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They smile, they laugh and look me up and down. I hide, I cry and I wish i was someone else. I appear to look average but crave to be different, to be beyond the scared me. Beyond the years I've been through and here I am still the scared me in 2018. 20 years old! what does that mean? I want to become greater than my scared 20 years of life. I don't want to be average me. I want to be the fearless me!
someone who doesn't have to cry herself to sleep!
someone who doesn't have to lay on her back to feel appreciated!
someone who doesn't have to wear makeup like coat of armor because going through her day feels like a battle that she can't win!



I must be better to feel better?
or
I must feel better to be better?


Life is a disc playing over and over again. The choice i have to make is if i want to listen to the same song or flip the disc over to burn my own song on it.

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dwaynemcgriff01
15:32 Jun 07 2018

yes be strong and feel comfortable and strong

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I wake up to a sound of my wind machine whistling in my ear
I open my eyes to a guy that i have no control over. Intimacy is not purely physical. It's the act of connecting and seeing someone so deeply, you feel like you can see inside their soul. What soul do I see in him?


only one of many................

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LAirduTemps
22:20 Jun 04 2018

many sense you have empathic abilities

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