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Well I spent the morning at the Red Cross getting recertified for Adult CPR and AED. I'm actually a Red Cross instructor, but even instructors have to get their personal CPR renewed annually. I was proud of myself - I really do know what I am doing and I know in an emergency I would respond appropriately. I've had to respond to many emergencies in my work just never had to do actual CPR. It feels good to be capable. I don't always feel so capable.

Twenty men die and go to heaven. When they arrive they are told to seperate into two lines. One for all the husbands that are under their wives control and they other for those that control their wives. After the men seperate one of the angels notices that their are nineteen men in the first line and only one in the second. The angel walks up to the man and asks why he was so sure of his independence. "That's easy," said the fellow, "My wife told me to stand here!"

I'm really at a quandry - I have some BDSM related erotica that I have written that I haven't shared with anyone in awhile, and I'm unsure whether this is the place to share it or not. It is all little snippets of some of my play life with my "boys." In the BDSM community I always get kudos for my writing/stories but I have never shared any of it outside that realm. I want to write some more - chronical some of my play experiences. Its very personal stuff though and I fear judgement.

I'm new to this site and need a forum to purge so to speak. For years I've kept journals and found ways to let out my thoughts so I could process and move on. This seems safer then some journal that someone will find that shouldn't be reading it. Plus, I want feedback and interaction. Anyway.........here it goes.



At my age 38, I absolutely believe that there is a place for the entire MILF/Cougar thing. That place is NOT a real relationship. A friend with benefits? Sure. A fuck buddy? Absolutely. A new experience? Yes. Don't expect maturity and communication and commitment and validation - expect COCK. As a bonus, you can probably expect cock that rebounds quickly. Enjoy the cock for what it is and forget about the person attached to it because surely the person has forgotten about you.

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xRobin3x
14:52 Sep 29 2009

danm..... idk me i kinda get hooked to the person i fuck... lol i have some issues on that area... lol not your problem i know lol its a me issue lol

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