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Guys
23:06 Jun 23 2013
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Forgot to mention in my changes post Im also giving up guys, completely. Mostly because I have no interest in dating or a relasionship. All my baby-producing friends, and my dumbass exes have completely put me off guys lol. So I figured Id do a completely guy free year. No dating, no sex and no fooling around. I dont feel like Ill be missing out on much lol. Norwegian guys make it super easy to wanna stay single *laughs*

I figured if I ever have doubts Ill visit the pub and that should take care of the problem, and if it doesn't Ill just make an account on a norwegian dating site and Ill be cured within an hour lol!

COMMENTS

MidnightDesires
00:08 Jun 24 2013

Whats the hurry . I'm in no way even close to settling down . you have plenty of time right now just isn't the time for you

ColaDvergen
09:39 Jun 24 2013

Lol trust me, im in no hurry. I have no plans to have kids or get married. Last time I was single it lasted two glorious years even though I was looking for more than half that time. Im picky and won't settle for anyone that doesn't feel just right. :-)

Now Im in an odd place with myself and dont wanna drag anyone into it, even if I do meet someone that seems right, he'll have to wait.

Changes
18:07 Jun 17 2013
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Ive desided.. or well admitted to myself that I cant go to parties anymore. At all. Alcohol screws too much with my head, I haven't realized this since Ive partied every single month for years untill the last year. I always thought the bipolar was alot of the reason as to why Im miserable most of the year, but now it seems alcohol is the main villain in my life :-P This is one of the weirdest realisations Ive had in my life I think lol. But as alcohol is also bad for my body etc. its not exactly a loss. I have almost stopped partying on my own the last year anyway, thats why I noticed the change lately with all the summer parties going on. A home party every now and then with a few beers is fine, but no bars and stuff for a full year should be sufficient to prove to myself how much better off Ill be.

The second reason Im doing so well is my brother and his gf, we are all living together now so Im hardly ever alone to brood and become anti social. add a complete lack of alohol and parties and I dare say Im content verging on pure happiness ^^,

COMMENTS

Namaah
20:59 Jun 17 2013

While I haven't been real bad with alcohol, when I was playing in a band in California we were out doing shows every weekend and practicing 3 times a week and I can say that I am burnt out on that life. I prefer living out here in the middle of nowhere where no one can find me. I settled down with kids and have a husband and I loathe when friends call me up and ask me if I want to go out to the bar. I tell them, why in the hell do I want to go to a bar when I'm married with kids and have bills to pay? Besides, there is nothing I hate seeing more than a bunch of sleazy ass skank ho's drunk off their asses falling all over every guy just to get free drinks. Nasty bitches. lol

parenting
00:03 Jun 09 2013
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I dont think I ever wanna be a mother. ive realized I really despise children. I mean, I like them alright, when they're not making a fuzz, not screaming, demanding, being difficult. I mean when they're quiet they're kinda nice, and I LOVE babies, they are awesome. Plus I can just hand them back whenever they get fuzzy or start crying and their parents make them stop or take them home lol.

But from the ages of 5 to 16 they are an absolute mess and I hate them, they are demanding, need all focus on them, they wear you out and they absolutely dont take no for an answear and they even talk back. No fucking way Im doing that.

The only thing about maybe wanting a childe one day for me, - would be to go around to the people I Love and say: Hey guys, Im PREGNANT! Thats about it for the upsides to getting pregnant and having kids for me :-P My mom will be so sad when she realizes she's not gonna have any grandkids from me, hopefully my borther has a different perspective and I won't feel presured into having kids because of my mom.

I dont even want a relasionship. I hate being tied down in any way, thats why Im always single. I can immagine having kids when Im like 35 and have come to terms with what I know alreaddy .

COMMENTS

MidnightDesires
02:30 Jun 09 2013

You think like me