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Today you saw all my fears,

as they one by one,

fell as tears.

I run away to hide my face.



You now know,

to love me is a waste.



When you say "I love you,"

I can't say "I love you too."

And yes I know,

my fear of hurting

is now hurting you.



So just leave now,

as I wipe my tears,

that I've held in,

for so many years.



Loving me is

a waste of time.

I hold back tears,

when I say I'm fine.



Just go away,

leave me alone,

as my tears fall,

into the snow.



Don't look into my face,

just turn away,

cause loving me,

is such a waste.

I am not normally the type of person who thinks of myself - that is not conceit - it is honesty. I basically don't want to think about the things I have gone through in the past, so I try to think of others and distract myself.



I like to be around others, but basically am an introvert. I am constantly trying to change that by pushing myself to do new things.



I will add more later - can only reveal a little of me at a time to others - hope you understand.



Thanks,

BadRose 4-2-06