You all probably wonder why I wrote why I wrote poem called the stary stary night Goodbye. I read about vincent van gogh history. It is not pleasant history. I thought i would take what he was know for painting wise and put it in poem. It was song with piano . I just didn't think i have right voice for it. My voice being soft not high. I thought need more musical instruments. I just don't know what kind.
I might do poem later. I should say it is a song I wrote. I know I don't fit the mold on being vampire or such thing on here or something.
I mean some vampire rave profile. I am blown away by some graphics and the music. Sometimes I seat there on vampire profiles and listen to some music is soothing to nerve. I do watch movies about vampire and goth. I know some expect dark clothes and dark painting. I like being different then most. I hope my different doesn't bother you all too much. I like who I am. I just like doing stuff different i can show you why I paint bright colors and stuff it reflects the darkness from light. Without bright colors you not see darkness.
You all probably wonder why I paint so many pictures i put up profile. In my younger day I was told no. You can't do do that. I was told so many time by my grandmother I thought lies on how to still do it. I told no I can 't join band in school. I finally told her when they had art club in my school. That it was requirement for me graduation because I want to do so bad. I wasn't doing anything bad. She want me to stay in house so much she had alcohol problem. She let me go. Yeah she pass away and I was able let loss with my painting and stuff I enjoy doing finally.
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