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http://soundcloud.com/apathetimii/cut-her-open



Cut her open

Let's see what's inside

Cut her open

Let's see what she has to hide



Show us all

What she has to offer

Show us all

Why she was worth the bother



I want to see what she has

I need to know for sure

I want to breathe in this lass

I need her to be my cure

I want to take her sass

I need have it as a lure

I want to be the last

I need her because she's pure



Cut her open

Let her blood run warm

Cut her open

Let her see herself torn



Show us all

What made her special

Show us all

Why she was so beautiful



I want to see what she has

I need to know for sure

I want to breathe in this lass

I need her to be my cure

I want to take her sass

I need have it as a lure

I want to be the last

I need her because she's pure



Cut her open

Let's see what's inside

Cut her open

Let's see what she has to hide



Show us all

What she has to offer

Show us all

Why she was worth the bother



I want to see what she has

I need to know for sure

I want to breathe in this lass

I need her to be my cure

I want to take her sass

I need have it as a lure

I want to be the last

I need her because she's pure



Cut her open

Cut her open

Cut her open

Cut her open

Whoa, you've gone

Whoa, you've gone and done it

Whoa, you've gone

And made my day



I never thought it would

I never thought it would come to this

I never thought it would

But, now it has



It's the end of things as we know it

It's the end of our time and space

It's the end and I have nothing to show for it

It's the end of me having you in my face



I guess it's time

I guess it's time to say goodbye

I guess it's time

To bid farewell



No, I won't miss you

No, I won't miss you at all

No, I won't miss you

Not one single bit



It's the end of things as we know it

It's the end of our time and space

It's the end and I have nothing to show for it

It's the end of me having you in my face



It's the end of things as we know it

It's the end of our time and space

It's the end and I have nothing to show for it

It's the end of me having you in my face

Oh, You know how things tend to happen

Oh, You know what tends to happen

When you're around



Oh, When you're around things tend to get a bit crazy

Oh, When you're around things tend to get out of control



I just want to get back

Back to that time and place

When you were around



Oh, When you're around things tend to get a bit crazy

Oh, When you're around things tend to get out of control



Oh, When you're around

Oh, When you're around

Oh, When you're around

Things tend to get out of control

http://soundcloud.com/apathetimii/the-one



One of us is not like the other

One of us is a black sheep



Can you spot which one of us

Is ridiculed beyond belief?



I tend to be the one

That ends up falling down

I tend to be the one

That no one wants to be around



I tend to be the one

That sits quietly out of sight

I tend to be the one

That is shunned from the light



They call me so many things

I just wish one of them was my name



This world is just not right for me

I wish I had never came



I tend to be the one

That ends up falling down

I tend to be the one

That no one wants to be around



I tend to be the one

That sits quietly out of sight

I tend to be the one

That is shunned from the light



Yeah, that's me

That's me over there

Yeah, that's me

The one with the empty stare



Yeah, that's me

That's me over there

Yeah, that's me

The one without a care



I tend to be the one

That ends up falling down

I tend to be the one

That no one wants to be around



I tend to be the one

That sits quietly out of sight

I tend to be the one

That is shunned from the light



I tend to be the one

I tend to be the one

I tend to be the one

I guess I'll always be the one

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Vampfan1
08:07 Jun 22 2012

i love this one, i can almost hear it in my head

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http://soundcloud.com/apathetimii/my-girl



My girl is

What she isn't



My girl wears long sleeves

In the Summer's heat



My girl has a thing

For all the shades of gray



My girl is

What she isn't



She loves to dance in the moonlight

And let her hair grow long long long

She is one with nature in so many ways

And can sing along to The Cure's entire catalog



My girl is

What she isn't



My girl glows radiantly

Under the full-moon's light



My girls keeps to herself

Unless she's around me



My girl is

What she isn't



She loves to dance in the moonlight

And let her hair grow long long long

She is one with nature in so many ways

And can sing along to The Cure's entire catalog



My girl is

What she isn't



My girl is

What she isn't



My girl is

What she isn't



My girl is

What she isn't

I walk along the green grass

I pass by all the blooming flowers

So much life, so much energy

I just love how it surrounds me



I sit and I think about it all

I write down words of expression

So much to write about, to few words

How can one write the song of the birds



I do my best

I do all I can to capture it all

I do what I can

Though, I never come close

But, I still give it my all



I fill up pages and pages

I write down song after song

So many words, so much music

Though, I still can't capture it



I struggle to write about the wind

I try to sing forth a falling leaf

So much imagery, So much to see

All I can do is just sit back and sing



I do my best

I do all I can to capture it all

I do what I can

Though, I never come close

But, I still give it my all



Summer's here

And now I can write

My days away

Trying to capture

All that is life



I do my best

I do all I can to capture it all

I do what I can

Though, I never come close

But, I still give it my all



I do my best

I do all I can to capture it all

I do what I can

Though, I never come close

But, I still give it my all

You, You have me

By a string

You, You have me



You, You've got me

In your hands

You, You've got me



And I'm not going anywhere

But, not because I am ensnared



It's because I want you, Briana

I want to be yours

It's because I want you, Briana

I am yours



It's because I want you, Briana

I want to be yours

It's because I want you, Briana

I am yours and yours alone



You, You have me

On a leash

You, You have me



You, You've got me

Tied in a knot

You, You've got me



And I'm not going anywhere

But, not because I am ensnared



It's because I want you, Briana

I want to be yours

It's because I want you, Briana

I am yours



It's because I want you, Briana

I want to be yours

It's because I want you, Briana

I am yours and yours alone



Oh, Briana

Oh, Briana

Oh, Briana

I am yours



Oh, Briana

Oh, Briana

Oh, Briana

I am yours

Written and recorded late in the night....with candlelight...



listen - http://soundcloud.com/apathetimii/choices-decisions



Where we are is not

Where we want to be

Where we are going is not

The place we want to be



The time is winding down

For choices to be made

The time is almost up

So now we must decide



All these choices leave me confused

I sit around and ponder and play through

All the situations I might face one day

Hopefully, I'll end up ok...



So many choices that

I could make

But, their is only one

Decision I can take



Oh, how I wish for

A simple reset button

So that I may try

All of these decisions



All these choices leave me confused

I sit around and ponder and play through

All the situations I might face one day

Hopefully, I'll end up ok...



Choices

Decisions

Misses

Makes



Choices

Decisions

Misses

Makes



All these choices leave me confused

I sit around and ponder and play through

All the situations I might face one day

Hopefully, I'll end up ok...

Sometimes I feel

So used by you

Sometimes I feel

Like I'm abused



You don't have to

Treat me like a slave

You don't have to

Send me to my grave



You take me down

Into the place I don't want to be

Inside my own mind



You take me down

Into all the places that you want me

No matter how hard I fight



Oh, you use me

You abuse me

You take everything

I have inside of me



Oh, you use me

You abuse me

You take everything

I have inside of me



I know that this

Is all a game to you

I know that I am

Just another tool



I know I should

Leave things like they are

I know I should

But, I know I won't get far



You take me down

Into the place I don't want to be

Inside my own mind



You take me down

Into all the places that you want me

No matter how hard I fight



Oh, you use me

You abuse me

You take everything

I have inside of me



Oh, you use me

You abuse me

You take everything

I have inside of me

A little..almost folky song...



Listen - http://soundcloud.com/apathetimii/choices-we-make



A skipped day at school

A notebook tossed aside

Pages and pages of nothing

That you refuse to use for something



A picnic covered in ants

A sandwich with a bite eaten

Food for all with plenty to spare

When children's mouths go hungry without a care



A family split apart by hate

A five year old girl without a mom

Such is life, Such is normalcy

Not enough thought is considered evenly



A tale of tragedy told daily

A message of apathy shown by all

When will people wake up

And see that it's not the situation we are put in

But, the choices we make

I have the music for it...but just have not put it together....here are the lyrics though....



They told me to go off and fight

In this war I did not believe in

They told me I was going nowhere

And that I should serve my nation



So I ended up being signed to fight

A worthless maggot among more maggots

I did what I was told and I did it well

I came back from every mission, when some didn't



But, in the end

In the end of it all

I will be the first to say

That none of it was worth it



Yeah I told them

When the end came

That “their” blood did not

Set right the deeds done in the past



In the end

In the end

In the end

In the end



When I came home, my folks told me

“Son we are so very proud of you”

And on this first night I sit awake

And I wonder if they are proud of the blood on my hands



Now years and years have passed

I'm still the same man I came home as

A shell, nothing but a hollow casing

Of the poet, of the lover, of the person I once was



But, in the end

In the end of it all

I was the first to say

That none of it was worth it



Yeah I told them

When the end came

That “their” blood did not

Set right the deeds done in the past



In the end

In the end

In the end

In the end



But, in the end

In the end of it all

I was the first to say

That none of it was worth it



Yeah I told them

When the end came

That “their” blood did not

Set right the deeds done in the past



In the end

In the end

In the end

In the end



In the end

In the end

I was not

Who I was...

Listen - http://soundcloud.com/apathetimii/our-own-unique-sound





You know me

I know you

We've been friends

For years now



You see me

I see you

We've seen each other

Grow up



Time is not our friend

The chapters are winding down now

This could well be the end

Of our own unique sound



Time is not our friend

The chapters are winding down now

This could well be the end

Of our own unique sound



You'll miss me

I'll miss you

When we have

To part



You sing to me

I sing to you

The song of

Our good bye



Time is not our friend

The chapters are winding down now

This could well be the end

Of our own unique sound



Time is not our friend

The chapters are winding down now

This could well be the end

Of our own unique sound



Time is not our friend

The chapters are winding down now

This could well be the end

Of our own unique sound



Time is not our friend

The chapters are winding down now

This is the end

Of our own unique sound

Listen - http://soundcloud.com/apathetimii/here-take-this-medicine





Here, take this

It will help you sleep

Here take this

It will keep you awake



Here, take this

It will help you feel

Here take this

It will make you numb



Here, take this medicine

Shove it down your throat

I hope it will make you better

And I pray that you won't choke



Here, take this medicine

Shove it down your throat

I hope it will make you better

And I pray that you won't choke



Here, take this

It will help you forget

Here take this

It will help you remember



Here, take this

It will give you energy

Here take this

It will calm you down



Here, take this medicine

Shove it down your throat

I hope it will make you better

And I pray that you won't choke



Here, take this medicine

Shove it down your throat

I hope it will make you better

And I pray that you won't choke



interlude – solo thingy



Here, take this medicine

Shove it down your throat

I hope it will make you better

And I pray that you won't choke



Here, take this medicine

Shove it down your throat

I hope it will make you better

And I pray that you won't choke



Here, take this medicine

Shove it down your throat

I hope it will make you better

And I pray that you won't choke



Here, take this medicine

I know that it won't work

But, it will give you peace of mind

Even though we both know it won't work

Listen - http://soundcloud.com/apathetimii/ill-ttyl-baby



I don't like this at all

The way we fight all night

I just want to get back

To when everything was alright



Take me back to that time

To that place we shared

When everything was simple

And not a compliment was spared



I'll talk to you later, Baby

When things calm down

I'll talk to you later, Baby

When you calm down



I'll talk to you later, Baby

When things calm down

I'll talk to you later, Baby

When you calm down



We don't have to fight

Like this was all the time

We don't have to start yelling

At the things out of line



I promise things can get back

To the way they used to be

So let's just call it a night

And let's both get some sleep



I'll talk to you later, Baby

When things calm down

I'll talk to you later, Baby

When you calm down



I'll talk to you later, Baby

When things calm down

I'll talk to you later, Baby

When you calm down



I'm going to say goodnight now

I'm getting off the phone



I'm going to say goodnight now

I'm getting off the phone



I'll talk to you later, Baby

When things calm down

I'll talk to you later, Baby

When you calm down



I'll talk to you later, Baby

When things calm down

I'll talk to you later, Baby

When you calm down



I'll talk to you later, Baby

When things calm down

I'll talk to you later, Baby

When you calm down



I'll talk to you later, Baby

When things calm down

I'll talk to you later, Baby

When you calm down

Listen - http://soundcloud.com/apathetimii/they-had-to-fall



They had to fall

On our heads

They had to rain

On our parade



They had to fall

On our heads

They had to rain

On our parade



It could have been

So peaceful

But, then you had to come

With your bombs



The children could

Have played

Instead of sitting

In a grave



But your bombs

Just had to fall

Your bombs

Just had to fall



They had to fall

On our heads

They had to rain

On our parade



They had to fall

On our heads

They had to rain

On our parade



It could have been

So peaceful

But, then you had to come

With your bombs



The children could

Have played

Instead of sitting

In a grave



But your bombs

Just had to fall

Your bombs

Just had to fall



They had to fall

On our heads

They had to rain

On our parade



They had to fall

On our heads

They had to rain

On our parade



They had to fall

On our heads

They had to rain

On our parade



They had to fall

On our heads

They had to rain

On our parade

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Seshat
21:31 Jun 02 2012

Very well written lyrics!

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ApatheticMii
00:26 Jun 03 2012

Really?



I guess repetition = good....



I must utilize this knowledge....!

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He’s a little string doll

Just a lost soul that lingers

Wandering through the Fall

Of leaves and pine needles



He goes off to his mind

Dreaming of his past

Trying to relive and remember

The love he had once known



He walks on a blanket of death

Dry branches and leaves

As he unravels even more

His thread trails behind



He finally saw today

A cabin on a hill

He found his place to stay

But he couldn’t make it all the way



His strings split apart

And his mind followed

He fell to the ground in a heap

And there he lay in his place

Listen - http://soundcloud.com/apathetimii/the-questions-i-have





Why can't you just

Let me love you?

Why can't you just

Let me be yours?

Why can't you

Why can't you



Why is it so hard

To let me in?

Why is it so hard

To just accept it?

Why is it?

Why is it?



Why, why, why

How, how, how

Why, why, why

How, how, how



It isn't so hard

It isn't that difficult

Just let me in your heart

This is not a riddle



This is not a game

This is not some falsehood

My feelings for you are the same

As the ones you dreamed of in your childhood



Why must it be

This way with you?

Why must it be

This damn complex?

Why must it?

Why must it?



Why can't you just give

Me a fighting chance?

Why can't you just give

Me something to work with?

Why can't you?

Why can't you?



Why, why, why

How, how, how

Why, why, why

How, how, how



It isn't so hard

It isn't that difficult

Just let me in your heart

This is not a riddle



This is not a game

This is not some falsehood

My feelings for you are the same

As the ones you dreamed of in your childhood



The why's

The how's

The please's

The thank you's



Do they

Do they

Not mean a thing

To you?



Why, why, why

How, how, how

Why, why, why

How, how, how



It isn't so hard

It isn't that difficult

Just let me in your heart

This is not a riddle



This is not a game

This is not some falsehood

My feelings for you are the same

As the ones you dreamed of in your childhood



Why, why, why

How, how, how

Why, why, why

How, how, how



Why, why, why

How, how, how

Why, why, why

How, how, how

Listen - http://soundcloud.com/apathetimii/she-dies



The magic in her is the magic in me

I can't begin to help you understand

What she means to me



The force that drives her pulls me along

We are attached at the hip

And nothing could tear us apart



But, when I close my eyes

She dies

In my arms

She dies



But, when I close my eyes

She dies

In my arms

She dies



She is dying and no matter

How hard I try

I can't keep her alive



She is dying and no matter

How hard I try

I can't keep her alive



The magic in her is the magic in me

I can't begin to help you understand

What she means to me



The force that drives her pulls me along

We are attached at the hip

And nothing could tear us apart



But, when I close my eyes

She dies

In my arms

She dies



But, when I close my eyes

She dies

In my arms

She dies



She is dying and no matter

How hard I try

I can't keep her alive



She is dying and no matter

How hard I try

I can't keep her alive



She is dying and no matter

How hard I try

I can't keep her alive



She is dying and no matter

How hard I try

I can't keep her alive



But, when I close my eyes

She dies

In my arms

She dies



But, when I close my eyes

She dies

In my arms

She dies