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The Color Red (8/27/09)
05:32 Aug 27 2009
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I sit here lost inside my head

left wondering what was said

but all I see is the color red

which is starting to make me

feel like I am dead

I sit here wondering

was it worth it..?

why does my life have to

feel like shit..?

I guess it could be

that their just random thoughts

clinging onto what used to

be me..

I've spent the last few days

wondering around in a

self made maze

that I can't seem to put

behind me in any way

it's almost like my inner misery

is here to stay

I've tried looking for answer that

are nowhere to be found

I guess I was never meant

to be heaven bound

maybe some where along the way

I left my soul lying in a shallow hole

so that I could be left alone

and never be known

maybe I'm better off with people

knowing me

for it seems I only cause them

grief and misery

I would love to get my life on track

instead of having go six step back

I guess the only thing I can say is

I'm here and this is where I'll

always be

just a faded part of someone else's

history

so until the day my soul fades away

I'll just take these final moments

to sit and pray

maybe even be able to find a way to

say goodbye..

COMMENTS

darkangel82
05:53 Aug 27 2009

very nice and well put...i like this one a lot

Lolita
09:44 Aug 27 2009

I will sell you a map :) lol

Nice poem Murder, I loved this piece.... We all create our own maze, strange how we can't find our way out of something we made? huh

dragonwolf69
17:48 Sep 26 2009

murder im still in the maze that is made for me

but i see a light n i hope it is the exit have to wait

to see if it is...... so hang i there when i find it

i will tell you

wolf