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It's Morrigon's birthday today, you NEED to go wish her all the best as well, she's the bee's knees!



GO here too:



https://www.vampirerave.com/forum/message.php?message=72310&group=1&catid=1241

And....



she found another loop hole to fall into! lmao.



Seriously this is getting to the point of absurd. Awesome.

So I may have found a new car in my price range...



I'm still looking into things but right now it's between, Mazada and Nissan... Toyota has something but I'm not very happy with how small the driver's area is... Still looking at all the options and what is going to be needed...



On a more "funny" note (truly I did laugh as this is so absurd that it happened) I went to paint my bathroom... got the paint out- only to have the bottom of the can "spring" two leaks =/



Behold the wonders of duct tape!!!

The car is a total loss!



YAY, go me! Heh seriously isn't the saying go big or go home?



*giggles as she prepares to car shop*

Still no word on the wheels. Am waiting for my afternoon break so that I can goto hot yoga, and today is rainy- so it will be warm and YAY.



Yup I'm odd in that working out and getting sweaty makes me happy...



What I'm hoping for is just a little good news. Well I have gotten some from Facebook. My mother and my friend are having a wonderful time in Alaska on the cruise. Some of the pictures posted have me in giggles.



I have finally painted my living room and next will be working on the hallway going up stairs and then touching up the bathroom and guest room.



oh look... SHINY.



*sigh* that concludes my thoughts as I'm off to work...

Soooooooo the "saga" continues.



Was given tickets to the Blue Jay's game on sunday, got friends together to go... then had my car break down on the road.



The jury is still out as to when I will have my wheels back. When it rains folks, be ready for hurricanes!



O.o

I'm done



*falls over after busy week*

There is something enormously satisfying about eating a strawberry that is almost the size of your fist…

This last Monday a client of mine who has been working on decreasing stress and "slowing down" although they truly didn't understand what I was trying to do... canceled their appt at 10 am and moved it to 4:15pm. They no showed. Typical really-as they have done this time and time again when they have overbooked their schedules and had to "miss" because of this.



This time, damn it- this was not the case.



There was a 911 call at 4:30. They currently have swelling of the brain and their future is uncertain. All of which could have been prevented- all of which I was trying to prevent... not the accident of course, but the life choices leading to this horrid event.



It seems fate is still not kind to me. For last night another client that I have been working with for over a year came and informed me that the progressive pain they are experiencing is a tumor- eerily so similar in location and symptoms to my friend's. So in treatment I gave them lists of things to go back to MD's with and when to demand that they get faster diagnostics.



To say that I'm angry, frustrated and frazzled is an understatement with everything else I am dealing with. I simply am at a loss of how to approach the medical community here- they are so closed and so not understanding of what it is I do- and I see people slipping through the cracks and they won't respond to any request I give them.



People are the ones suffering here. And it is not because I lack in education- it is because my profession here has so FEW people with equivalent education, and most of which are more focused on the dollar than helping people. It angers me- this unneeded suffering when the truth is, medicine is something we constantly practice, it is never something we ever fully control. Our egos should be left at the door, so we can approach suffering with compassion and our clearest head so we can in the moments we have give a better quality of life.



It is not about us, it is about them. How on earth can I get that through their thick skulls? Grrrr.

Copious amounts of rum are needed after my "routine" trip to immigration that took over an hour.



*sigh*

Seriously news like this just makes me want to kick cancer's arse.



http://www.popeater.com/2010/05/03/lynn-redgrave-dead-67/?sms_ss=facebook



I'm so tired of hearing about more people being diagnosed or dying.