked up is he called me... He never uses a phone just to talk to someone...


then i started tripping because i heard a song right after he called me and a few more times that day and i had never heard it before it's called :

"7861" by Beneath the Sky


7861 Blackthorne. They found the body hanging from the ceiling. Once again staring down at a casket... Run far away from the casket.. And don't let me go back inside. Now are you set free?

Now are you set free? That you left us in your cage. Once again something a part of my life dies again, and lives again. What made you decide that the only way is the wrong way? Was it the thought of failure? Or was it the girl? Or was it the drugs that became your friends that night?!

Look at you now! Look what you've done! I can't promise you a rose garden..

Can you see her (This vision with closed eyes) watching you (I'm not ready for this) through her eyes (It's time for the final act) Can you see? Do you believe? Will you save me? (As the curtains close)

Now don't ever hear me wrong. These years have passed me by, and I'm still wondering why? Why a man would take his life? Take his life.. I still love you my friend.

They look at me now. They know what I've done. They can't promise me a rose garden.

Can you see her (This vision with closed eyes) watching you (I'm not ready for this) through her eyes (It's time for the final act) Can you see? Do you believe? Will you save me?
(As the casket closed)

As you struggle within your noose
What was your last thought?

Just cut your rope... You could of been saved...

Just cut your rope!!


its about the lead singers best friend could there be a connection? like precognition or just coincidence?

I feel it could be either yet, when you heard the song did you bother to check back with your friend or just think the song was being played for a reason, I mean some believe it was just coincidence and others a precognition, my thought is if it was unual to me then I would of been calling some peeps, if I felt it to be just a coincedence that it was playing so many times then, I would just leave it at that.

I am sorry for your loss, it is always hard to lose a person close to you, I have lost many. I mean many people do not show signs of depression or thoughts of sucide, they have become very good at showing just the opposite. Again it could of been either my dear.

well i really wasnt paying attention until after i walked into jamie's room and seen everything then i just started thinking like hardcore if i had done something(or hadnt) and realized that song was playing everywhere that day so im not really sure what i think

A time line is needed here, when did you realize that the song was the same as the adress, what time frame was there, and one thing I often ask people that are considering an incident as precognative.. what practical purpose would 'knowing in advance" help the situation.

Sadly some have surviviors guilt, that nagging sensation that they could have done something.

Then there are people who obsess over negative potential, and they are in a constant state of negative
expectation, when something happens.. they feel they foretold the event. Not saying this applies to you personally Judas, I am just presenting some depth to precognative idealism.

I am sorry for your loss. It is never easy to lose a friend.

It could be many things. It very well could have been a coincidence or it could have been your friend sending you a message saying that he was gone and telling you goodbye.

It could also have been precognition of you knowing something was wrong but not fully realizing it until you got the call saying he was gone.

Things can go many different ways. Your friend will always be with you in your memories and the things the two of you shared together.

I wouldn't call it a precognition, since that is done by a person. But definitely it was a forshadow.

The loss of a loved one as you felt with this person, you will always question.

I am sorry of your loss.

I remember talking to my ex Sisiter-in-Law before she took her life with a drug overdose that evening.
I kept questioning myself did I miss something?
It is hard to lose a best friend in such a way.
I do however felt blessed that we had a conversation, which was like always. Nothing seemed wrong with her, she was happy.
Then the next morning I got the news she did not wake from her sleep.
The amount of drugs she had in her was so high.
I questioned myself alot. But she was happy and today I think back to see if there was a sign I had missed.
But never could find one.

My sympathies to you. I know what it's like to lose someone very close to suicide.

I don't believe in coincidences...everything happens for a reason, and I believe we planned this ahead of time to learn from it. And from their exits, we also have things to learn. It changes things a lot.......

I agree with mysticalwinds it seemed more like a foreshadow, however some times they can just dropp sudden hints that we just dont pick up on atfirst.

dont blame your self as it was a surprise event that just came up out of the blue.

my condolenses for your loss.

Maybe your friend ended up listening to that song everywhere as well and any suicidal thoughts he already had were pushed over the edge?

dab/, the address wasnt my friends it was the vocalists, and i realized after i looked up the lyrics to the song. And Serra/, i doubt it because he hated that music...