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This is normal...
12:19 Apr 23 2006
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Welcome Alilyanna





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You are a freak and an addict :)

Why Can't I
20:21 Apr 22 2006
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Get a load of me, get a load of you

Walkin' down the street, and I hardly know you

It's just like we were meant to be



Holding hands with you when we're out at night

Got a girlfriend, you say it isn't right

And I've got someone waiting too



What if this is just the beginning

We're already wet, and we're gonna go swimming



Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you

Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you

It's inevitable, it's a fact that we're gonna get down to it

So tell me

Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you



Isn't this the best part of breakin' up

Finding someone else you can't get enough of

Someone who wants to be with you too



It's an itch we know we are gonna scratch

Gonna take a while for this egg to hatch

But wouldn't it be beautiful



Here we go, we're at the beginning

We haven't fucked yet, but my heads spinning



Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you

Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you

It's inevitable, it's a fact that we're gonna get down to it

So tell me

Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you



High enough for you to make me wonder

Where it's goin'

High enough for you to pull me under

Somethin's growin'

out of this that we can control

Baby I am dyin'



Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you

Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you



Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you

Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you

It's inevitable, it's a fact that we're gonna get down to it

So tell me

Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you

Yeah, figures.
10:25 Apr 18 2006
Times Read: 761






REINSTITUTIONALIZED... Christ.

What I like about you...
19:44 Apr 17 2006
Times Read: 769

biting; blindfolds; bondage; domination; fantasy rape; foreplay; handcuffs; hentai; hot wax; ice cubes; masochism; role playing; role reversal; sadism; sexual asphyxiation; toys; vinyl/pvc;



Tastes like this bring tears to my eyes.



Go take a look at glasswhispers. So good.

So it is War then....
11:29 Apr 16 2006
Times Read: 776

The bell has been rung on the field of War. If this is how you choose your end, my dear friend, then this is how the blows will fall.



I have far to much repressed energy for you to truly believe that you have even a footing, let alone a hand up.



Tomorrow, when this shell awakens, blood will drip from these hands as they write your epitaph.



War then Marius. War it shall be. ;)



Lily

So it turns out you are all talk....
18:12 Apr 12 2006
Times Read: 784

I attended a friends birthday party last night and found out that he is a big talker. Always running his mouth about what would occur upon our meeting and then bowing out with a hug.... Geez, I tell yah ;)



Happy Birthday Baby!! (even if you are a bit of a pussy)

Where to begin...
00:14 Apr 12 2006
Times Read: 789

So much has happened over the past few weeks that I fear I will not be able to get it all out in order here.



Jere leaves on May 1st. I will breathe again.



I am bartending again and couldn't be happier about it. I love the social aspect of it and God knows I am lovin the tips.



I just did the 12th show of Body Gras here in Nanaimo. It was a great success. Poi fire dancers, belly dancers, a martial arts demo, and 12 competitive teams. It was by far my largest undertaking, but worth it in the end.



Aedan is doing wonderfully now that we have accessed the right kind of support for him. More language evey second.



I am still working three jobs but I am hoping to be able to cut that down a bit now that the show has come and gone.



Did I mention that I will finally be unattached again. Living together while separated, for a year, was insanity (yes, I admit it. You were right, and I should have listened earlier.) Everyday gets a little clearer, a little more sunny. I will breathe again.



My fitness is at an all time high and I finally dropped all of my "target" weight. I haven't looked at a scale that said 120 or less since I was a girl. So for those that actually read this that I haven't shown the finished product to here ya go!! Yay me!!