Seshat's Profile at Vampire Rave.

I tend to view events in my life in a dichotomous, polarised fashion. It is all or nothing. Everything, even the most obsolete bullshit, is thought of in absolute terms.
It.
Is.
Exhausting.

I secretly envy those of you who walk within shades of grey.

On my best days, I am brilliant. On my worst days, I am completely mad. Sometimes I become everything I hate in humanity. For all intents and purposes, mainly those regarding my ego, today I am brilliant.

Nihilism © 2011 Amby Doolan

"The road to creativity passes so close to the madhouse and often detours or ends there."
- Ernest Becker (The Denial of Death)

"Actual happiness always looks pretty squalid in comparison with the overcompensations for misery. And, of course, stability isn't nearly so spectacular as instability. And being contented has none of the glamour of a good fight against misfortune, none of the picturesqueness of a struggle with temptation, or a fatal overthrow by passion or doubt. Happiness is never grand."
- Aldous Huxley (Brave New World)

For the purpose of interaction you should think of me as an asexual creature.
It.
Isn’t.
Going.
To.
Happen.

I have biting turned off. You have the entire English language to enamour me with.

Don't pretend to understand me, that's my job; it's tedious, time consuming and a complete waste of time.

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