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Well in Psychology class today it was confirmed i was right about myself. I do have a type A personality. I kinda already knew that being a fairly hostile person.



I am quick to judge myself, quick to judge others, if I finish something, eh oh well what's next. If I cannot do more than one thing at a time I feel like i am a complete failure in life. Then I let myself down. I am quick to anger and lash out at someone when I feel like I have failed myself. If they point it out before I realize it myself, there is hell to pay because I missed my own failure.



I am a hard worker but heaven forbid someone get in my way while I work. You can even ask my friends how many times I have cussed them out for being too slow. I usually carry the weight of the world on my shoulders and am always looking for something to do. I cannot allow myself to sit still for fear of feeling guilt ridden at the thought of relaxation.



I also tend to get very upset if someone I am talking to cannot think as fast as I can. If I am talking and explaining and then am asked 'huh?' because of comprehension I fly off the handle. I hate having to dumb down, sugar coat, or take anything slower than I feel necessary. There are other things to do than re-explain myself over and over.



I am a leader, not a follower. I get in a group, I usually take over. I can take orders if the one giving it deserves it but otherwise, not happening. I lead and when I do I expect to be followed, things completed on time and on a certain schedule. If I complete mine on time I will jump in and do more as needed. Things need to be done fast and right to leave more time to do more.

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xRobin3x
18:54 Apr 16 2013

up the meds buddy.

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Slain
19:18 Apr 16 2013

Well... Robin.. you've made it clear that you've opted to pick on her.



But why?

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Ok. Rant time. I live on/near/next to whatever you want to call it air force base. I am used to sleeping to the sounds of planes over head every NIGHT! Thank you OBAMA for cutting costs of our military by $591 MILLION dollars. So what? You can go on another 3 million dollar vacation? Or better yet, go kiss someone else's ass? Or even give more money to the Muslim Brotherhood? North Korea is threatening us with NUCLEAR WARFARE and you Flippin CUT FUNDING TO THE AIRFORCE!? All F-16s at Shaw AFB and McIntire are grounded until October. WTF! This makes no FLIPPIN SENSE! Maybe cut the funding to your own damned back account "mr. president" SO OUR BOYS IN THE BLUE CAN CONTINUE TO DO WHAT YOU DO NOT AND PROTECT OUR PEOPLE!

I can't believe it. I have fallen in love with a musical.



"We are putting heaven out of business. Be prepared for war."



I watched it once because I couldn't find anything else to watch. I...started watching it, couldn't turn it off. I was drawn in by the devil...his voice would make you melt. *shudders* I recommend it for anyone that might like something different.



Its called the Devil's Carnival. "Cross your heart and hope to die, its off to hell we go."



If anyone looks at my profile a few of the song lyrics that the devil sings with another woman on her trip to hell sings. *shudders again* The devil..is amazing. I recommend it completely.



It is about 3 people that were killed and went to hell. One was adultry, the other greed and the last I think is pride or Vainity.

Oh no. Lucas arts is toast. George Lucas sold the franchise last year to disney. There was a movie in the making the cartoon series, all the video games.



Disney has now canceled all projects, laid off all workers. WTF!!!







http://kotaku.com/disney-shuts-down-lucasarts-468473749



Disney Shuts Down LucasArts, Cancels Star Wars 1313 And Star Wars: First Assault

Disney has laid off the staff of LucasArts and cancelled all current projects.

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immortalxkiss
01:46 Apr 04 2013

Eh, it's not that bad. LucasArts hasn't really put out a decent game in years. Everything they have put out has been mediocre at best.

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Dammit! My Friend from College, James. His mom passed away on Easter. I remember talking to him on campus and him having to leave earlier this semester because she had become sick. Now, she is being buried on Thursday, and he is going around begging for money so he can afford the funeral service! WTF is this world coming to when someone cannot afford to even bury their own mum?! Those that have my facebook, I have his number...but its horrible he is having to do this alone.

As those of you whom I have known for years, thank you for your welcome backs. I have missed many of you. As a few know in 2009, I got married. In 2011, I got divorced. I finally had enough abuse and had to break my leash and walk away.



I am only willing to bend so far, I have learned my breaking point. I was told my entire marriage why I was not good enough to be a member of high class society. I would wear the blue collar for the rest of my life if that means I can retain my dignity and my pride.



I think one of my biggest turning points when I once again became free was my 18 hour drive to Missouri. I had a blast, though staying with someone who called himself the harbinger was....different to say the least. 2 years later the harbinger passed away. I got to see so many beautiful places on my drive. Arkansas was beautiful.



I now try and visit one state a year, if money and time permit. I want to head west. I want to visit Washington and Utah.



I have had many losses the last few years. My dog Cesar hit me the hardest. He was my foundation of strength. I have also lost my beautiful horse, Lilith. My white faced monster dies 3 days before Christmas.



Slowly, I have started rebuilding myself. Like a flower after a harsh rain, I am slowly unfolding my petals to bask in the light of the sun once more. Be gentle with me.